Chapter 190 I really can't do it.
maintenance at the restaurant at the time of the first meeting;
When they met for the second time, they shoehorned the bread and money into their back baskets;
The third time, I sent money to comfort myself that he was there for the cost of going to college, so that he didn't have to worry, and there was ......
And that sudden, angry kiss that wanted to bite her to death.
That kind of strong feelings, how can she not feel it after asking for a lifetime?
The fourth time, in the alley, when she was in danger, the image of frantically waving her fists is still deeply imprinted in her mind.
And the fear she saw in his eyes at the time......
From these little bits, she could feel that he was serious about herself, and he was so serious that she could not have imagined.
He is what he needs, and he is not dispensable, but very important to him.
This is something she has never felt in him in her previous life.
This feeling made the already solid heart wall in Yun Qing's heart crack a little.
What she couldn't ask for all her life was now in front of her eyes, how could she be indifferent? How could she not be impressed?
"But...... But I can't! Zhuang Yue, I really can't do it....."
Covering his eyes, warm tears slipped down his fingers and fell onto the table, and his heart, which he thought had been numb, became more and more uncomfortable..... It hurts more and more......
"Zhuang Yue, I can't forget the uneasy days in the Zhuang family in my last life; I can't forget those torturous days in a mental hospital. ”
"I can't forget the hopeless days when my parents and relatives suffered misfortunes one by one and left me, but I couldn't even see them for the last time, let alone help them avenge them."
As long as he thought of this, Yun Qing's heart was like being stabbed hard, and he twitched in pain.
That's loving her, protecting her parents and relatives with weak shoulders, how can she be selfish and only care for herself, and let them fall into danger?
Knowing that it is an abyss, how can she jump down like she did in her previous life?
"I can't! Zhuang Yue, I can't ...... I really can't be as desperate as I was in my last life. ”
"I still have my relatives to protect, and I must not let them suffer another misfortune because of me."
"In my last life, I was already so unfilial, in this life, let me do my filial piety!"
"Zhuang Yue, I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
You are the pride of the sky, there is no little me, there are still many people who love you, and you can finally find a wife who can match you.
I just have to look at you like that...... Just watch you be happy......
Maybe he was tired from crying, or maybe he was too tired today, Yun Qing just lay on the table and fell asleep unconsciously.
Zhuang Yue, who returned to the camp, suddenly felt a dull pain in his heart, frowned, and looked in the direction of Linjia Village in the dark.
"Commander?" Didn't you let yourself hurry to his dormitory? Why did he come by himself, and he didn't say anything, but he started to stay first?
Alas, this man who has a beloved is different, and even being in a daze is so anytime and anywhere.
Cheng Hu shook his head a little depressedly.
"Feed it." Zhuang Yue threw the small ball in his hand to Chenghu, with a murderous aura in his eyes: "In addition, tomorrow I will go and arrest the goddess on the Immortal Peak for me." ”
He always felt that the little girl still had something to hide today.
Since Mrs. Lin and the goddess are there, and there are still people hiding outside the house, how did she escape?