124. Several times hurt the past

This Xihe County has experienced a catastrophe, the night four years ago is a lingering nightmare for anyone, the Great Wei once broke into the city, killing the old and young women and children, the corpses are all over the field, the blood flows like a river, almost become a ruined city, set up camp in the city, reward the three armies, like a hellish carnival.

And at that time, when he arrived here with the army, he couldn't help but be frightened when he saw a scene of depravity, even if it was bloody on the battlefield, but it would not implicate so many innocent people, and how could there be more killings in the war?

If there is peace forever, and the people no longer suffer from the flames of war, what a peaceful scene it should be, over the years, the people of one important town continue to fight, but it is only in vain, once he defended his homeland and fought on the front line, and he never held anything,

Now he is back here, determined to protect the people, but here is tantamount to a dragon trapped in the wilderness, he finally mustered up the courage to return here, the city has also returned to its former vitality, except for a stone monument in front of the city gate, can no longer see the former decay of the scenery,

The sky was misty, and the foggy Xihe County looked even more ethereal, she looked at An Youju, who was sleeping beside her, pulled the quilt and turned around to continue to sleep, and a low voice came from behind her, "You finally woke up." ā€

"I've been drowsy lately." She closed her eyes lazily, or maybe she was too tired recently, "or maybe it's because of the water and soil." ā€

"Are you still not going out today?" Pulled the quilt behind her up, covering it tightly, not revealing a little bit of cold wind invasion,

"I don't want to get up right now." She never lifted her eyelids, her back to him, she was used to this life, and she was used to the feeling of carrying him on her back,

"Then you can wait for me at home." He got up and dressed, and quickly packed up and prepared to go out.

Seeing him get up, he quickly sat up and asked, "Where are you going?" Now she is contradictory, she wants to stay with him all the time, but she doesn't want to stay together all the time, especially when night falls, she will always be a little scared,

He was dressed and walked to the bed, and the quilt was tightly covered for her, so that there was no trace of coolness, "It's time to make a living, otherwise how can I support my wife?" ā€

"Raise me?" She couldn't believe that after coming here, she never thought of relying on others, thinking of walking into the center of power with her own strength, no one could belittle her wantonly, and which woman didn't want to have a shoulder to rely on, she could only believe in herself when she received the lesson,

Now some people say that they want to protect her and make her believe in herself, he doesn't just talk casually, he has always set an example, even if he loses his life, he has to protect himself, how can such a person not be moved?

She nodded smugly, it looked like she would have someone in charge for the rest of her life, "Sounds good." ā€

"Life here may not be as pampered as in the palace, but I will do my best to make you happy and keep you safe." As he spoke, he left a kiss on her forehead, and then turned away,

Looking at his figure already in the distance, whispered

"Then I really don't care about anything." She also dreamed that she didn't have to chase fame and fortune, pursued those illusory things, and lived every day with peace of mind.

She didn't feel sleepy, she fluttered on the bed excitedly, maybe a new world of life opened from now on, and she also found true love, a sudden voice interrupted her, "Why is the eldest princess so happy?" ā€

"Huachen, you're fast enough!" praised him insincerely, I originally thought that Huan Yu would send a small guy to deliver things, but I didn't expect to be able to invite Huachen, which is also amazing!

"Do your best for the eldest princess." He stood outside the door and didn't step in, also because he didn't get her permission.

Gao Wanyue put on a cloak, pushed the door open a crack, and he handed in a small medicine bottle, "Huan Yu said that there are fifteen pills in it fifteen times, one at a time, and let me send it after taking it." ā€

She nodded, this Huan Yu is really cautious in doing things, and he didn't give her a lot at once, he should be afraid of medicinal properties, Hua Chen is not called Huan Gongzi to Huan Yu, it can be seen that he is not surrendering to him, and his heart is still towards himself, "That's really troublesome for you." ā€

"I'm still happy to do this kind of thing." Even if you don't have to look at him, you know that you are smiling now, and you are probably thinking about something bad.

"Do you know, what kind of medicine is this?" She poured out and looked at it, the small vermilion pill fell on her white palm, like red beans, ten miles of acacia,

Red beans are born in the south, and a few branches are sent in spring. Persuade you to pick more, this thing is the most lovesick.

She doesn't have anything to love, her beloved is by her side, there is nothing to be sick of, and it is also the distress of happiness,

"My subordinates don't know." He shook his head with a chuckle, suddenly flew onto the roof, took a bamboo cage and walked over, "The carrier pigeon that Huan Yu gave you, saying that it is faster to fly the letter and pass the book if there is something." ā€

Gao Wanyue nodded, thinking thoughtfully, she quickly wrote on the paper with a pen, and stuffed the note into the bamboo tube on her feet, but Huachen sent what she needed, "The subordinates only know that since the eldest princess asks for it, the subordinates will do their best." ā€

"There's no need to call me the eldest princess, I have left the country, but I have given up my former identity." She looked at him in disappointment, "Even if you ask me for something now, I can't afford it!" ā€

She played with her hair pouring down, bored, she just stood here, her sleeves were breezy, life was not brought, death was not taken away, there was nothing,

"My subordinates didn't mean that." His eyes widened, he didn't expect her to misunderstand, he only came to see her, thinking that after his injury healed, he came to catch up and not for any reward,

"Huachen, I've thought about it for a long time, maybe what I used to do was dangerous, but now I don't want to continue anything, I just want to be an ordinary person, I don't have to calculate and live simply, I am neither the eldest princess nor can I give you protection, you can."

Choose wherever you want, I have destroyed the files that used to be, and you are now free. ā€

She should have told him when she left, but she didn't care about anything when she left in a hurry, "Eldest princess... I—" he swallowed hard, "well, now that you've decided, let's do it." ā€

He turned around and left, "The day after you left, Your Majesty sent someone to take you into the palace, but in vain, Duanma still took care of the affairs of the palace for the princess, but the mansion was deserted, and it was different from the past." ā€

She sneered, "It's different, the princess's mansion is no different from the cold palace. "No one will come to visit, and there will be no one like Le Gongzi and his person, it can only become a legend,

The eldest princess has fallen, like the building is falling, Gao Yang returned triumphantly and chose to see her first, in the eyes of outsiders, maybe she regained the sacred heart, but this time she refuted his face, and wanted to send her back to the golden wire cage again, to be a canary looking forward to the emperor's grace and rain, she can't do it, even if it is no different from the current life, but she has to live happily,

"Subordinate farewell." He was half-kneeling on the ground, obeying her orders for the last time, she didn't know that the difference between her mouth and the past was not that no one visited, but that there was no longer her laughter, and the scene of her happiness, Duan Ma would never say that he didn't understand the rules and behaved inappropriately, and he would not make two moves when he would meet the guard of the horse.

He looked up at the vast and boundless sky in the distance, shaking the unknowable future, nothing could bring her back to the way she was, and he didn't choose to ask her why she didn't take him with him, maybe he wasn't suitable for this kind of child to live a family life,

He belongs to the rivers and lakes, he is used to the kind of life of licking blood from the knife edge, and he is really idle in living a comfortable and leisurely life, what etiquette rules do not apply in this bloody and bloody wind, taking people's money and eliminating disasters for others is the right way, maybe his heart is too lazy, confused between heaven and earth, and he doesn't know where to go next!

watched him leave, only then closed the door, there will always be some feelings after getting along for a long time, Huachen is always educated by Duanma without rules, at this time, Gao Wanyue, who has also been educated by Duanma many times, will fall into the well,

Looking at his begging for mercy, I always want to laugh, how young and unruly a generation of heroes is, and they will be dumbfounded by Duanma, who has lived in the deep palace for a long time.

Except for An Youjue who can finish his life with her, the rest of the people will become passers-by and have their own lives, Huachen should also have the way he should go, so he doesn't have to stay, do what he wants to do, life is short, always have to do something meaningful,

She carefully placed the small medicine bottle in the innermost mezzanine of the dresser, so that no one could find out, looking at the warm and white hairpin on the table, which could not be brought with the white hosta, she put all her hair on her head, tied it with a silver ribbon, put on the same white white clothes, and walked out of the door,

At the moment when he was about to step out of the gate, Shui Qing ran over, "Madam, where are you going?" I can't help but feel afraid, if I didn't see it just now, General An really didn't know how to answer when he asked, as a maidservant, he didn't know the whereabouts of his master.

"Go out for a walk, are you going? Together" Seeing her anxious appearance, Gao Wanyue really seemed careless, and she didn't know if she was afraid that she would get lost? Naturally not, go out and turn left - turn left - turn left - turn left again, and you can get home!

"Then the slave and maid will go with the lady." said happily walked out, the street was very lively, the pedestrians were bustling, and the deserted home itinerary was in stark contrast,

This Xihe County seems to have simple folk customs, she remembers that there is a stone monument standing there on the night when she first entered the city, the lights are faint that night, and she looks down on it if she is far away, and she wants to take a closer look.

The road is not very far, and everything lively along the way attracts her eyes, and she is dizzying to look at new things,

There is an empty shop that does not fit in with this lively street, two floors, and if you look at it from the outside, you will know that this shop must have been neat and quaint in the past, but I don't know what kind of business it was.

There was still an imprint on the plaque, and she thought carefully, "Welcome to the inn." She was so happy that she could finally see it as if it were a riddle, and that she finally knew the result, and she was happy.

That's not right.,The last time the poetry meeting was a big deal.,Is it robbed now?,Can you leave no trace at all?

She remembered, wasn't the assassination of the county guard that day the cousin who was going to the inn, this kind of reason for the relatives to be destroyed, Gao Wanyue shook her head, and looked helplessly,

Shui Qing asked, "Madam, what are you looking at?" ā€

(End of chapter)