Chapter 62: The Secret of Pregnancy
The aunt continued: "After I became pregnant, I found that the fetus I was pregnant with was different from other people's, it was always unusually turbulent, and I didn't take it seriously, but when I was pregnant to the seventh month, one day I had a terrible dream, I dreamed that a child was crying there, so I hurried over to see, and when I came to see, it turned out that the child was the child who got into my belly, the child was wearing a red hood, and it was very rare to be chubby, I really wanted to go over and hold the child in my arms. I went over and asked the child why he was crying, and the child looked at me crying and said, "My heart, my heart can't be found, you see I don't have a heart." ”
As he spoke, the child opened the little red cloth pocket, and I found that the child's body under the red cloth pocket had been cut by a knife, and the internal organs inside could be seen clearly in the stomach, but the heart was missing. I woke up with a fright. Since then, it has become more and more wrong, I often hear a voice in my stomach, a very clear voice, I was very scared, so I went to see the goddess with your uncle, and the goddess said to us, get a bowl of millet, sprinkle it with chicken blood, after seven hundred and forty-nine days, if the chicken blood is dry, our child will be saved, if not, then there is no help.
So after going home, we got a bowl of millet, put it in the jar, and waited for 7749 days, that day I was at home by myself, and suddenly remembered that the chicken blood had reached 7749 days, so I went to see the bowl of millet drenched in chicken blood, when I opened the jar, I found that the chicken blood of the millet not only did not dry, but also slowly went up the chicken blood.
Seeing this, I felt cold for a while, knowing that the fetus in the womb would not forgive me, I thought of death, so I cried, I felt that there was no point in living, so I found a rope and hanged myself in the persimmon forest, in fact, when I hanged myself, I thought about a lot of things, and finally cried again, when it was almost dark, I tied the rope to the tree, and then found a few stones, and hung myself with both legs.
When I hung up, my neck was strangled all of a sudden, I couldn't breathe, my hands and feet struggled, my mind went blank, and I slowly didn't know anything. I don't know how long it took, I felt my chest extremely dull, as if all the holes in my body were blocked, I felt my soul in and out of my body, the crying around me, for me, didn't matter at all, finally my soul floated out, I felt my body fluttering, as if about to fly, at this moment, suddenly a child screamed for his mother, I turned my head to see, the child was the one I dreamed of, I was stunned, just now I heard a child called my mother, Could it be this kid?
I looked at the child, I didn't expect the child to take my hand and return to my body, back to the body, I sat up uncomfortably, I couldn't see anything in front of me, I saw the child in front of me, he was in front of me, affectionately called me mother, let me follow him. So I got out of bed and followed the child, I don't know where I went, the child told me that he saved me, and it was he who sealed my nine orifices at that time, so that the breath in my body did not run, and I could return to the yang.
Tonight the child led me and said that he wanted to see his home, so I followed to the persimmon forest that is a small stone house, just arrived at the persimmon forest, the child was gone, I dragged a small quilt, looking for my child everywhere, just found the child, I met you and the dog, the thin monkey. That's the way it is, I can't figure out what the hell is going on, and I can't figure out how I can have so much energy, and I threw the fool into a tree and broke my leg, I'm really sorry for the fool. ”
I said, "Nothing, as long as you can come back, my brother and I are extremely happy."
My sister-in-law said, "That being said, I still feel sorry for the fool in my heart. By the way, bold, I beg you one thing. ”
I said, "Auntie, tell me something." ”
My aunt said: "Bold, the more my aunt thinks about it, the more sorry I am for that child, do you see if this is good, help my aunt to spend that child, although I don't have a real mother-son relationship with him, but this time the bad relationship can be regarded as a mother-son relationship." ”
I said, "Don't worry, auntie, I'll go tomorrow." ”
Then came the howling of pigs and the sound of people talking in the yard, and my uncle was killing pigs in the yard, and then my aunt said to me, "Go out and tell your uncle, let him keep the pig's heart for me." ”
I nodded, and my aunt said to me again: "Be bold This is a bad thing we have done, you save face for your aunt, don't talk about it, you secretly go to overdo it yourself." ”
I nodded and said, "Auntie, I'll go and recite the mantra to that child early in a while." ”
My aunt nodded happily, my uncle killed pigs in the yard, and my aunt's affair changed from a funeral to a happy event, everyone was overjoyed, and the beggar, because he had broth to drink, was also happy, and I asked my uncle to keep the pig's heart. At this time, it was already dawn, the villagers got up early, and when they heard that my uncle's family was killing pigs, they were happy to laugh, so they hurried over to see, everyone didn't know what was going on, and my uncle happily said to everyone: "Today I invite everyone to drink pork soup, put the pot on the street, and everyone drink hard." ”
Everyone asked my uncle why he was so happy when his daughter-in-law died, and my uncle said happily: "I tell you, my daughter-in-law is not dead, she is fine, and everyone is happy today." ”
When everyone heard the applause, my aunt called me to go to the back room, took out a few clothes worn by children from the cabinet, and said to me: "Bold, these clothes are made for children, you take them and give them to him, he has no relatives in the persimmon forest, it is very pitiful, you tell him, if you can be reincarnated, you must come to my house and be my son." ”
I nodded, and as my aunt spoke, she wrapped the pig's heart in a small garment, and said to me, "Tell him that my heart cannot be given to him now, but if he wants my heart, I will let him take it." ”
I nodded, took the child's clothes, and walked towards the persimmon forest, the small stone tower that my aunt demolished yesterday is the child's home. When I arrived at that place, I first made a gesture towards the stone tower, and then said to the stone tower: "Little brother, although you are not my aunt's child, but my aunt has already regarded you as her own child, today my aunt asked me to send you a few clothes, and this pig's heart, my aunt said, her heart can't be given to you now, if you want, you can get it at any time." Brother, do you think this is good, I will recite the mantra of the past life here, give you a superordinate, and find a good family in the next life. ”
After speaking, I sat cross-legged there, without distractions, and read softly: "The edict of the Taishang, the lonely soul of Chaoyou, the ghost of everything, the four lives are entrusted, the head is super, the headless is promoted, the sword is killed, the diving rope is suspended, the light death is dark, the wronged is surrendered, the creditor is wronged, the son of the begging son, kneel in front of my stage, and the gossip is shining." Standing on the hurdle, giving birth to others, being a man and a woman, and taking on the ...... himself"
I read and read and entered the realm of self-forgetfulness, the realm of self-forgetfulness, and there are generally three levels of realm. The first is the state of emptiness, which refers to the state of self-consciousness without self. The second is the realm of nature, which refers to the state of authenticity or spontaneity. The third is the state of thoughtlessness, which refers to the inconceivable state. The realm of emptiness. As the Tao Te Ching says, the Tao is the Tao, the Tao is not eternal, it will change with the cultivation of people, I rarely enter this realm, because the master said that my mortal heart is too heavy, and I will not be able to become the Great Dao if I kill in my life in the future.
When I entered the realm of self-forgetfulness, my soul seemed to be out of my body, and I saw that everything around me had changed, and the small stone towers had also become small stone houses, and in the small stone house in front of me, there was a child in a red hood watching and smiling at me. I looked at the child and found that I knew him, he was the child I saw at the door of the landlord's house at night, at this time the child had a pure smile on his face, he seemed to be an ordinary child, and then the child opened his mouth and said: "Big brother, I thank you, I don't want to go to the underworld to be reincarnated." ”