Chapter 12: Unknowing Tenderness
Fang Lubai looked across the interrogation table at the man opposite with a faintly crazy expression.
From his words, Fang Lubai vaguely pieced together a story.
Li Guang has followed his divorced mother since he was a child, but it may also be because the divorce is not his mother's will, but because of some things, he was forced to agree to it.
Therefore, the originally normal mother was resentful, and she attributed all the problems to the young Li Guang, and abused him many times after drinking, and even more once, almost strangled him to death.
After all, tiger poison does not eat children, and after sobering up, the mother will hold her young child again and again to repent of her crimes, and constantly promise not to let such a thing happen again.
She might buy him lots of delicious food and even cook him delicious meals in an attempt to make her young children forget about her atrocities.
But it's useless, once or twice, the young Li Guang will still look forward to it, but the woman who drinks will still repeat the previous abuse of him, and then continue to repent after sobering up.
In the long run, the cycle repeats itself, like a nightmare that can never be escaped.
Li Guang, who was originally an adult, had the ability to leave such a mother, but his thinking had been impregnated by this distorted environment.
His face did not change from the initial fear to the later, all because he coveted the peace of the moment after the storm.
But two years ago, my mother had uremia. Because of his limited income, Li Guang could not afford the high cost of treatment, so he had to keep putting it off. Sickness doesn't treat anyone kindly, it torments this woman all the time.
In the end, because she couldn't bear the torture of illness, or perhaps because she didn't want to be a burden to her children, the woman jumped off the high platform of the hospital.
Bright red blood stained the floor of the hospital, and the sun shone on the ground, but it made people feel the cold to the bone.
When Li Guang rushed over, all he saw was full of red, just like the woman's red lady's handbag back then.
"You can't accept your mother's death, but that scene stimulates you, and even if your mother gradually returns to normal, she rarely abuses you. But because the imprint of childhood is too deep, the blood that casts the shadow is the key to unlocking your childhood memories. ”
Staring at Li Guang tightly, Fang Lubai said in a deep voice: "In your subconscious, your mother is not dead, she will still abuse you like she did in childhood, you are like going back to your childhood, you desperately want to find her, resist her, and then ......"
"Kill her."
Fang Lubai's voice was like a veil, soft and transparent, wrapping Li Guang layer after layer, making him breathless, "So you began to subconsciously look for the target person who matched your mother, or the mother in your memory, and that red lady's leather bag was the signal." ”
"Because of your position, you can easily meet different people, and all the women who match your memory are all killed by you."
When he said this, Li Guang suddenly held his head and roared in a low voice in the interrogation room. His voice was full of despair, like a man who has fallen deeper and deeper into the abyss.
He couldn't see the light, he couldn't see the hope, everything seemed to be back to the same place, and in that small house of fifty square meters, he sat alone on the sofa, waiting for judgment after judgment.
The smell of dust in the nose and the ticking clock in the ears made the whole world silent and frightened, accompanied by endless darkness.
He will never be able to climb out for the rest of his life.
After coming out of the interrogation room, Zhang Tianqi looked at Fang Lubai, who was sorting out the information, with admiration on his face: "Boss, you really have a way." ”
When Fang Lubai heard this, the hand that sorted out the information paused, and then sighed: "Poor people must have something to hate." ”
Helping Fang Lubai sort out his things, Zhang Tianqi scratched his head and said, "It's just that I still haven't figured it out, boss, why didn't he kill his mother before, but instead killed those people he felt were very similar to his mother after his mother died?" ”
The darkness blindfolded him. Fang Lubai's expression was a little solemn when he said this, "His mother is the last straw that symbolizes his light. ”
"His mother's death was like a broken straw, and it also took away the only hope in his already chaotic life, which is why he did that."
After sorting out the final information, Fang Lubai put the information into the file bag, and sighed a little: "Maybe in his opinion, it was just a subconscious desire to protect the weak self who was once powerless." ”
"He wanted to be the only light in his life."
"Captain, what you said is too mysterious, I don't understand." Zhang Tianqi, who had been frowning and thinking for a long time, still didn't come out of Fang Lubai's words, and after shaking his head, he glanced at his mobile phone and said to Fang Lubai, "Captain, just now Yan Wei came to the message that Shi An was hospitalized. ”
"Hospitalized?" Fang Lubai was stunned when he heard this.
Putting the file bag on the table, Fang Lubai picked up the car keys and walked out quickly.
"Huh! Captain, wait for me! ”
Zhang Tianqi's voice sounded behind him, and Fang Lu didn't reply, and walked straight forward.
When I arrived at the city hospital, it was already early in the morning of the second day.
The sun shines softly through the clouds, giving a warm color to everything around it.
Because there were no major accidents in the past two days, except for a few young nurses on duty who stuck to their posts at the service desk, most of the hospitals were quiet.
The unique smell of disinfectant water permeated his nose, and Fang Lubai frowned and walked towards the ward where Shi An was.
The sneakers that were about to arrive at the door stopped at this moment.
Fang Lubai stood outside the ward, quietly staring at the small bulge on the bed in the ward through the small piece of glass on the door.
"Why don't you ......" Zhang Tianqi, who came later, looked at the man in front of him with a slightly stern look at him, put his index finger against his lips, and made a quiet gesture, so he swallowed the unfinished words into his stomach.
Nodding obediently, Zhang Tianqi said that after he understood, he was pulled by his captain to sit down on a chair outside the corridor.
"Captain," Zhang Tianqi lowered his voice and gestured with his fingers, "You don't go in?" ”
After glancing at the ward again, Fang Lubai turned his head and shook slightly: "It's inconvenient now, let's talk about it when we wake up." ”
Zhang Tianqi wanted to say something, but saw that Fang Lubai had already leaned on the seat and closed his eyes.
Thinking of the previous all-night interrogation, Zhang Tianqi shrugged, and then relaxed his body like Fang Lubai, and after a while, he fell asleep in the chair.
After Zhang Tianqi fell asleep, Fang Lubai suddenly opened his eyes.
He got up cautiously, and then stood at the glass window again.
Although he couldn't see anything, Fang Lubai still stood there, with a gentleness on his steady and handsome face that he didn't even notice.