Tao Jiayue raised her hand to cover her eyes, the smooth skin under her hands, the warm touch made her a little stunned, she had lived in the belly of Shanghai for 20 years, and her fair and smooth skin in her early years had long been rough, not to mention when she was in a car accident, even if she couldn't see what she was hit into, she could guess that it was unrecognizable.

But now I don't feel the slightest pain in my body, and if I want to say anything uncomfortable, it's that I'm cold and uncomfortable.

Tao Jiayue suddenly realized something, and hurriedly got up, didn't even bother to put on shoes, ran to a shabby dresser, and held the only mirror in the room, in which her pale and bloodless face was printed, which was clearly her seventeen or eighteen-year-old self!

Tao Jiayue looked at herself who was only seventeen years old in the mirror, her teeth bit the tip of her tongue lightly, the tingling sensation on the tip of her tongue did not make her frown a little, and the corners of her mouth slowly hooked up a smile, it was good to be alive.

"Crunch ......"

The wooden door was pushed open from the outside, Zhao Suhua wiped the water stains on his hands, entered the house, saw the figure sitting at the dilapidated table, was stunned, and then reacted: "Yueyue, are you awake?" Do you feel anything uncomfortable? If you feel uncomfortable, tell your mother, and your mother will go to Grandpa Wang to show you! ”

Tao Jiayue put down the mirror and shook her head gently: "...... Mom, I'm fine, I used to be ignorant, and I'll never look for a short term again. ”

Looking at Zhao Suhua who was close at hand, Tao Jiayue's nasal cavity was sore, her previous self had no face to come back, and she never saw her parents again until she died, Zhao Suhua still looked like she remembered, with short hair that reached her ears, and a few white hairs occasionally popped out of her hair, which did not change at all.

Seeing that Tao Jiayue was rarely so sensible, Zhao Suhua's eyes turned a little red again, "It's my mother, I didn't take care of you." ”

Tao Jiayue shook her head and did not speak again.

In the past, I actually had a grudge against my parents, because my father was implicated in going to the countryside to go to the countryside, although here, there are very few people who discriminate against my father's status in the labor camp, but there are still some people, I am often in a place where adults can't see, and I am scolded by those children, and after scolding, I dare not talk about these things, and the dissatisfaction that slowly accumulates almost annihilates her.

But now that I see my parents again, I don't have the childish "hatred" in my heart for a long time, and some just regret it.

Tao Jiayue still has a deep impression of this incident, she wanted to commit suicide, but in the end she was saved by Qin Junyan of the same production team.

And before committing suicide, he overheard the disdain of the object of his admiration that had been hidden in his heart, and the pent-up emotions in his heart surged up in an instant, and he couldn't restrain it anymore, so he threw himself into the river in despair.

Since God is not thin on himself and is willing to give himself a chance to start over, Tao Jiayue will not commit suicide so stupidly anymore, there is no way to choose a person's background, no matter what kind of background, as long as he is willing to work hard, he will not come to the world in vain, why should he end his precious life for these things outside his body in vain?

Zhao Suhua's mood gradually stabilized, seeing Tao Jiayue's pale face, remembering that it was past noon, Tao Jiayue hadn't eaten yet, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Yueyue, you just woke up, your health is not good, hurry up and lie down on the bed, Mom went to boil white porridge, it will be fine for a while, and I will cook some broth for you later, so as to replenish your body." ”