Chapter 62 Telling things in the middle of the night, fortunately promised to say that year
That night, after having dinner with Ling Cangyu, except for the fact that I was a fake, I omitted the details of some things, and confessed everything to him about the ancient times, always feeling that in the future, he would do those things from other people's mouths to me, and then feel that I was too ashamed, and it would be better to be honest with myself. If he wants to dislike or deny me, we reached an agreement behind closed doors, or he defends me, and in the future, when this incident breaks out, he can also have a countermeasure or something in advance.
Ling Cangyu is a good listener, when I was talking, he never interjected, quietly, if it weren't for the green tendons of his hand holding the cup, I would have thought that this person actually had no feelings for the original owner's sister.
In fact, when I talked about being robbed by mountain bandits to the mountain, Ling Cangyu forcibly crushed a cup, and then blood gushed out, which made me tremble, but he just let go of the cup, waved his hand, and motioned for me to continue.
After I finished speaking, he lowered his eyes, I didn't know what he was thinking, he stood up after a while, Lang Lang staggered to the front of the "Snow Scene", quietly watching, I didn't dare to gasp, just looked at his back like that, it seemed that after a long time, Ling Cangyu finally turned around and walked in front of me, I wanted to stand up, but he pressed his shoulder, he squatted down, looked at me, his eyes were full of tears, and the silver mask became more and more cold.
Finally, he spoke tremblingly: "Ethereal, the third brother is late, don't worry, I will never allow you to be controlled by that Shen Yanjie." ”
Seeing Ling Cangyu's attitude, this is to block things for me, then I will be relieved: "Third brother, don't compromise anything with Shen Yanjie for me, I was ignorant before, besides, this is not a big deal, I didn't steal or rob, I relied on my own ability to earn money to eat." ”
"But after all, the reputation of your daughter's family, you ......"
"Third brother, we have experienced the destruction of our family, and our reputation is no longer important to me, Shen Yanjie made a mistake in this calculation."
Ling Cangyu thought for a moment and showed a wry smile: "Yes, it's good to be alive, reputation and everything is for outsiders to see." Immediately, Ling Cangyu stood up, sat down opposite me, and rubbed my face: "Ethereal is better than the third brother who can see through." ”
I held his hand: "Third brother, what you told me before was when we were children, but what about the things that happened after the big changes in the family, how did you escape?" Why did you say that I was the only one left in the entire Ling family? ”
Ling Cangyu's face was tense, as if he was caught in a memory, he couldn't help but clench his hands, I exclaimed in pain, and then he let go: "It hurts you." ”
I cautiously observed his face: "If that past is painful for the third brother, then don't talk about it." ”
Ling Cangyu shook his head: "It's okay, the third brother just doesn't want you to know again, after all, back then, the blood of the Ling family was too miserable." ”
I clenched his hand and said to him firmly: "No matter what, my surname is Ling, third brother, tell me what happened back then." ”
Ling Cangyu sighed, took a sip of tea, and finally began to talk about the separation between happiness and misery. He deliberately suppressed his feelings, and told the tragedy of the year in the most peaceful tone: "Back then, Beidi invaded, my father was ordered to go on an expedition, and I went with my eldest brother and second brother, and my mother took me and you to wait in the house, at the beginning, my father and my two brothers often sent letters to talk about the battlefield, my father was invincible, Beidi was defeated and retreated, and my mother also said that my father should be able to come back for the New Year this year, and I will take you to the city gate to wait for me every day after school, and the daily expectation is the family letter, but just after October, the letter was broken, Mother also reassured us that maybe there were many things on the battlefield, and my father and brother did not have time, but my mother's brows were getting deeper and deeper. Results ......"
The third brother paused, and then spoke with a gritted teeth: "As a result, in the winter of the fourth year of Jiahe, on November 23, it snowed again in the capital, worried that you would be infected with the wind and cold, I went to the city gate alone, but on the way back, I met Uncle Qiang who came to ventilate and report, saying that our palace was surrounded, let me flee quickly, I don't believe that I have to go back to see, Uncle Qiang showed me my mother's things, I just left with him, and then Uncle Qiang told me about the changes in our palace, I have not gone far, Later, I heard that my mother committed suicide, and I wanted to go back and take you away, but I was besieged, and Uncle Qiang also... Because I died of saving me, I was seriously injured, I followed Uncle Qiang's advice and went to Shuzhong, and then I have been chasing and killing, I heard that you were assigned to the Qinglou, the third brother is very sad, but you follow the third brother, your life may not be there, ethereal, will you blame the third brother? ”
It turned out that Ling Cangyu was hunted down and killed so he had no time to take care of the original owner, compared to throwing away his life at any time, it doesn't seem so bad to grow up in the Qinglou, and as far as the current situation is concerned, the original owner grew up safely in the Qinglou, but something happened as soon as he was rehabilitated, looking at Ling Cangyu's self-blaming expression, I think the original owner must not want her brother to live with guilt and self-blame.
"How so? I know that the third brother will definitely not abandon me, and if he doesn't come to save me, it will definitely be for my good, how can I blame the third brother? The third brother's face ...... "I stroked his silver mask: "Was it to save me at that time?" ”
Ling Cangyu grabbed my hand and pulled me into his arms: "It's okay, you're safe." ”
After a long silence, Ling Cangyu's heart beat vigorously and powerfully, I felt very warm when I leaned on his arms, thinking of the dead original owner, these two brothers and sisters were really making people. A wave of sadness hits me, I wonder how my parents in modern times face the pain of losing me? So I wept silently......
After a long time, Ling Cangyu let me go and wiped my tears: "When I was a child, what we were most afraid of was that you would cry. ”
I sniffed, determined or get down to business, I must now understand, what role does Ling Cangyu play in this power vortex?
"Third brother, although I have forgotten all the things before, but I am your only relative, there are people who want to calculate what I do, or what I want to calculate you through me, this kind of thing can't be prevented, I know that you didn't tell me before for my good, I don't want me to see those cheats, but third brother, I'm not a child anymore, you will worry about me, I will also worry about you, someone with a heart framed me to force you to show up, right?!"
Ling Cangyu looked at me with his head down, his eyelashes were distinct, if he hadn't ruined his appearance, how could this beautiful man turn everyone upside down? He touched my head: "The daughter of our Ling family is really not simple, it's okay, the third brother will tell you the matter, so as not to think nonsense, and you can avoid the calculations of people with intentions when you come again." ”
In his narrative, I seem to see how a young man gave everything he had for the mission of his family......