Chapter 352: Releasing Hatred
Leng Bo raised his horsewhip, and the carriage immediately left the Xia Mansion.
"You want to leave the pharmacy?" Leng Nanxian asked coldly.
An Sheng nodded: "I don't want to come back to live in Xiafu, but I can't live in the medicine house all the time, it's not suitable." ”
"How is it not appropriate?" Leng Nanxian's voice became colder and colder.
An Sheng turned his face angrily: "I will cause trouble for the master." ”
Leng Nanxian finally rose full of anger, glared at An Sheng, and roared in a low voice: "Have you caused me less trouble?" You obviously know that Xia Zixian is a trap for you to go back to Xia's house, and you still have to drill into it, taking such a big risk, is it worth it? ”
An Sheng glanced at his injured hand and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
"It's not me you're sorry for, it's you! You joke with yourself. You don't know how dangerous it is! What do you do if I'm a step late? ”
An was in a deficit, and was reprimanded by Leng Nanxian so much that he didn't dare to raise his head, and he still argued to himself: "She, she was poisoned by me, and her strength is not good, even if she can really hurt me, it will be fine." ”
"What if there's an accident!"
"I've been on my guard, I know she's playing crazy and won't let her get her way."
"How do you know? This madness cannot be easily diagnosed. Leng Nanxian pressed down his anger and asked suspiciously.
An Sheng timidly stretched out his arm, lifted his sleeves, and revealed the jade bracelet on his wrist: "Xia Ziwu mistook it for a coral snake, and she was afraid, although she tried to hide her panic, she was still seen by me." So I knew she must be pretending.
And Xia Zixian deliberately wants me to come back, there must be a plan, instead of trembling and being vigilant, I may not be plotted by them one day, but it is better to take the initiative and strike first.
Today, you have also seen that the Xue family and daughter hate me to the core, and it is already incompatible. As long as Xia Ziwu still has a chance to resist, she will never let me go. Even if she was as notorious as she was now, she didn't care. ”
"But why do you have to go to great lengths? Why give her another chance to hurt you? ”
An Sheng bit his lower lip gently, his face full of grievances: "Because my father is indecisive, he will definitely be difficult to make a decision because he feels sorry for Xia Ziwu." I can only take the risk of publicizing the matter, ask Brother Guan for help, and design to put pressure on the family of the deceased, so that he can be ruthless.
Xia Ziwu killed the little white dragon out of self-defense in the prison. And because of Xia Ziwu's madness, the law of the Chang'an Dynasty has provisions that can avoid death. Yu Shizi came forward to settle the matter again, and the family of the deceased was helpless. If he learned that Xia Ziwu hurt someone for the second time, he would definitely not give up, send Xia Ziwu to the madman tower, and hand him over to the government for detention.
As long as she enters the Madman Tower, even if Xia Ziwu pretends to be insane, it won't take long for her to be really crazy. ”
Leng Nanxian pursed his lips and was silent for a long time.
An Sheng glanced at his face worriedly, and said cautiously, "Master, do you think I am too cruel to do this?" ”
Leng Nanxian shook his head, a touch of distress flashed in his eyes, his Adam's apple slid down, and he swallowed the sourness on the tip of his throat with difficulty: "It's Xia Ziwu who is too vicious." She should have had such a retribution a long time ago. It's just that there are flaws in Xue's words today, why don't you take the opportunity to expose Xue's poisoning of your mother? ”
"Because I can't bear it."
An Sheng said softly: "Today is undoubtedly the best time to expose the Xue family's crime of killing A-Niang. I have always wanted to defeat the Xue family and daughter, avenge the tragic death of my mother, and cut the grass and eradicate the roots.
But when I look at my father's gray hair and furrowed face today, I really can't bear it, and I can't do it.
Now, the Xue family has been poisoned, and it is only a matter of time before he becomes completely stupid. Or, maybe it's ten days, no different from the living dead. And Xia Ziwu is crazy again, and the two of them can no longer harm others.
If I press forward step by step and kill them all, if I really expose the truth about my mother's death that year, so that the Xue family deserves it, what can I do?
This family collapsed, my father suffered blow after blow, his wife was separated, and he lived alone for the rest of his life, and he lived in regret for his mother for the rest of his life. Can I be ruthless?
The passion for revenge that had been forced by the Xue clan for a while was like a basin of cold water poured on me at the first sight of my father, and he began to struggle.
If his father learned the truth and killed Xue, he would be heartbroken. If I don't kill the Xue family, my father-daughter relationship with my father, I'm afraid it will come to an end. Then, let's keep her life for the time being, just survive. Anyway, my father will feel better for the rest of his life.
I was also afraid that if I lived in this kind of hatred all the time, I would be paranoid, crazy, and unscrupulous. Sooner or later, it will become the same as Xia Ziwu, which is simply terrifying. And when I finally made up my mind to let go of this obsession, I suddenly became relaxed, as if I had unloaded a thousand pounds of burden.
In the future, I will no longer wronged myself because of revenge, and when I return to the Xia family to face these terrible faces, I can be myself again and make the rest of my life a little happier.
Master, you say I ......"
The words were chattering, and before he finished speaking, An Sheng exclaimed, and was suddenly dragged into his arms by Leng Nanxian.
Leng Nanxian hugged him so tightly that An Sheng couldn't breathe. And his shoulders trembled lightly with excitement.
The smell that couldn't be more familiar, the crisp aroma of snow lotus.
"Master, you ......"
"Don't say anything, just let Master hold you."
Leng Nanxian whispered softly, with a thick sense of guilt and self-blame.
He has always felt that he is very attentive to Ansheng, and even surpasses treating himself. I also think I know Ansheng very well, but I never thought that she would be so kind and tolerant.
Along the way, she relied on her intelligence, strength, and forbearance, and gradually changed her destiny and firmly controlled it in her own hands. And he defended the happiness of his beloved relatives with all his heart.
And today, when she finally has the ability to take revenge, she gave up her hatred and chose to let go for the sake of her father, who had hurt her countless times.
He couldn't help but think of himself again. Because of his mother's death, he has resented his father for so many years, and he has been obsessed with refusing to understand, and compared with An Sheng, he is a little ashamed.
Leng Nanxian was surging for a while, and he swept up the stormy waves.
An Sheng gently pushed him: "Master." ”
Leng Nanxian hugged tighter.
An Sheng blinked, and finally couldn't help it: "I want to say...... You still have injuries on your hands, and they will hurt. ”
Every time, it's always like this.
Leng Nanxian reluctantly let go of his arms, frowned slightly, looked at An Sheng and said seriously: "An Sheng, I'll take you to meet someone." ”
An Sheng blinked: "Who to see?" ”
Leng Nanxian lifted the curtain and instructed the coachman Leng Bo: "Go back to the house." ”
"Back home?"
Leng Bo was a little surprised.
"Yes, go home."
Leng Bo turned his face excitedly: "Now?" With Miss Ansheng? ”
Leng Nanxian smiled slightly: "Yes, his old man should be in the house at this time, right?" ”
Leng Bo was instantly excited and a little incoherent: "In, in, must be there." ”
An Sheng timidly tugged at his sleeve: "Are you going home to see your uncle?" ”
Leng Nanxian smiled and nodded: "Yes." ”
"I'm not going!" Ansheng is categorical.
"Why?" Leng Nanxian was a little puzzled.
An Sheng stumbled nervously and said, "I, I, I suddenly have a stomachache." ”
Leng Nanxian saw her uneasiness, and asked narrowly, "Are you afraid?" ”
An Sheng forced his composure: "Naturally, I am not afraid, that is, I am a little, a little nervous." Look at the way I am. ”
In particular, there are injuries on the arm.
Leng Nanxian laughed heartily: "He's seen all the shameful looks, what are you afraid of?" ”
"See, see?"
Leng Nanxian raised his hand and rubbed her hair: "He likes you very much." ”
An Sheng was curious, and was about to ask, when he heard the sound of horses' hooves behind him.
"Get out of the way, get out of the way!"
It's Yu Jingyun.
An Sheng poked his head out in surprise, and saw passers-by avoiding one after another, Yu was shocked by the angry horses, like a burning fire, swept in, and flew at An Sheng's eyebrows.
"Ansheng, I've finally caught up with you."
He rode his horse to the front of the carriage and reined in the reins of the horse, and Leng Bo had to stop the carriage.
An Sheng leaned out half of his body and smiled and bent his eyebrows: "Yu Shizi, your injuries are healed?" ”
"It's no big deal, thanks to your medicine."
Yu Jingyun, who was dressed in a red brocade suit, looked more and more handsome and handsome, tall and handsome.
"Then you don't have to go to the camp in the West Mountain?"
Yu Jingyun shook his head: "Xiliang envoys enter Beijing, I need to protect their safety and be responsible for the security of the capital, so I don't have to go for the time being." ”
"Why are you in such a hurry to find me?"
Yu Jingyun stretched out his hand at her: "I'll take you to see the flowers." ”
"Looking at the flowers? Look at what flowers. ”
"Don't you like gardenias? Last year, I planted a gardenia for you in Xishan, and it finally sparked, and now it is a sea of flowers, and the fragrance is floating for ten miles. So can't wait to come to you. ”
"Gardenias? Opened so early? Ansheng was a little surprised.
"Naturally, it's because I'm in a hurry." Yu Jingyun urged her: "There were a lot of blooms last night. The green trees and flowers, the snow is clear, refreshing, and the good scenery is rare in the north. ”
An Sheng shook his head: "But I still have something, Yu Shizi, thank you for your kindness, I'll ...... another day"
Before she finished speaking, Yu Jingyun had already stretched out her arm, and her body rose into the air and landed directly on the horse's back.
"Hey, can you not be so domineering every time?" Ann struggled angrily.
Leng Nanxian leaned out half of his body from the carriage, his face full of anger: "Yu Shizi, don't you think you are excessive?" ”
"So what? This is a matter between me and Ansheng, and no one else can take care of it. ”
Yu Jingyun completely ignored An Sheng's protests, raised his eyebrows slightly, shook the reins of the horse, and left.