Chapter 37 Love is involuntary
"Yuran, I will accompany you two today" Song Song was very happy that day, she had never seen him smile so happily
"Yuran, let's go" She stretched out her hand to Yuran, and they said a word to each other, she ignored Yuhua's outstretched hand
"Brother Songsong, sister, you go play, I'm a little uncomfortable today, I'm not going"
"What's the matter, do you want to go to the hospital" Yuhua touched her forehead
"It's too hot today, I have a headache, I just went to the hospital, you guys go play, I'll go back first" She couldn't go out with them again, she wasn't an actress, she couldn't pretend she didn't know anything, she turned her head and ran away. It was also since then, she never called Song Song's brother and sister again, she couldn't say anything, and she couldn't say anything, and soon after that, Yuran's family went abroad, and Yuran was very cold to them since then, and they all felt that it was because they went abroad without her consent. She thought that he liked Song Song because the whole world knew it, and sometimes she thought that Yuhua robbed Song Song, but she wanted to be useful, they were already together, what could she say. She didn't know what sadness was, she thought that crying heartbreakingly was the saddest, but later I learned that sadness is that when she looks at him, she will cry and be gentle, and her heart will be soft, but her heart is clearer than ever, and she can no longer be close to the person in front of her
She desperately sealed that memory, afraid of accidentally overturning the past, the memories are very beautiful, they will always make people smile, but the memories are also very cruel, which makes people's hearts twist, so she has tried not to recall everything about Song Song over the years, just for her own better life. She knows very well that thinking about him will be out of control, she will not be able to live well in the present, and she will not be able to go back to the past, she can only pretend to forget him, it seems that only in this way can she live her present.
"I just came back, and I haven't done much shopping, you lead the way."
"I know"
Yuran put on her coat, they went out together, they hadn't gone shopping together for a long time, they used to have a good relationship, since Yuran and Songsong were together, Yuran didn't like to be with Yuhua very much, and she didn't like to talk to Yuhua, what if she was a sister, what if she was Songsong's girlfriend, what if she was together, what if she wasn't together, but sometimes I really couldn't control myself from thinking about those things
Love is involuntary