Therefore, even if he was reluctant to give up, even if his heart hurt as if he was going to die, he had to force himself to let go. He thought that he could accept Yang Yixue leaving him, but when he saw Yang Yixue being intimate with other men, he only felt that he was angry at the moment as if he was going to kill someone, but what he was even more angry was that he couldn't do anything.

Ling Muhan lived in a small apartment of his own most of the time, and it was the same at this moment, after separating from Yang Yixue and them, Ling Muhan went back to his house directly in a huff, drinking alone in the room.

I don't know how long it was, in short, Ling Muhan drank a little high, and when he was about to go back to his room to sleep, the doorbell rang.

Ling Muhan stepped forward and opened the door very impatiently, and shouted fiercely without even looking at it, "Who? ”

Yang Yixue was aggrieved by Ling Muhan's voice, if she changed to usual, her attitude towards Ling Muhan would be sad in her heart for a while, in front of Ling Muhan, she didn't dare to show a little unhappiness. However, today she was drunk, the so-called wine strengthens people's courage, and she suddenly cried aggrieved greatly, "You bastard, what are you fierce?" ”

Seeing that it was Yang Yixue, Ling Muhan was very surprised, and when he saw Yang Yixue crying loudly, he suddenly panicked, his always cold face was nervous, and he didn't know how to comfort Yang Yixue, who was a bit of a scoundrel.

"I'm sorry, don't cry, I didn't know it was you outside, why did you come over? Aren't you supposed to be with that jewelry designer? Ling Muhan let go of his soft voice and wanted to appease Yang Yixue softly.

But who knows, as soon as he said this, Yang Yixue cried louder and didn't speak, and the look on Ling Muhan's face became even more nervous. Faced with such a Yang Yixue, Ling Muhan was really helpless, he didn't know what to do to make Yang Yixue stop crying.

didn't want Yang Yixue to continue to disturb the people at his doorstep, so Ling Muhan decisively pulled Yang Yixue into his house.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, what the hell is going on with you? Did you drink? Yang Yixue smelled a lot of wine, and Ling Muhan naturally smelled it.

Yang Yixue cried until she hiccuped, but she still nodded at Ling Muhan, "Well, I'm in a bad mood, I drank a little." ”

Ling Muhan immediately frowned when he heard this, and said dissatisfiedly, "You can't drink even if you're a girl in a bad mood, and besides, why are you still running around after drinking like this?" It's not safe. Where's your boyfriend? How did he leave you alone? ”

Yang Yixue flattened her mouth aggrieved when she heard this, "I don't have a boyfriend anymore, that Diclan dumped me, I'm so pitiful." ”

"What do you say? You were dumped? Why? Is he looking for death? As soon as he heard Yang Yixue's words, Ling Muhan immediately became furious, and he looked like he immediately wanted to find someone desperately.

Yang Yixue glared at him dissatisfiedly and said, "Why are you so excited?" The one who was dumped was me, not you. Diclan, the big villain, he clearly said that he liked me very much and would be very good to me, but in the blink of an eye, I saw him kissing me and mine with other women. He also scolded me, he said that I didn't have him in my heart at all, why did I agree to be with him, he actually looked down on me. ”

Yang Yixue whispered, her eyes were red, and she didn't wait for Ling Muhan to say anything before she continued, "Speaking of which, you are to blame for this matter, if I hadn't forgotten you, how could I be in such trouble now?" It's all you bastard, what's wrong with me, I'm wholeheartedly on you, why are you just turning a blind eye to me? ”

Ling Muhan was scolded by Yang Yixue and didn't dare to reply, the current Yang Yixue is not as gentle and lovely as usual, and her face is fierce and not easy to talk at all, but in Ling Muhan's eyes, she inexplicably feels that Yang Yixue is very cute.

"Why don't you speak? I said it's all your fault, can't you hear? Yang Yixue said for a long time, but Ling Muhan didn't react at all, she immediately pouted dissatisfiedly and said.

Ling Muhan nodded helplessly, "I heard it, do I know it's all my fault?" Okay, don't make a fuss, you've drunk so much, I'll take you in and take a break. ”

If it was usual, Ling Muhan would not have spoken to Yang Yixue so gently, he was afraid that Yang Yixue's feelings for him would become deeper and deeper. But now, Yang Yixue is drunk, and she herself may not know what she is doing, so why should he pretend to be himself to deliberately stab Yang Yixue.

Yang Yixue still pouted, obviously dissatisfied with Ling Muhan's perfunctory, she threw herself into Ling Muhan's arms and cried, "I really planned to forget about you and live again, I love you so tired, I can't hold on anymore." But I found that I really can't do it, no matter what I do, I just can't let you go. Woo, it's all you villain, you tell me why you treat me like this, we grew up together as childhood sweethearts, do you really not like me at all? ”

Ling Muhan hugged Yang Yixue for a while and didn't know what to say, for so many years, he has always known Yang Yixue's feelings for him, and he also knows that his indifference does hurt Yang Yixue a lot, but he has no choice, he does it for Yang Yixue's good, he doesn't want Yang Yixue to follow him to live a frightened life, he wants her to live a happy and happy life.

However, he didn't expect Yang Yixue to be so painful, she cried so hoarsely, and took advantage of this moment to vent all the sadness and sadness that she usually didn't dare to show, which made Ling Muhan's heart ache too.

"I'm sorry." Ling Muhan hugged the person in his arms tightly, except for saying sorry, he didn't know what else he could do for her.

Yang Yixue cried and shook her head, "I don't want you to be sorry, I just want to know if you really don't have me in your heart." If you have a little bit of my existence in your heart, then can you try to accept me, no matter what happens in the future, I will be by your side and face it with you, okay? If you really don't have me in your heart, then you make it clear to me, I swear, in this life, I will never pester you again, I will stay away from you, and I will never appear in front of you again in this life. ”

Ling Muhan pursed his lips tightly and didn't say a word, only feeling that he was about to suffocate in distress. He knows very well in his heart that he loves her, his love is deep, and his love is inextricable, but he can't give her any promises, he is a person who has no tomorrow, and no one can predict whether he will still be alive in this world at the next moment.

Therefore, he chose to let go, he obviously loved her deeply, but he deliberately treated her coldly, just to make her die for him.

As long as Yang Yixue can live well in the future, even if his heart is full of holes, he is willing to bear it alone. However, he can bear Yang Yixue leaving him to fall in love with another man, and he is willing to give her up to someone who can bring her happiness, but it does not mean that he can bear not to see her in the future.

He could endure the feeling of heartache and push her away, as long as she could live happily, this was the most important thing for Ling Muhan. However, he couldn't imagine not seeing Yang Yixue from now on, she was the brightest sunshine in his life, if there was no her, how could he survive.

"No, no, Yixue, you can't go, I love you, I want you to stay." Thinking that Yang Yixue was really going to disappear from his life, Ling Muhan couldn't help but spit out anymore.

Maybe it was under the urging of alcohol, or maybe it was too hard to suppress, seeing Yang Yixue who was crying hoarsely in his arms, Ling Muhan couldn't push it away indifferently, this was his desperate desire to protect the person he loved, if he wasn't forced to be helpless, how could he be willing to really hurt her in the slightest.

The corners of Yang Yixue's mouth showed a shallow smile without a trace, she didn't expect Ou Muqing's method to really work, and it was so simple to force out Ling Muhan's true words.

Probably Ou Muqing wouldn't have thought that this matter would go so smoothly, she just thought that if she really loved someone, she would not be able to bear to see her hurt by another man so wronged, and that injury was caused by him at all.

If he doesn't love you, then no matter how much you try to mess around, it will be useless, he will not feel distressed, and he will not be soft-hearted because of your crying. If this is the case, then Yang Yixue's insistence will really become meaningless.

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