Chapter 178: Even more embarrassing

The past can be regarded as the past, and Cheng Enyou was released from the bureau three days later.

It's just that he didn't say a word, and he couldn't tell how low he was emotionally.

After coming out, he immediately went back to school, and Ning Haokun followed him closely along the way, helping him carry bottled water and carrying his schoolbag.

It's almost summer vacation, and the weather is very hot, so the young man looked at the sweat-soaked T-shirt, and said a little sneeringly, "I'd better come." ”

"No, no, no." The young man smiled warmly and brightly, just like the morning sun in a shallow summer, but in Cheng Enyou's opinion, this smile was too deliberate, "No, I'm used to doing this, and I'm not tired at all." ”

At this time, his sweat was falling down his eyelashes, Ning Haokun smiled embarrassedly, where is he a person who is used to doing rough work, although he has a rare height, this figure still doesn't look very strong.

His dormitory was on the fifth floor, and when he opened the door, Cheng Enyou found that the other two were already there. Jingchen and Meng Zeyu, they were still playing mobile games together, Meng Zeyu who was leaning on Jingchen's shoulder socket was not embarrassed at all, he smiled and greeted the two people at the door, and then said lightly to the people around him: "What are you doing in a daze?" Come and make up for it. ”

What's going on? Jingchen, he never plays mobile games, are they deliberately pretending to be relaxed?

Cheng Enyou didn't care, and after coming in, he and Ning Haokun packed up their things.

The accommodation conditions at Xinyi Middle School are notoriously good in the city, especially for high school students, and the new dormitory building on the South Campus is not only air-conditioned, but even equipped with washing machines. Because the school enrolls a small number of students every year, the dormitory is also larger, with a small balcony outside the four-person bedroom, and the bed is not a bunk bed like other schools, but a student bed. At this time, Ning Haokun was busy alone, helping the boy to make the bed again and helping him wipe the table and cabinet, looking like Cheng Enyou was studying on his first day at school.

It didn't take long for Ning Haokun to dig something out of his pocket, and it looked like a list, which was written with some daily necessities and review materials.

Ning Haokun said: "I'll go downstairs to buy something, you wait first, and everyone will go to dinner together later." ”

"I'll go with you."

At this time, Jingchen and Meng Zeyu raised their heads.

"Enyou, you better rest and rest."

"I've had three days off without saying anything, isn't that enough?"

Meng Zeyu was stunned when he heard this, he moved his gaze back to the screen of his mobile phone, and said with a smirk: "Yes, you go down for a walk, bring us some Coke potato chips or something first, so as not to have a tummy at night." ”

"Hmm."

The two men left again.

Jingchen glanced at it attentively, and then asked, "Are we doing this too deliberately?" ”

"What's deliberate about this, don't ask or say it in the future, and after a long time, this matter will pass."

"But we clearly know that in this case, can Enyou let go of his heart?"

"If he can't let go, he has to let go!"

When Jingchen wanted to refute again, Meng Zeyu said again: "Don't worry, Haokun naturally has his reason for letting us do this." ”

"That's because he chose Chen Xiuche because he felt weak."

"That's it!" The young man put the phone down, "Brother Youheng is dead, can we turn over this matter?" Don't hold anyone accountable anymore, and don't torture anyone anymore, okay? ”

"But I ......"

"Jingchen, you still have to prepare for the college entrance examination, concentrate a little, there is not much time, do you also want to put your whole life into it?"

"No, it's not."

"Then don't live up to Senior Jinghuan's expectations of you, okay? Letting you stay, that's already his biggest concession. ”

Speaking of this, Jingchen sighed without saying anything.

But in about forty minutes, the two finally came back, they were busy non-stop for a while, and now they finally cleaned up the side that belonged to Cheng Enyou, and it looked like they still felt a little at home.

Jingchen tilted his head, this is Ning Haokun's purpose, since that person doesn't want to go home, then turn this place into that person's home.

When it was time to eat, Ning Haokun took them to a nearby restaurant, and Cheng Enyou picked a position by the window, he looked out intently, and just sat silently during the meal, while Meng Zeyu on the opposite side was still noisy.

They want to go back to the past, they want to act as if none of this happened, how is that possible?

After coming out, Cheng Enyou sent a lot of text messages to Ren Guangcan, but the person didn't reply to any of them, and the phone calls were the same, and none of the people around him mentioned the news of that person. Ning Haokun and Meng Zeyu and Jingchen, they must be hiding something, Cheng Enyou's intuition told him that it would not be so simple behind this matter, Ren Guangcan, even if he had the heart, it would be impossible for him to plan such a thing.

Chen Xiuche, this is the only answer he can think of, he was just suspicious when he was in the bureau, but now looking at the attitude of these people, he has already determined it, after all, since before, these people have been used to standing on Chen Xiuche's side. No matter what they say or do, they don't believe in themselves, they ...... I always think I'm wrong. Now Cheng Enyou finally understands that in this world, except for Lu You, it is impossible for anyone to protect himself so much.

This night, Ning Haokun stayed in their dormitory, anyway, there was still an extra bed, even if he stayed to sleep with him, but at this time, Ren Guangcan still did not appear, not even a message, after secretly getting up, Cheng Enyou still dialed Zhong Kunyi's number.

"I'm sorry, but the phone you dialed is turned off."

"I'm sorry, but the phone you dialed is turned off."

"I'm sorry, but the phone you dialed is turned off."

With three in a row, it seems that the man is ready to hide from himself to the end? Or did he do this in collusion with Ning Haokun and them? Could it be that he has been in the police station for the past few days, and his trumped-up charges have been established? Not a single ...... No one will be on his side at all, no one will care about him. Cheng Enyou sat at his desk, he flipped through some news casually, but he couldn't read the text on his phone.

He flipped through the photo album, which contained more than 1,000 photos, most of them were the scenery taken during the trip and the screenshots of the class, and the other small part was the photo of the man with his friends. Because he doesn't like to take pictures, there are only a dozen or so Cheng Enyou here, and the most of them is when he was in elementary school, but it's a pity that he didn't leave many images of Lu Youheng, so looking at it like this, it's really pitiful.

Cheng Enyou had insomnia this night, but what he didn't know was that Ning Haokun on the bed next to him had been watching secretly, and he had insomnia with that person all night. When the window was blue in the morning, Cheng Enyou got up from his seat, he walked into the bathroom, and Ning Haokun immediately followed.

"You?"

"What are you going to do?"

The boy smiled, "What do you think I'm going to do?" Suicide? ”

Ning Haokun was speechless.

"What, you think I'm going to do something like this?"

"No ......"

"Then please go out."

Ning Haokun turned around, but instead of going out, he locked the door tightly.

After that, there was no movement for most of the hour, and when the sound came, it was already 5:15 in the morning, Jingchen opened his eyes, his eyes were still staring in the direction of the bathroom, and he couldn't hear clearly from this distance.

He slowly got out of bed, and when he got close to that place, he felt a faint cry inside, it was Cheng Enyou, and Ning Haokun's voice, they cried heartbreakingly, and they were very depressed, during which the young man said some words such as 'what to do', 'collapse', 'despair', 'fear of loneliness', 'I feel too tired and don't know how to continue', 'missing' and so on, these words were intermittent, Jingchen didn't get too close, so he couldn't hear clearly, but Ning Haokun's answer was firm and powerful, even if he was through a door, he could hear the words clearly.

"Don't be afraid, with me, I won't leave you alone, I won't leave you at any time, as long as we Xiaoen wants, I will do my best, as long as it can make you feel more relaxed."

Xiao En, he remembers, this is the title that Lu Youheng can only call.

"Xiao En, even if it's for the rest of your life, you can rely on me, do you understand? You're never alone. ”

……

Ning Haokun said something intermittently, and the sound behind him became farther and farther away, and they should have turned on the shower head. I don't know why, Jingchen's brain was also empty all of a sudden, he straightened up, only to find that Meng Zeyu behind him was also lying nearby eavesdropping.

"Let's go."

"Jingchen ......"

"Go back to bed."

The boy shook his head and made a 'not easy' gesture.

"Let's go."

Jingchen pulled the man back to the bed, his movements were very light and slow, but his mind was clear and abnormal.

By the morning, Cheng Enyou had already returned to his appearance yesterday, judging from his eyes, he was even a little wooden, the morning exercise was done by Ning Haokun watching them finish on the playground, and when he went to the cafeteria, Ning Haokun had already occupied a seat.

Meng Zeyu, who has always been noisy, is rarely quiet, Jingchen took the initiative to hold the dishes for Cheng Enyou, changing the previous empty state, but it was their attitude that made the young man feel even more embarrassed.

After holding it for a long time, Cheng Enyou said: "Am I embarrassed like this?" ”

"Enyou, what are you talking about, what is not ashamed?"

"Doesn't it make you feel ashamed that I'm like this?"

Meng Zeyu pretended to laugh and said some interesting things in the class, and he said while adding vegetables to the man: "Enyou, you also think too much, and the teacher is also very concerned about you, he just asked you if you are doing at home these days, and how is your health." ”

By the way, the reason they gave the school was sick leave.

Oh, that's ridiculous.