Seeing that scene, my heart was like a knife, and I turned around and ran.

I was betrayed by two of my most trusted people, and I became so distraught that I went on a drinking spree and started getting drunk and fooling around.

The company's agent approached me many times, but I didn't listen, and the boss talked to me, and I not only quarreled with the boss, but also beat the boss.

Eventually, the company cancelled our opportunity to perform in Hong Kong and terminated our contract.

My life has fallen from peak to low.

I couldn't accept it, my private life was getting more and more chaotic, and it was getting worse and worse.

My girlfriend has looked for me many times, but I don't want to see her, and even if I see her, I will scold her, scold her for anything dirty, and let her die.

I'm just angry, I just hate her, I hate her betrayal, I hate her for ruining everything for me, so I hate to let her die.

As a result, she really died, whether it was because of me or not, she died.

After she died, Wu Changquan came to me, and the two of us got into a fight in the heavy rain.

I scolded him, I scolded him for betraying me, causing me to lose everything.

He hated me, hated me for killing her.

I thought it was over, but he took out a letter and threw it in my face and told me the truth.

It turned out that the day I went to find them was my birthday, but I forgot that they were together to celebrate my birthday.

It's just that my girlfriend was sick that day and had a fever, but she still insisted on going for my birthday.

As a result, at my brother's house, because I couldn't hold on, I took medicine and fell asleep.

My brother also likes my girlfriend, and no one will dislike that kind of woman, and it's normal to like it.

Not only did he like it, but he also got along with my girlfriend for so long, so naturally he fell deeper and deeper.

So he couldn't help but lie next to my girlfriend, and I just happened to see him.

That's how the misunderstanding arose, and he thought that if we could break up, then he would have a chance.

But no one expected that my girlfriend would really die in the end, although it was an accident, but my attitude towards her at that time was also the main reason why she finally had an accident.

After this incident, my brother was very, very self-blaming, he went back and forth between self-blame and resentment, and finally chose to tell me the truth.

Knowing the truth, I was also in pain and sank for a while.

Of course, our brotherhood, from that day on, has been completely gone, like strangers, even like enemies.

I realized how wrong I was after I opened the letter, in which my girlfriend explained everything to me and expressed her love to me, she left the letter, not to die, but to leave this sad place, but on the day she left, the car she was riding in had an accident and many people died.

At the end of the letter, she told me that she liked the way I sang deeply, it was very charming.

She also told me to stick to it and not give up on my dreams.

After that, after a few months of sinking, I started to pick myself up again, regroup the band, and continue to fulfill our dreams.

But I offended the boss of that company, who has a lot of influence in the circle, and no company is willing to sign us.

I didn't believe in evil, so I started running around looking for opportunities to perform.

I feel that as long as I work hard enough, as long as I stick to my dreams, I will definitely succeed.

Sometimes in order to get on stage, I don't even need money, my own travel expenses, food and lodging, just so that one day, I can become famous in one fell swoop.

However, perhaps God was punishing me, and after more than ten years, by the time I was in my thirties, our band was still unknown.

A lot of the original members of the band left, until the end, only six people remained, including me.

It's me, Gao Jian, Lu Wenyou, Zhou Qiwei, Zhang Yuhua and Xiaowen's brother.

A few years ago, when we performed at a university, I said, "This is the last performance, and if it still doesn't catch fire, we will go our separate ways and find a way out on our own."

Because no one invited us, our band earned very little and couldn't even support our family.

Gao Jian and the others have been following me, so they don't even have a family, everyone is talking about music and dreams, but neither music nor dreams can be eaten.

Many of them actually do odd jobs quietly from me, and I know these things, and the reason why I hide them is not because I am afraid that I will scold them when I know about it, but because I am afraid of adding a burden to me, so I decided to disband the band.

After that performance, we were ready to break up, but at that moment, a young college girl handed me a note.

The note reads: You sing very well, I like it very much, I hope you can stick to your dreams!

This sentence didn't attract much attention to me, but this girl caught my attention because she was very similar to my dead girlfriend, except that her eyes were not as clear as my dead girlfriend's.

At that moment, I thought it was providence, so the band that I had planned to break up was forced up by me again.

Not for my dreams, not for music, but for the guilt in my own heart, I feel that God has given me another chance to do it again, and this time I must seize it and never let go.

We quickly fell in love, and I did what I said to her, because I felt that I owed her, and in order to maintain the band, in order to maintain love, I forced my mother to sell the house.

Most of the money from the sale of the house, I spent it all on her, I thought we could live forever, I thought we would be happy.

But God played tricks on me again, and when I ran out of money, I received a whole bunch of videos.

In the video, it is the content of my beloved little girlfriend who died and lived, and my good brother Wu Changquan, who fornicated with me while scolding me at the camera.

That slut's expression, I think about it now, I want to kill her.

It turned out that my brother was taking revenge on me from beginning to end, and he wanted me to ruin my reputation and make me miserable.

At this time, my mother finally became seriously ill, but I squandered all my money, had no money to treat her, and finally watched her die.

As she was dying, she took me by the hand and said, "Son, your father died young. Your father once asked me to remarry and said he wanted me to be happy.

I said that meeting him in this life is my greatest happiness.

That's why I named you happiness!

Son, as long as you have a dream, chase it, as long as you are happy, Mom will be happy!

Go fly! Mom has your back! Mom is very happy! ”

"Ah~" Mao Xingfu said this, suddenly let out a miserable scream, he was in pain, his tears and snot all flowed down, he trembled and said to Wang Shengli: "Victory, do you know? A forty-year-old man, still being pulled by his mother, said, go fly! Mom has your back! What is it like? ”

(End of chapter)