Chapter 4 The most difficult thing to breathe is when it is warm and cold

According to the marriage custom, Ah Luo should return to Jiuyuan Mansion to pay a return ceremony. But Xu is Yizhou is rainy and uncertain; Maybe it was because Aluo was not accustomed to the water and soil and was homesick, so he suffered from the wind and cold and was ill for a long time. Dr. Liu in the house only prescribed some ordinary prescriptions, and Ah Luo's condition rose and fell, sometimes getting better and sometimes worsening. When she is good, she can cook and cook delicious dishes for Gao Wushuang, and she can sit for an afternoon to study how to tie paper kites and fly them; And when the situation deteriorated, she could only lie on the bed, and it was difficult to say a word.

In order to take care of Ah Luo, Gao Wushuang accompanies him every day. The third and fourth brothers are still young, and the secular affairs of the barracks can only be returned to Master Gao and the executives.

On this day, Gao Wushuang was standing on the edge of the bed, and he dozed off without paying attention, and when he woke up, he saw Ah Luo with a pair of clear eyes, looking at him stupidly.

"What's wrong?" Gao Wushuang rubbed his eyes, his voice a little hoarse.

"I've been suffering from you these days, I've been married for more than a month, I've been sick, and I haven't even had a reunion dinner with the old lady." Arlo touched Gao Wushuang's forehead with pity, and was relieved to see that his forehead was warm and cold, without the slightest sign of illness.

"You are my wife, what is there to suffer." Gao Wushuang stretched his waist, stretched his muscles, and asked, "Luo, do you want to drink jasmine or Pu'er?" I'll go and soak you. ”

"Jasmine is fine." A Luo smiled skillfully, on the sickbed, she had the beauty of supporting the wind and weak willows, and it was even more pitiful.

Gao Wushuang stood up, turned his back to the direction of the bed tent, and just wanted to go out, he heard A Luo say: "Ah Shuang, I just heard you talk in your dreams." The name you are calling is Rose, who is she, is she the one who gave you the purse, you...... Do you miss her? ”

Gao Wushuang just wanted to turn back, but was stopped by A Luo, "Don't look back, I don't want to be a jealous woman in your memories, you just need to answer whether I am or no, whether you want to or not, this matter will be regarded as a turning page, and I will not ask about it in the future." ”

It's still raining outside the window, ticking and ticking, and I really don't know when the rain will stop. He turned his back to Arlo and said slowly, "You said that memories, is it important?" ”

Arlo's eyes darkened, obviously he only had to answer no, obviously as long as he didn't want to answer, but he changed the topic in a dignified manner. "Of course it's important, memories will influence the next decision at every important moment." Ah Luo said excitedly, choking and coughing violently, Gao Wushuang's footsteps didn't move, but he was stopped by Ah Luo, "Don't come here, I don't want you to see me sick and dying; If you can, I just want you to remember the candles in the cave room, I was dressed in red, and I looked the most beautiful. ”

However, there are good times and bad times in life...... I want to grow old with you, full of gorgeous hair and wrinkled cheeks, at that time I will recall the heartbeat in the cave room, and I will hold your hand firmly until I die......" Gao Wushuang's hands that were originally clenched into fists slowly let go, he suddenly remembered the night of marriage, Mrs. Gao used the golden silk red thread to draw the two of them 'life and life' charms, those pictures are vivid, sound and color and pain, but the memories of his trip to the south are just fragmented pictures, "Since you are my wife, the good and the bad must be shared with you, There is no excuse to hide. Over the past month, a lot of things have come to my mind that are out of step with what I have now. In my other memory, my seriously ill father was forced to lead the Southern Army, and although I was powerless, I could only stand up and join the army for my father. However, I had no experience in the fighting in the south, so I was taken prisoner. The southerners learned demon law, erased all my memories, and threw me to human traffickers to sell as a slave. ”

Ah Luo was dumbfounded, looking at Gao Wushuang's back, wondering if he deliberately lied to deceive himself.

"At this juncture, it was a white dragon called 'Rose' who rescued me, and she said that she was going all the way east, to the sea, so I sent her back to the East China Sea. On the shore of the sea, I separated from each other, and then I returned to Yizhou, the sky is high and the sea is wide, and I will never see each other again in this life. If that's the truth, can you still accept it? ”

He turned his back to her, and she looked at him, neither of them seeing each other's painful expressions.

"I never believed there were dragons in this world." Arlo sighed lowly, "I don't care if there is anything or not, I just ask, if there really is a girl called Rose in the world, me or Rose, which one will you choose?" ”

Gao Wushuang was speechless.

One is the cute and troublesome girl Rose, and the other is the gentle and sensible wife Alo; One is the dream of bizarre and wanton rivers and lakes, and the other is the reality of ordinary birth, old age, sickness and death.

Gao Wushuang turned around, walked back to the bed quickly, and half-knelt to hold A Luo's hand: "Luo, I only choose the truth, you are my truth." ”

Arlo leaned over and kissed Gao Wushuang's forehead. She was smiling on her lips, but she was confused in her heart.

β€”β€”The world is thin, people are evil, and the rain sends the dusk flowers to fall. The wind is dry, the tears are remnant, the desire to write about the heart, and the monologue is oblique. Hard, hard, hard. People are different, today is not yesterday, and the sick soul is often like a swing. The sound of the horn is cold, the night is dark, I am afraid of people asking questions, and I pretend to be happy with tears. Hide, hide, hide.