141. Touching the sad place

"You..." When he succeeded to the throne, he knew that the Yuwen family was always a hidden danger, and it was difficult to uproot it, but if he didn't get rid of it, he would sooner or later be played by the Yuwen family like Yuan Qin, and I was afraid that he would end up being poisoned.

"Since the moment the Wei State was divided, it can no longer be unified, Gao Yang built the Qi State, and sooner or later this will be the world of the Yuwen family! It is a foregone conclusion that the world is divided into three parts. "This is the trend of history, it seems that no one can change it, and there will be a price to pay for going against the sky.

He didn't say anything but left silently, and every time he couldn't compete with her and left secretly, only in the dark night, in the dead of night, would he suddenly appear.

Looking at her sleeping face, quiet and quiet, it is true that she is not sleeping soundly, she should still not be used to life here, although everything is the best, and she is still sullen.

In 534 AD, the Northern Wei Dynasty split into the Eastern Wei Dynasty and the Western Wei Dynasty, which were ruled across the Yellow River.

Eastern Wei Dynasty, in 534 AD, Emperor Xiaowu of the Northern Wei Dynasty was coerced by the powerful general Gao Huan and fled to Guanzhong. Gao Huan set up Yuan Shanjian as Emperor Xiaojing, moved the capital to Yecheng, known as the Eastern Wei Dynasty in history. Ruled the area east of Luoyang. In 550 A.D., it was replaced by Gao Yang, and the Eastern Wei Dynasty lasted for 17 years.

Western Wei Dynasty, in 534 A.D., Emperor Xiaowu of the Northern Wei Dynasty entered the Guanzhong in the west, and the general Yuwentai welcomed him. In 535 A.D., Yuwentai poisoned Emperor Xiaowu, and set up another ingots torch for Emperor Wen of Wei, the capital of Chang'an, known as the Western Wei Dynasty in history. Ruled the area west of Luoyang and Yizhou, Xiangyang and other places.

In 550 A.D., the eldest son Yuan Qin succeeded to the throne, until last year (554), Yuan Qin was deposed by Yuwentai, Yuan Shu ascended the throne, and changed his name to Tuoba Huang, that is, Emperor Gong of the Western Wei Dynasty, that is to say, after three or four years, Yuan Wei will be abolished, and finally the regime will be replaced by Yuwenjia.

The army was victorious and returned to the court Wanyue was arranged in this palace, and was not directly taken back to the palace, he had never been here for a month when he first came here, and recently Yuan Yu often came to see her, sometimes once every two or three days, sometimes every day, every time it was after nightfall, taking advantage of the night not to be noticed.

The drizzle is like a broken bead sprinkled from the air, Gao Wanyue sits on the grass, gently holding the piano, the night is dewy, the whole body is wet, still closed eyes and does not care about the world, a song of mountains and rivers, disorganized, confused and unseen, what does she want? Affection for children? With soaring aspirations?

With a bang, the strings snapped, blood gurgled down her hands, and she looked up at her head with a sly smile on the corner of her mouth, she found the answer, yes, what she wanted...... World!

Looking up at the moon, looking at the sky covered with black clouds and not seeing a star, just like her mood is gloomy and she can't see the future, choosing to come here is her own choice, but why can't she get happiness?

She didn't do it if she wanted to change Gao Yang's ending of changing the country, she wanted to live peacefully with An Youju, but she still couldn't do it, now in a foreign land, if she wants to survive, she needs to be thoughtful, shouldn't she be alive in the first place?

"What are you looking at?" Yuan Yu carried the wine bottle, walked over from a distance, staggered, and smelled strong before he got close

The smell of alcohol.

The appearance of a drunkard, where does it look like the king of a country, Gao Wanyue didn't pay attention to him, turned around and was about to enter the house, wanting to turn him away, who expected, he threw away the wine bottle in his hand, picked up Wanyue and walked into the house,

Angry, kicked the door open, closed the door again, and put her still on the bed, Wanyue did not resist at all, and did not raise her eyelids.

Yuan Yu leaned over and leaned close to her cheek, so that she could see her appearance clearly, she had not seen her more and more beautiful for a few years, but she always felt different from before, "What else do you want?" Yuan Yu's voice was almost a low roar,

Reached for the belt of her garment, and tied her hands to the head of the bed with the outermost shawl.

Pulling the shawl on her body and tying her hands to the head of the bed, I thought she would panic, but there was still no wavering in her eyes, and the feeling of dying was exactly the same as the way he hated it.

The distance he was too close, the smell of fat powder on his body, the same as the fat powder on Gao Yang's concubine of Northern Qi, was very heavy.

The emperor's three palaces and six courtyards are very common things, she has long been used to it, but she doesn't like such a strong aroma.

This annoying smell is a headache when it smells, and Wanyue only likes the natural taste of floral and fruity aromas, or the faint aroma of fat powder, such a rich smell makes people breathless, more like the feeling of fireworks Willow Lane.

"Laugh one, you laugh one!" His drunken eyes were hazy, rubbing against her cheek.

When he saw her again, he always felt a little different, at first he thought it was because of the strangeness and embarrassment of being separated for too long, but he tried his best to remind her of the past, but she was indifferent.

Her expression was always a little sluggish, she didn't know what she was thinking, maybe she wanted to leave, but he would never give her a chance to leave!

There was no bright smile on her face.

"Give me a smile."

The corners of his mouth were smiling, his eyes were lightly closed, a slit was squinted, his fingertips slid across her face, her appearance was as beautiful as before, she hadn't seen her for a long time, she had a little more mature charm, and she was no longer the innocent girl she was at the beginning.

Seeing that she didn't react, Yuan Yu stopped, looked at her gaze, and said coldly, "Why don't you laugh." ”

"I don't like to laugh, I was born to do it!" Wanyue's eyes were even colder, that was the bottomless ice hell, it seemed that she had never laughed here, she didn't know, and she didn't remember what happiness was.

"You weren't like this in the past, where did that smile as bright as the sun go, why did you smile so happily at that time when you were in Hanyao Palace, but now you tell me that you don't like to laugh!" At that time, she smiled at him sincerely, but he didn't care, he thought it was a matter of course, but when she really lost it after separation, it became what he missed the most.

Whenever he is poor and about to be unable to hold on, when he thinks of this smile, he will grit his teeth and persevere, he for

Seeing her suffer two years of sins in Hanyao Palace, he tossed and turned after separation, every time he woke up from a nightmare, her shadow would appear in his mind, and in order to see her again, he worked harder,

Three points of the world, he occupies one of them, although there are too many constraints behind this scenery, the courtiers in the court, the internal and external troubles of Qi and Xiao Liang, he can't have a moment of slackness, but with power, he can have her again, so he has been working hard non-stop, and now he finally got his wish.

In order to justifiably let her stay by his side, he planned and calculated, and another two years passed, and she could finally come back!

She says she's not a night harrier;

She said that she was Gao Wanyue, she was just Gao Wanyue!

He thought about it, whether it was Gao Wanyue or Night Harrier, she would not change anything, so he asked her to stay by his side and watch how the rivers and mountains were all in his hands little by little!

"I can't laugh like this now." Wan Yue's hands were tied and she was forced to laugh, she couldn't do such a thing, for him, she was just the most thorny of the many beautiful flowers in the harem, and it was always best if she didn't get it.

Maybe they really had a heartbeat in the past, but after so many years, her heart was filled with other things and left him no room for it.

He was destined to be a passerby.

The past is like a yellow flower, and he doesn't want to mention it again, but he still holds on to it!

What he wants is not her Gao Wanyue, but the feelings that have been lost and no longer belong to him, clinging to that kind of thing that doesn't exist, it's really sad!

"Then what are you going to do?" Almost whispered and questioned her,

He is no longer the same proton he used to be, and becoming the king of a country can give her everything she wants! Even in this world, this is only one-third of the rivers and mountains.

What more could she want?

What does she want that he can't give?

Wanyue really couldn't tell him, why didn't he believe it, she really didn't want to look at him again,

"I want to ask you what you do? Is this what your majesty should do to treat a married woman?"

She admitted that she did have a heart for Yuan Yu at the beginning, but it was also ignorant when she was young, and she would grow up only after loving and crying, there is not only love in the world, but more responsibility, and her love has already become unattainable with the flow of water.

Everything was cut off with the sword she swung at him!

She is now just An Youju's wife, and she plays this role for the rest of her life, and she is proud of it and happily accepts it all.

"A married woman, a married woman," he repeated over and over again, even though she and the man were already husband and wife. She's beside him right now,

"Those don't count! It's you who said that you don't like fate in the hands of others, what about Gao Yang marrying you off

Will be willing! ”

"I am willing, maybe there was some resistance at first, but when he was willing to bear all the blame for me, maybe from that time on, I liked him a little, what about you? How could I ever say I like you? ”

The relationship between her and Yuan Yu is entangled, cutting constantly, rationalizing and messy, he hasn't given Gao Wanyue anything, so she doesn't know what he wants, she has no sense of security at all, and the feeling that comes with his heart is unreliable!

There are no promises, no vows, nothing between them! So why bother?

"Gao Wanyue, you don't have to deceive yourself, do you know clearly what is grateful and what is moved?" Turning her nose up at all her theories, she still acted on a little bit of feeling, as before,

Yuan Yu didn't want to hear anything from her anymore, "I don't need your poor liking, you just need to stay by my side, if you want to escape, I will pick the veins on your feet, and if so, break the veins on your hands." ”

"Do you just want a puppet to stay by your side?" Wan Yue looked at Yuan Yu with a loveless face, this is the real him! Even if he doesn't love you, he will tie you to his side as long as he wants you! "Yuan Shu, if one day, you are no longer attached to me, will you choose to kill me? You're really dangerous! ”

"Didn't you always know?" He despised and despised everything about her, the theories he believed in, everything he was proud of, was not worth mentioning in his eyes, and he was afraid that there was only the world in his heart!

Sighing lightly, she always knew that she just didn't want to believe it, "Yes, it's evil!" Persist in doing evil and refuse to repent, you are such a person! I was right from the start! ”

Now he always feels depressed, this government that has never had a clue, and the state affairs that can never be dealt with, only have a moment of respite from her, she can take off her disguise and get a moment of relaxation, just like when she felt with him at the beginning.

"Evening joy, evening joy, you say this is belated happiness! Now you should be happy! Because they met me. The corners of his mouth were grinning, and he had absolute confidence, but it was all wishful thinking.

(End of chapter)