478. Don't live long

Mai Siwen lowered his eyes slightly, and didn't say a word, after all, what he would say was superfluous, Xu Xiaoxiao came to find herself, of course, it was impossible to visit her.

"Do you want to see Zhong Forest?" Xu Xiaoxiao asked very intimately.

Just one sentence made Mai Siwen immediately raise her head, she nodded, and then shook her head, the emotion in her eyes was indescribable.

Zhong Forest naturally wanted to see him, that was her most beloved man, but at the same time, Zhong Forest was also the person she didn't want to see the most, she didn't want Zhong Forest to see herself like this.

"We've broken up, you know." Mai Siwen said softly, his tone containing endless sadness.

Mai Siwen rejected Xu Xiaoxiao with this answer, what kind of person Xu Xiaoxiao is, she knows very well in her heart, naturally she will not be idle to panic and come over to tell her this, there must be something.

What Xu Xiaoxiao wanted to do, how could she give up so easily, "You don't want to see him, but Zhong Forest should be happy to see you." ”

"Don't you already know everything? Our loving couple drama is over, and you know how much he hates me. Mai Siwen didn't care, how much Zhong Forest hated her, she couldn't understand it in her heart.

After being entangled for so many years, Zhong Forest is thinking about leaving every moment, this will finally leave, Zhong Forest is probably so happy that he can go to heaven, how can he want to see her.

Maybe I had a night of partying about this last night.

"Not necessarily." Xu Xiaoxiao smiled meaningfully, "If Zhong Forest knew that you wouldn't live long, he would definitely want to come to see you." ”

The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, Zhong Forest and Mai Siwen can be entangled for so many years, and torture each other for so many years, in addition to Zhong Linlin's hatred of Mai Siwen, they also love.

If you don't love, you won't be so miserable.

His pain stemmed from the fact that he couldn't accept what Mai Siwen had done before, and he couldn't let go of her in his heart.

This kind of contradictory mood will make Zhong Forest put on a disgusted look of Mai Siwen, he is unwilling to admit that he is actually still in love with Mai Siwen, so he can only torture Mai Siwen and torture himself.

Only by looking at Mai Siwen's pain will he have a little comfort in his heart.

And the ambiguity with other women is just to take revenge on Mai Siwen, and it is also to convince himself that he really doesn't love Mai Siwen anymore.

However, feelings are like coughing, there is no way to hide them.

Even if you can fool everyone, you can't fool yourself. There's no way to fool your heart.

Mai Siwen was flustered for a moment, but she quickly calmed down, "You won't live long!" At best, I was attempted to kill someone deliberately, and I didn't have to shoot him. ”

The voice is very high, but the confidence is insufficient.

"No, no, no, I'm not talking about this, but something else, I know that you don't sin to death, and you know better than anyone else that you won't live long."

After Mai Siwen turned himself in, Xu Xiaoxiao has been unable to figure out a problem, Mai Siwen has persisted for so many years in order to be with Zhong Linlin, which will say that he will give up.

has not resisted at all, as long as she treats the previous things as a bargaining chip, Liu Xin will definitely come forward to help her, and she will do her best.

She still has a certain chance, maybe she can come up with a way to do both, and some things always have to be tried to know if there is a chance.

But Mai Siwen agreed without saying a word, and broke up and surrendered the next day, making such a decisive decision.

I didn't tell Liu Xin about them at all, otherwise Liu Xin and they wouldn't be so caught off guard.

Later, Xu Xiaoxiao understood why Mai Siwen did this, because she herself couldn't live long, she had cancer, breast cancer, and the cancer had spread when she knew it.

Since both horizontal and vertical are dead, then she might as well fulfill Zhong Forest.

It is also because of this that Mai Siwen will be so duty-bound.

Listening to Xu Xiaoxiao's words, Mai Siwen's face turned white, she didn't tell anyone about this secret, even Mai Yudian, who was so close to her before, she didn't say a word.

But Xu Xiaoxiao actually knew.

Mai Siwen only felt that a cold air rushed up from the soles of his feet, making people feel cold all over his body, Xu Xiaoxiao knew about the previous things, she was sick, Xu Xiaoxiao also knew, what else did she not know?

This feeling is really bad, like a person standing in front of her without clothes, and everything can be seen clearly by Xu Xiaoxiao.

"You...... You...... How would you know? Mai Siwen looked incredulous, and never dreamed that Xu Xiaoxiao would know about it.

"It doesn't matter how I know, the important thing is that if Zhong Forest knows, for the sake of your longevity and past love, he will definitely want to come to see you."

Xu Xiaoxiao's face was determined, which made Mai Siwen's heart also messed up, what was the love of the past? Do they still have the old feelings? Does Zhong Forest still care about her life and death?

No, Zhong Linlin hates her so much, he can't wait to have nothing to do with her in this life, how could he be willing to come to himself.

It's just that, thinking like this, Mai Siwen still has a faint expectation in his heart, is Zhong Forest really willing to come to see him? What would he say to himself?

Seeing that he said to break up, did he feel a little sad in his heart?

Mai Siwen suddenly grabbed Xu Xiaoxiao's hand, his voice was almost pleading, and he shook his head vigorously, "Don't tell him, don't let him know." I beg you. ”

She wanted to see Zhong Forest, wondering if he had a little bit of a mood for herself, but she was even more reluctant to let Zhong Forest see her like this.

The most important thing is that she doesn't want Zhong Forest to have any feelings for her at all now, she won't live long, so don't worry Zhong Forest anymore.

Thinking of the man she had loved so hard for so many years, Mai Siwen's heart ached, and that pain made it difficult for her to even breathe.

"I don't have to say it, but you have to cooperate with me, after all, if you help me, I will help you." Xu Xiaoxiao had no intention of caring about the matter between them, and she said it just to let Mai Siwen cooperate with her, as long as the goal was achieved, she was not interested in caring so much about other things.

"You say, you say, whatever it is, I promise you." Mai Siwen seemed to be afraid that Xu Xiaoxiao would regret it, and said very eagerly.

"I want you to talk to Liu Xin........" Xu Xiaoxiao leaned into Mai Siwen's ear and whispered her request.

"Why are you doing that?" Mai Siwen couldn't understand Xu Xiaoxiao's thinking, so he blurted out and asked.

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