After a long time, the man rolled over and got out of bed, took a shower in the bathroom, and when he returned to the bedside, he had a cigarette in his mouth and looked at the person on the bed through the smoke in front of him.

The years seemed to favor her, and did not leave a trace on her, and that face was the same as it was twenty years ago, but it had faded away from its youth and purity, and had transformed into maturity and charm.

He shook his hand with the cigarette, and the cigarette ash spilled on the wooden floor, creating a very discordant picture.

Time flies! He sighed, he had known her for more than 20 years! From the beginning of the green years, to the current people to middle age. What did you gain and what did you lose?

He reached out and gently stroked the woman's skin, as smooth as ever. Thinking of such a woman, this person he always remembered and put on the tip of his heart, but lived with another person every day, and that heart that was already full of holes became painful again.

He smiled bitterly, does it still hurt? He thought he was just a walking corpse.

After a while, he spoke, "Wanyin, have you really decided?" ”

The woman known as "Wanyin" opened her watery eyes and hummed softly, "It's decided, Ziyue, don't ask again." ”

At this moment, her voice was no longer as full of charm as just now, it became cold and ethereal, and it was more intoxicating.

Zhou Ziyue frowned, and pressed the unfinished cigarette into the ashtray on the bedside table, "Then have you thought about the consequences?" ”

Wanyin smiled, "You're not going to let that happen, are you?" ”

This time, Zhou Ziyue did not speak again. He didn't want to promise anything, and sometimes he felt so tired that he didn't know what he had been holding on to for so many years.

"That's right." Wanyin suddenly turned her face, and his silent face was reflected in her pupils, "He seems to be starting to doubt you, if you don't want to find a way, I'm afraid ......"

Zhou Ziyue raised his eyebrows and asked rhetorically: "What do you want me to do?" ”

Wanyin knew that what she was going to say next was hurtful, but she had to say it, she bit her lip, "Ziyue, you...... Get married! ”

Zhou Ziyue's body was shocked, obviously he had expected her to say this, but when she really said it, his heart was as if he had been pierced by a sharp knife, it hurt, it hurt.

"Married?" Zhou Ziyue repeated, feeling that his mouth was overflowing with bitterness, "Who are you marrying?" ”

Wanyin bit her lip and turned white, but did not answer.

"Huh...... Wanyin, tell me, what am I in your eyes? The things you promised me don't count, do you? ”

"Ziyue, you know, I really can't leave him......"

"But you can leave me!" Zhou Ziyue was angry, he rarely showed his anger, "Yu Wanyin, guess I'll leave you?" ”

He sneered after asking, and then said, "I'm so stupid, this answer is in my heart at all." ”

If he could leave and was willing to leave, he wouldn't have been entangled for so many years. is the most ruthless and annoying, this road is his own choice, and he regrets going on.

The room was quiet, I don't know how long it took, Zhou Ziyue finally changed his posture, got off the bed, paced back and forth in the room, and after a while, he stopped and looked at the person on the bed.

"Wanyin, if I say that I will get married, I will really find someone to marry, end our relationship that should not exist, and live back to the life that normal people should have, will you be happy for me?"

That being said, there was still a hint of expectation in his eyes, and he didn't know what the chances of this expectation would be realized.