69. Listen to the night rain in late autumn
She deceived everyone but couldn't deceive her heart, and she still couldn't forget that person! Looking at her absent-minded appearance, An Youju froze in place and quietly looked at the woman in her arms.
The clear full moon has been lifted into the sky by the blue mountains in the distance, and the sound of the rain has become rapid and disturbing.
He covered her with the quilt again, and stopped all his actions, he knew that even though he forcibly possessed her tonight, she would not resist, but this was far from the love she had said when she was newly married, the only love! Because he wasn't sure if she had really grieved himself at this moment.
Seeing that he didn't move, Gao Wanyue asked tentatively, "General An?" ”
Is he distracted, is he thinking about anything more? He was worried, more thinking about things that were not right, but he thought so, his heart was too heavy, and his frowning was the best proof, and now she was willing to listen, only listen to his words, no matter what he said, it was rare.
An Youju sighed helplessly, and in a trance he was no different from treating himself like before, "In your heart, have I always been the murderous General An?" ”
A sentence of General An, bringing all his efforts back to the past, as far away as when he first saw him in the main hall, and he didn't know each other,
He used to be the commander of the three armies, and on the battlefield he was like a demon descending on the world, and he had no mercy for the enemy.
But now it's just a man, a man who looks forward to being loved by his wife! And his wife seemed to be busy, and never kept her mind on him, her mind was unpredictable, she didn't know what she wanted to do, and it was difficult to guess her likes and dislikes.
Gao Wanyue smiled, smiling lightly, her voice was a little pity, "Why do you say this?" How do you say that? ”
An Youju asked sharply, although he sounded stern and irresistible, but still with a little tenderness, "Answer me, isn't it?" ”
He wanted answers from her, even if it was a cruel truth, and her opinion was very important!
"General An protects his family and defends the country and keeps the peace of the party, he is a true hero!" With a smile on the corner of her mouth, she didn't answer his question directly, no one can clean up in this deviant era, the more controversial it is, the greater the responsibility on his body, and his position as a general is not something she can evaluate.
An Youju was noncommittal to her words, and then asked, "What else?" ”
That's all? He had heard these words countless times from the mouths of others, but he never took them to heart,
"General An's position and ministers, attached to the princes, became famous at a young age, and became famous for a while, and my generation is beyond the reach of the dust!"
He looked at the woman in front of him wistfully, thinking of confirmation over and over again, wanting to know the answer,
"What if it wasn't me, An Youju, but someone else? What difference would it make if you took me? ”
Gao Wanyue laughed and looked at him jokingly, "Oh, I understand, General An, as a husband, loves his wife, is gentle and powerful, and is a good husband." ”
She patted him on the shoulder as a sign of encouragement.
"That's all?"
Gao Wanyue opened her mouth slightly and explained, "Of course, it's not just that, since you and I got married, you have never forced me to do anything, respect me, protect me, and accompany me, it is I who is too willful to make you what you are today." ”
An Youju held her head with his hand, half in a protective gesture, so that she could look at herself clearly, put it against her cheek, and asked at close range, "Are you just repaying the favor?" ”
She felt her cheeks burn slightly, and he was so close that Wan Yue couldn't think, "No, I really want to be a good wife, your wife." ”
An Youju stroked her hair, focused and unfocused
than looking at her seriously, the person in his arms at this moment is the person who is going to go through his life, he has a long time to wait slowly,
And when he found that the things he was attached to were empty from the beginning, and everything he did was just a flash in the pan, beautiful but not real, he only felt ridiculous!
"On your wedding night, you said you wanted the only love! And the two must be happy, I understand, Wanwan, you know, you will take my gratitude for saving you as a touch, and you will continue to stay by my side. ”
Gao Wanyue looked at him with an extremely serious expression, "No, it's not what you think." ”
He was thinking about it again, always seemed willing to think about things he didn't want to do, what he was worried about wouldn't happen, she didn't know what to do, what to say to make him believe in his heart.
"You're always like that, anxious to prove something." He laughed, carried her to the innermost side of the bed, and lay down on the bed with his eyes closed.
He gave up, afraid that if he took one step out, he would never be able to live like he was now, so it was better to stay like this, and to stay for a moment longer.
Wan Yue didn't feel sleepy, staring at the roof with wide eyes, and the people next to him came from the sound of calm breathing, different from just now, an indifferent feeling, although his angular face was smiling, Wan Yue could also see the faint sadness in the corners of her eyes.
At this moment she made a bold decision, she asked herself if she was not such a frivolous person, but she would be responsible for every decision she made.
The air was filled with the smell of damp earth, the autumn rain was cold, an autumn rain and a cold, and her heart was now beating warmly in the atrium, nervous and timid,
She tossed the quilt off her body, sat up, stared at him blankly, her mind blank, and slowly untied the last layer of clothing,
There was only a belly pocket with a light purple silver thread embroidered with plum blossoms, and she didn't have the courage to go any further, so she began to reach out to untie its shirt.
The moment his cold and tender hands touched him, he was already awake, but he pretended not to know, closed his eyes lightly, pretended to be asleep, and let her indulge,
In an instant, his wheat-colored chest was exposed in front of her, and she leaned down and clung to his, she knew that she was doing something bold, and she knew the consequences of doing so, but she still made up her mind.
Wan Yue gently reached out and threaded her white fingers between his fingers, interlocking her fingers.
He noticed the weak and boneless body of the person on his body, and when he opened his eyes, he looked like Gao Wanyue, she chuckled, it turned out that he was not asleep.
"What do you do?" There was surprise in his eyes, watching her clumsily continue to loosen his clothes for him, looking helpless, angry and funny.
"You know." Wanyue buried her head between his neck, her skin tossing and rubbing in the cold air, she felt the long-lost warmth from his body, and it was easy for such a relaxing temperature to fall into it accidentally.
"Don't do that." An Youju remained sober, obviously the woman in front of him was unwilling, she just proved her feelings for her to herself again, and did not dedicate all her sincerity, he tried his best to restrain his slowly hot body,
didn't know that she had such magic to immerse himself in this deep desire and couldn't extricate himself, he just remembered wanting to restrain her hands, when it touched her skin and weak bones, ice muscles and jade body, he had an illusion and didn't want to let go,
It was in between this tear that her clothes were broken with a bang~,
The woman's beautiful white body was unconcealed in front of him, and he looked at her in such a way that he forgot to avoid it for a while.
An Youjue's heart flashed a momentary throbbing, there were some things that he didn't need to say, he already understood that he was afraid that he would have no way to deal with this woman in this life.
He held her in his arms
, lying flat on the bed, looking at her smoky gray eyes with a slight smile,
Gao Wanyue was frightened by his actions, a little shy, her cheeks flushed, and after such wanton confusion just now, she almost didn't dare to look directly at him, don't look over, look aside.
He was still motionless, just looking at her eyes like that, and she felt that this was not like the way ordinary couples get along, according to normal circumstances, should there be some reaction.
"Do you know the consequences of that?" He lowered his voice, as if he was trying to hold back something,
Hearing this, Wan Yue met his clear and translucent eyes, his eyes were full of **, as if a fire was trapped in the dark pupils,
"I know, I do." She smiled.
Her face was beautiful, clean and beautiful, her lips, like ripe fire persimmons, delicate and seductive, it was this kind of lips that covered An Youjue's lips, and he was stunned by this sudden move,
Kissed her lips, gentle as a light breeze, her ears and temples slowly parted for a long time, pulled the quilt and wrapped her tightly again, and then fell to the side and looked at her quietly,
She was smiling again, it was such a smile that made him look a little sad, "Go to sleep, it's late." ”
left such a sentence in her ear, and hugged her to sleep, so that she could sleep well, very solid and at ease.
Wan Yue watched him close his eyes, and slowly closed his eyes, only to hear the sound of rain outside the window, Wan Yue didn't know when to fall asleep, and her face was very peaceful.
The person next to her slowly opened her eyes, she slept well, curled up in the quilt calmly, and liked to fall asleep on one side with subtle breathing, which was faint and imperceptible.
An Youju reached out and touched the end of her hair, it was real, the hair was hard, held in his hand, sniffed lightly, with a light fragrance.
I often hear people say that people with hard hair have a stubborn temper, it seems that what she said is true, she is also a stubborn person,
He couldn't help but touch it with his lips, and she seemed to be asleep too much to notice.
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, he kissed and wiped away the tears for her, and sure enough, her heart was resistant, and he was glad that he didn't have the impulse to break this budding emotion.
Perhaps, her smile is not for him; It's like, the tears on her face at this moment, the same sadness.
Maybe the two of them are not happy to be tied together now, and they will slowly start to get tired, if this day comes, how should he and her get along?
A sleepless night,
Every time his heart thinks of this, he will have a palpitation, very uncomfortable, he will not have this concern in the past, how wanton and chic the days were at that time, I am afraid that he will never be able to return to the past.
The east is white, the first rays of sunlight in the morning shine into this beautiful inner room, Wanyue rubbed his eyes, saw that he had not woken up, quickly put on his clothes, pretended that nothing had happened, sat in front of the dresser, combed in the mirror, and used a delicate horn comb to slowly comb the scattered hair from the root to the end,
However, the white hosta in her hair was gone, she walked to the side of the bed, slowly groped, and found its existence under the pillow, and An Youju slowly opened her eyes at this time, as if she was woken up,
Seeing him slowly open his eyes, remembering last night's abruptness, he was embarrassed for a while, pretended to be calm, looked at Wanyue, and asked softly, "Woke up?" ”
"Hmm." He put his arms around her neck, pulled her into his arms, and left a kiss on her forehead, then let go of his arm, and the act of dragonfly touching water made her shy.
Wanyue lowered her head shyly, walked to the window, pushed open the window, supported it with a bamboo pole, the breeze blew, and smelled the fragrance of the earth, "The weather is good today, the general wants to go out for a walk?" ”