342. Cherish the people in front of you
The sadness spread on his body, and the woman in his memory became clearer and clearer in his mind, and he would think of her, which started the day before yesterday, when Tian Zhiwei had an accident, and he sent Tian Xinru to the hospital.
He saw Tian Zhiwei lying on the bed, sighed, he was still a living person during the day, and said that it was gone, without any signs, you really don't know the accident and the one who will come first tomorrow, then he will be thinking, if the person lying on the bed at the moment is him.
What regrets will he have?
At that moment, what came to his mind was her figure, the indescribable sadness filled his heart, and his heart suddenly ached, not like the heart-rending parting, but it was very uncomfortable.
It's like it's hard to breathe and you're going to suffocate.
Some thoughts, once opened, are like a river bursting its banks, flooding.
There are always bits and pieces of the past in his mind, those women who once warmed his entire youth, and her figure is still reflected in midnight dreams.
It turns out that some people have always stayed in their hearts and never forgotten.
The director closed his eyes, tears falling silently.
Back in City B, when he got out of the car, the senior director stopped Xiao Zhan, Xiao Zhan looked at Xu Xiaoxiao and then looked at the senior director and was very embarrassed, it was already night, and he wanted to send Xu Xiaoxiao back.
And I'll have to deal with the photos later.
"You two come with me," In order not to embarrass Xiao Zhan, the level director simply let them all stay.
Xu Xiaoxiao and Xiao Zhan silently followed behind the senior director for half an hour, and the senior director didn't say a word, just walked forward silently, unable to see his destination.
The director is usually a relatively active person, this will be so abnormal, both of them feel very strange, but the director doesn't say it, Xu Xiaoxiao and the two don't ask, after all, the director of this level treats them well.
If it had been another teacher, the two would have turned around and left.
Late at night, he couldn't see the other party's expression clearly, the senior director didn't deliberately hide his emotions, and sadness shrouded his whole person.
Xu Xiaoxiao and the others could feel the sadness on his body, and the thick sadness made people's mood inexplicably low.
After a long time, the director stopped, standing by the river, Xu Xiaoxiao was afraid that he would not be able to think about it and jumped down.
As if he knew what they were thinking, the director asked, "Are you afraid that I will jump?" Did you know? I skipped before. ”
His tone was tinged with unspeakable sadness.
Although he tried his best to control his emotions, he couldn't help but choke.
If this was usual, Xu Xiaoxiao would inevitably tease a few words, but Xu Xiaoxiao couldn't say a word, because she could feel the fragility of the senior director at the moment.
It's just that she doesn't understand why he called them over and let them see his sorrow when he is a teacher.
At such a moment, any words of comfort are pale and weak, the director pointed to the place in front of him, and began to babble, "That day, I jumped from this place, I can swim, I'm not looking for death, I just want to calm down, do you know how cold the water here is in the early spring weather?" I remember it all now. ”
After saying that, there was a long silence, and no one knew what the senior director said, whether he remembered the temperature of the river at that time, or the person at that time.
I don't know how long it took before the director's voice floated over, "If you are separated because of some things, will you continue to work hard?" ”
"Yes, because life is meaningless without her, and I can't stand life without her." Without any hesitation, Xiao Zhan blurted out directly.
Xu Xiaoxiao is Xiao Zhan's world, without her, the world will collapse, how can people who love each other be willing to separate, hurt others and hurt themselves.
That feeling is that you have decided that you will spend your life with her, and every minute and second with her is sweet even the air, if something really separates them.
Then the rest of your life is to work hard to be with her, which is the only most important thing.
"We're not going to be apart, it's not going to happen." Xu Xiaoxiao said firmly, that is the belief she has always believed since she was reborn.
On the way back, the senior director was suddenly relieved, if he didn't work hard, then he would definitely regret it, if he worked hard, even if there was no result, then he wouldn't regret it.
Waiting for Xu Xiaoxiao and them to leave, the grade director rushed to the principal's house, the principal was woken up in the middle of the night, and he held his breath in his heart, and when he opened the door, he scolded the grade director and scolded him.
"What kind of nerves do you have in the middle of the night, you don't sleep and don't let people sleep, don't you, you ........"
"Where does Yingying live?"
Hearing the words of the grade director, the principal stopped, looking at him with doubts in his eyes, thinking if he had heard it wrong, for so many years, he had never wanted to hear any news from Yingying, and he was not allowed to mention any previous things.
He is determined to erase the past from his memory, and Yingying is the same, not allowed to mention it at all.
It's obvious that they like each other, but they have to torture each other, and the principal is tired of watching it next to him.
"Tian Zhiwei died very suddenly, we don't know about the accident and the one who will arrive first tomorrow, but if it was me who had an accident that day, what I regret the most is that I couldn't be with Yingying." And Xu Xiaoxiao and Xiao Zhan's words made a decision for him.
They are still students and still want what they want, and he, as a teacher, has learned from them and understood.
The headmaster knew everything he had with Yingying, and the headmaster would definitely understand his words.
The headmaster suddenly burst out laughing, "Which bastard said he would never turn back?" ”
"Which bastard said don't talk to me about anything from the past?"
"Which bastard said not to hear anything from Yingying again?"
"Which bastard said that there are thousands of women in the world, and they won't remember a single flower?"
"Which bastard said that life and death would never see each other again?"
"Well, it's all my bastard's words, today my bastard repented, I want to know where Yingying lives." The director said lightly.
The principal sighed, he didn't embarrass him anymore, they were all the same stubborn people, Yingying didn't want to hear her nagging before she moved out, "Room 403 in Building B!" Get out of here. ”
Before the principal finished speaking, the grade director had already run away, but when he really ran to the door, the grade director's raised hand was put down again.
He was stunned, he didn't know what the woman would say, he didn't know what he should say, those words that had been rehearsed countless times, but he didn't know how to speak.