Why don't you speak
After the collapse of the Su family, Shen Xiu's mother, the orphans of the Su family were justifiably sheltered by the prince's party and lived in the Gu Mansion.
There were originally two Su clans in Kyoto, one was the Fufu Su clan, and the other was the Su clan who later moved to the imperial capital.
The Su family, where Su Yun is located, is the last, and the Su family, which originally settled in the imperial capital, has been uprooted, leaving only a lonely mansion, and no one has dared to move so far.
Gu Nianheng looked at Shen Xiu quietly, lowered his head, and was silent.
Shen Xiu
Leaving from the imperial capital with an old servant to live in Jiangling, soon the old servant died because of the water and soil adaptation, I have to say that the curling figure on the riverside is a very important sustenance to accompany your heart, fill the gap in the soul, and ignite the faith in the heart.
What I can't forget is not only the farewell song, but also the white clothes; The thoughts that continued to parasitize in the brain like drinking blood from the bones were actually in a fire that he set up with his own hands, looking at the ashes, maybe those people and things far away in the imperial capital had become illusions and hopes woven by Shen Xiu's deception to live.
But God is always attached to her. Gu Nianheng, he appeared, this time, not in a dream, but on a drunken and soft day in Chunjiang.
Shen Xiu looked up at him, she didn't know about the sun in the past, and she spent winter at that time. She thought she had met it, and it was lucky.
Smart people like to guess their hearts, and maybe they lose their guesses when they guess correctly.
Stupid people like to give hearts, and they may be deceived by others, but they may not get someone else's.
Shen Xiu was wearing the cloak he used to wear, drunk and drunk, and knocked on Gu Nianheng's door.
She couldn't say anything in her heart, Xu was unwilling to do it, and when she poured the tea on his head, Shen Xiu himself didn't react.
Gu Nianheng, who was waiting, got up and went out, Shen Xiu was so shocked that he took a few steps back, unable to say anything.
Gu Nianheng's gaze was still calm, even when he handed over the secret report to his hand, his face was so calm.
Shen Xiu clutched the willow leaf in his hand tightly, and the face that he hadn't seen for a long time appeared in front of him like a ghostly floating shadow at this moment, which made Shen Xiu shudder and his hair stood on end. Gu Nianheng stepped forward, still in such a calm tone, looked at Shen Xiu coldly, and asked her, "Why don't you speak?" β
"Gu Meiren...... You ......" Shen Xiu's voice was shaking. Gu Nianheng suddenly smiled, Shen Xiu slowly came to his senses, and tried his best to accept it, but in the end, he just lowered his head weakly, and those dirty and unbearable facts reappeared in the depths of his mind. Shen Xiu thought that she might believe Gu Nianheng, and after a long time, Shen Xiu finally asked Gu Nianheng: "Why do you suddenly want to tell me?" β
And Gu Nianheng didn't seem to know the twists and turns in my heart at all, and told the beginning and end of what he knew without any waves.
Shen Xiu forcibly suppressed the tremor in his heart and smirked, "Can I go and see him?" β
Gu Nianheng's expression moved, and the trace of unbearability seemed to come to his eyes again, but he pretended to be ruthless and said, "You don't seem to have any other way to go except to obey the Shen family's arrangement, don't be naΓ―ve." β
Shen Xiu was silent for a moment, and suddenly asked Gu Nianheng: "I am dispensable to you." You and I will suffer from gains and losses. If one day, when you're gone, and I don't chase you, can you look back at me again? β
With such a familiar eyebrow, Gu Nianheng asked coldly: "So what?" Repeating the exact same tone of voice every time he refused.
Shen Xiu suddenly burst into tears and said, "If that's the case, I shouldn't have come to you." β
Why did Shen Xiu cry again, whether she was crying about the Shen family or him. Gu Nianheng couldn't help but reach out to touch her face, her tears flowed to her hands, Gu Nianheng suddenly remembered the bright spring light of the year when she first saw Shen Xiu, with an outstanding demeanor and a smile in her eyes.
Gu Nianheng wiped away Shen Xiu's tears, and turned to touch Shen Xiu's hand, her hand was cold and cold, and the touch that penetrated into her heart reminded Gu Nianheng of the not very pleasant past, withdrew her hand, and said, "It's cold, rest early." β
"I'm leaving." Shen Xiu smiled bitterly, lying on the couch softly, without movement for a while, and then propped himself up and tilted his head, "The chess pieces are on the chessboard, I put them everywhere redundant, I thought that I could be different from others." β
Gu Nianheng felt sarcastic, put his hands behind his back, and ignored Shen Xiu anymore.
The next day, Gu Nianheng sent someone to ask the neighbors, and the person who came to knock on the door that day was drunk and drunk was indeed gone. Gu Nianheng only glanced at the sky outside the window in a hurry, drank two cups of weak tea in the courtyard, and went back to the room.
Shen Xiu followed Xiao Rou back to Kyoto overnight. It didn't take long for Xiao Rou to open the curtain to take a look at Shen Xiu, chatting with her in jerky language, the spring light gradually condensed, and the winter days became longer and longer.
Shen Xiu has been seeing pictures of the past from time to time in front of him recently, and Shen Xiu always feels that he is the son of the past.
When Huang Huang was recruited back by Shen Xiang, he came to say goodbye. Shen Xiu gradually pulled away his smile and sneered: "I don't know what happened recently, I'm always immersed in the past. β
Akira smiled faintly and did not answer.
When she turned around, Shen Xiu suddenly grabbed the corner of her clothes, turned her head and asked an irrelevant question: "I heard that you have killed someone?" After a pause, Shen Xiu bit his lower lip tightly, his eyes were misty, and he suddenly pressed his face against his shaking chest and asked, "How did you feel when you killed someone for the first time?" β
Huang nodded silently, sighed, and whispered: "I am relieved to see that person died peacefully." β
That night, Xiao Rou stayed in the carriage to accompany Shen Xiu, and rushed to the city before dawn.
What Shen Xiu refused to admit was that as soon as she closed her eyes, she would always see those times in Jiangling in endless dreams. and the daughter of the prefect of Jiangling, Jiang Qinghuan.
Jiang Qinghuan in the dream is a dignified and virtuous lady in her impression, wearing a brown robe blooming in the cold May, her long skirt holding up the gorgeous spring light, and her eyebrows and eyes are coated with a layer of dazzling bright color.
When the watchman beat the drum of the change, knocked the three watches, knocked Shen Xiu's shallow dream, and then fell into the dream, it was many years ago when Daddy took her out of the imperial capital, she met the young man who folded the willow and played the flute on the riverside, and at first sight it was a nightmare.
Shen Xiu wanted to get up and pour a cup of tea to quench his thirst, and a few light footsteps sounded outside the window.
Because of his father's actions, he soon fell into disrepute, and the title of the traitor was firmly buckled on his father's body, and when Shen Xiu returned to Jiangling for the first time, he still did not wake up from the blood in the courtyard, which had already made Shen Xiu extremely sensitive to murderous aura.
Sometimes when I hear footsteps outside the yard, I often can't sleep in the middle of the night. Immediately copied the short knife next to the bed and held it in the palm of his hand, and looked around with wary eyes.
When Shen Xiu met Jiang Qinghuan for the first time, it was Jiang Qinghuan who pushed open Shen Xiu's door silently with a hot bun in his hand, but Shen Xiu pressed his fingertips against the acupuncture points in his throat.
Jiang Qinghuan met Shen Xiu's stunned gaze with an innocent face, and slowly pulled away his smile. Shen Xiu pressed the fingers between Jiang Qinghuan's throat and couldn't help but pause.
Jiang Qinghuan looked up at Shen Xiu, with a sparkling smile in his eyes, Shen Xiu responded to him with a frown, "Don't you need to knock on the door when you come in?" β
Jiang Qinghuan looked directly into Shen Xiu's eyes, and said with a smile: "I know that you are the noble son of a big official in Kyoto, don't be afraid, Jiangling, very good, very safe." β
"I've eaten." Shen Xiu lowered his head, looked at the food in Jiang Qinghuan's hand, was stunned for a moment, laughed, and let go of his hand, "Look at the fat face you raised, could it be that I didn't want you to take it and eat it secretly." β