Chapter 63: The Unspeakable

The beautiful afternoon of Wednesday ended in a hurry in Lin Wen's panicked confession, and Bai Zhi rushed out of the door and went home as soon as the bell rang for work.

It's terrifying to stay in school and rub the air conditioner, rub the net to study or something. Especially after Lin Wen's dangerous confession of righteous words.

"Xiaobai, I said, why don't you keep the key?"

Mai Dong's voice came from behind her, Bai Zhi turned her head to look at her, and said with concern: "I forgot it in the office." ”

Mai Dong glanced at her speechlessly, she was really lazy and reluctant to walk, and said while opening the door: "Such a close distance, I have already entered the door when I go back to school, why bother waiting for me outside in the heat?" ”

"If I had a normal day, I would have gone back to school to get it." Bai Zhi followed behind her into the door, closed the door and said, "You don't know what kind of thrilling experience I experienced this afternoon." ”

Mai Dong was a little curious when she prevaricated her explanation: "What kind of thing is it, it can be described as thrilling, you say it, I'll listen to it." ”

Bai Zhi confided in how she met Lin Wen in the afternoon and was told Bai He's euphemistic refusal, and at the end she spread her hands and said with a very frightened look: "You say horror, I obviously just want to work hard." ”

Mai Dong nodded in agreement: "In this way, it is terrifying." After all, if the arrogant and lonely personality of your family is known by him, you will not be far from being destroyed. ”

When he said this, Mai Dong did not forget to give her a deeply sympathetic look.

"I didn't mean to provoke, but I didn't know that he was injured by me!" Bai Zhi shook her head. Thinking of Lin Wen's sad scene, he suddenly had to say that his words were too ruthless.

Later, Fang Yuan came back from packing some food from the restaurant, with a smile on his face, and the appearance of a happy little woman made Mai Dong and Bai Zhi very envious.

Mai Dong took the bag, put the packaged food on the plate one by one, and after everything was placed neatly, he looked at Fang Yuan, who was blushing and smiling stupidly, and said, "I said that you guys hit the evil one by one today?" It's such a strange look. ”

Fang Yuan gently supported his cheeks with both hands, the smile on his face was faded a little, and he lowered his voice and said, "Do you remember that little handsome guy jelly in our department, he confessed to me today." ”

As soon as the chopsticks that Mai Dong held the meat slice loosened, the meat slice rolled to the ground tragically, and the white floor tiles were stained with a layer of red fruit greasy. Mai Dong looked at the expensive slices of meat on the ground with pity, and said in surprise: "Is it the Qixi Festival today?" How was it all confessed. ”

As he spoke, he pulled a piece of paper on the table, bent down and gently picked up the piece of meat on the ground, gently wiped the greasy on the ground and threw it away, and then stood in front of the mirror at the door and looked at it and said, "Could it be that my charm is gone?" Why didn't anyone confess to me? ”

"Dongdong, don't think about it. You have a perfect boyfriend like Xia Fan, what else do you want? Bai Zhi changed her clothes and came out of the room, looked at Mai Dong, who was standing in front of the mirror and admired her crush, and said, "You, don't take a picture, a beautiful woman nourished by love." ”

Mai Dong snorted coquettishly, turned around and walked to the table, looked at Fang Yuan, who was still stupid, and gave her a blow on the head at the moment, and said, "Fang Fang, I should really take a picture of your current and show him when Jingmo comes back." ”

"Won't you allow me to take hold of the tail of my youth and enjoy the love of youth?" Fang Yuan, who came back to his senses, pondered for a moment and said, "Today's matter, you can tell Jingmo behind my back." ”

Mai Dong sneered, turned his head, and threatened with a smile: "Then it depends on what you use to bribe us." Then he gave Bai Zhi a look: "Right, Xiaobai?" ”

Bai Zhi, who was immersed in Lin Wen's confession incident, was completely familiar with Mai Dong's eyes, and looked at the dishes on the table in front of her in a daze, picking up and putting them down without a match.

Fang Yuan patted Bai Zhi's back and muttered, "Xiaobai, what do you want?" ”

Mai Dong shook his head and said, "She is pitiful for the little boy who was rejected by her today. ”

"My way is too straightforward." Bai Zhi muttered, "You say, will he hold a grudge against me?" ”

Mai Dong shrugged his shoulders and said, "You come to worry now, will it be too late?" ”

Fang Yuan, who was confused, didn't know how to analyze the current situation, and looked at the two people who were talking dumbly back and forth suspiciously.

Bai Zhi: "The red is ruthless, where to stir up dust." ”

"Is this a combination of poems?" Fang Yuan was puzzled, in line with the admiration for the splendid culture of ancient China, as well as the name of the "talented girl" in her reading days, listening to this poem at this time, she was very suspicious: "Xiaobai, this poem is not right." ”

"What does it matter, anyway, I can express my current mood." Bai Zhi took a mouthful of food and stuffed it into his mouth: "Fang Fang, the handsome guy who confessed to you, how did you refuse?" ”

Fang Yuan's face slowly turned red, his eyes turned, and he said hesitantly: "I, I'll just say that others are good, but I'm not suitable for him." ”

"You didn't tell him you had a boyfriend?" Bai Zhi planned to grab Fang Yuan, who had the same experience, to gain some experience: "Then you said that, how did he react?" ”

Fang Yuan was a little uncomfortable by her embarrassed gaze, got up and said, "He, he doesn't have much of a face, it's just a little lost." ”

Mai Dong interjected: "You really didn't tell him that you have a boyfriend. Said sympathetically: "Brother Jelly is so pitiful." ”

When Fang Yuan heard this, he felt that there was some contempt in Mai Dong's words, so he said, "But I refused." I didn't want to use him as a spare tire. ”

"Then you've thought about using him as a spare tire?" Angelica dahurica.

Fang Yuan was tacitly attacked by these two people, and said impatiently: "Oh, it's nothing, but when you say this, it seems that I am such a person." Do you say that I have a boyfriend, and I'm embarrassed to occupy the pit and not?"

Mai Dong still looked puzzled, looking at her with a look of disbelief and worry: "You'd better be what you said yourself." ”

The atmosphere in the air was a little delicate, and Bai Zhi realized that her casual words just now had caused such a collision, and she was a little overwhelmed.

"Fang Fang, you are right to be so tactful. Anyway, everyone looks up and doesn't look down, there is really no need to hurt people so much. Bai Zhi swept the expressions on Mai Dong and Fang Yuan's faces back and forth: "Mai Dong, what do you think?" ”

"No one can say anything about feelings. Fang Fang, I was worried about you just now. Jingmo is such a good person, he is also very good to you. You can't afford to lose a big deal with a small thing. Mai Dong's face softened, and there was a slight worry in his eyes.

Fang Yuan's eyes flashed, he nodded, and said, "I know." If he shows me anything more, I'll just say that I have a boyfriend. ”

"Fang Fang, you should be more confident. Jingmo: What he likes is you. If he cares about your family background, with his connections, can't he investigate you yet? ”

Fang Yuan listened to Mai Dong say what she cared about most in her heart, like a child who had been exposed to a lie, her face was a little pale with nervousness.

After a long time, Fang Yuan's eyes seemed to have a glimmer of confidence, and she said loudly: "I have a boyfriend, his name is Jingmo!" As he spoke, his eyes turned red.

Mai Dong put down his chopsticks, looked at Fang Yun approvingly, and gently reached out to hug her, Fang Yuan's tears couldn't help but stay, and he kept sobbing. It's like the depression that has been suppressed in my heart for many years, and it has been vented for a while.

Bai Zhi sadly found that she had never seen Fang Yuan's fragile and sensitive side, not even Mai Dong's inconspicuous sharpness.

After dinner, Bai Zhi, who was lying on the bed, reflected on herself: the independence and strength since childhood will become a person who has almost lost her ability to perceive emotions with the evolution of the years.

Her forbearance of Guang Baichuan's feelings, her straightforward refusal of Lin Wen's confession, and her indifference to many things, all of this poured deeply into her heart at this time, and it turned out that all this was because of her indifference to emotions.

So she didn't really know Mai Dong and Fang Yuan, and she didn't really know herself. But how to overcome and cure this unspeakable and discovered psychological disease? When did the disregard for emotions begin?

As a result of such thoughts, it was naturally that she couldn't sleep all night, and when Bai Zhi got up the next day, she finally got confirmation in the mirror - large and regular dark circles. There is still a touch of dark blue under the eyes.

"Teacher Bai, morning."

Bai Zhi raised her eyes and found Lin Wen, who was already standing at the school gate to greet her at some point.

Bai Zhi politely replied, "Teacher Lin, morning." The person in front of her followed her footsteps, blocking in front of her.

"What are you doing here?" Bai Zhi raised her eyes to look at the person in front of her, the boy's figure was much taller than Bai Zhi, and she almost looked up at him suspiciously.

"Teacher Bai, I want to officially announce to you that I am going to chase you." Lin Wen said word by word, the look in his eyes was extremely serious and resolute.

Bai Zhi sighed helplessly, wanting to refuse bluntly again, but after thinking for a while, she said earnestly: "Teacher Lin, it doesn't matter if you are joking or serious. I hope we can be good colleagues. ”

"I don't want to be your colleague. I want to be your boyfriend. From the time I was in the training class, I already found myself uncontrollably fond of you. ”

The young man's affectionate eyes and very infectious words, coupled with that delicate face, make people feel coquettish and cute. That kind of deep and unforgettable feeling from the heart made Bai Zhi begin to have a cruel illusion of her words.

"Even if you have to reject me now, I'll still like you because it's my own business." Lin Wen continued.

"Liking is a matter of two people. Lin Wen, you have to see clearly, maybe you just haven't met someone who is so cold to you, and your unwillingness and willingness to win or lose make you mistakenly think that you like it. Bai Zhi said patiently.

Lin Wen smiled bitterly and said, "No matter how perfect your excuse is, it can't stop me from liking you." ”

"And what if I have a boyfriend?" It was almost Bai Zhi's blurted out words.

The young man in front of him was stunned for a moment, and then a trace of sorrow and sentimentality deeper than loss appeared on his face, and the light under his eyes finally went out.

Unspeakable feelings and unspeakable rejection are both a temporary and incurable gap in her emotional world for Bai Zhi.