Lying in the grass and wildflowers for a long, long time, my mind kept recalling the scene I had seen in the Sansheng Stone.

There are some scenes that I haven't had time to digest, such as a white hedgehog that flashes by, or a small snake that I wrapped around my arm, and then there is the booklet of the master family that day, thinking that I tore up the booklet, I have an indescribable complicated feeling, I didn't have much excitement, and the only thing that excites me is that after reading the Sansheng Stone, I have learned a lot of spells, a lot of spells that are immersed in my bones, and the spells in my soul are all excavated in an instant, a bit like ...... Awakening in the game.

Since some people are destined to go to heaven and can't come back, then, it's time for me to change my life.

I'm going to go to Tang Gongru, I owe him a lot, and I want to find him to pay off my debts.

When the idea came out, I pinched my fingers slightly, and after I calculated his position, I stood up directly from the grass, and then leaped, leaped, and leaped again, all the way from the mountains and forests here to the jungle over there, and then, silently fell in front of Tang Gongru, and saw the roast rabbit in his hand fall to the ground, and saw him have a moment of surprise, stunned, and then surprised, and then complicated eyes.

"Zhou ...... Easy ......"

The jungle is full of falling flowers, he was born a little stuffy, mixed with incredible, a pair of narrow eyes always staring at me.

I was in the midst of the cherry blossoms and asked him-

"You said you were going to stay with me until you gave birth to your first gray hair. Does it still count? ”

Almost as soon as my words fell, he nodded wildly: "Of course! But ......" He pursed his lips, his black pupils dodging left and right, as if he was hesitating about something, but in the end, it turned into a smile between his lips and teeth: "Count." ”

I hummed, stretched out my hand, squatted down and quickly grabbed his hand, and shook it, "Okay, let's work together happily, from now on...... I'll wait until you have gray hair before I leave you. "I don't know how I looked when I said it, but I felt tears flowing back in my heart, because I knew in my heart that I was doing this as ...... I was saying goodbye to Lin Zeyuan, but it was clear that we were going to be together, but in the end I still chose to let go.

The world says that failure is the mother of success, but they forget that success is loneliness, it is unbearable in high places, and it is not recognized by the six relatives, so I can't succeed after crossing more than 300 times before, there must be a reason for failure here, but I thought about it when I was lying on the lawn, and the biggest reason should be that Lin Zeyuan doesn't love me enough, and I love him enough-

Because he doesn't love me enough, he goes to save the life changer, even if he goes to heaven to be a demon king;

Because my dog loves him, I regret reincarnation again and again, and if I want to meet him, I have to create the God of Wealth again and again, and then give us the opportunity to meet.

So, we kept making mistakes and making mistakes, and we ended up here today.

And now, I don't want to love anymore.

I wanted to try to see if I could live without him.

If I can, then I will go back to the past, and cancel the tomb keeper of the tomb of the God of Wealth.

Of course, it's likely that even the current me doesn't exist anymore.

What will I be like then?

When I thought about it, I was out of my mind, and I didn't think of it yet, so I was dyed, and Tang Gongru's voice pulled me back to my senses-

"Xiao Zhouyi, I know, you don't really want to be with me, I don't want you to accompany me like this."

I was slightly stunned by what he said, and then, with a sneer-

"Please, I didn't say I was going to give myself to you, I just said, I don't want to owe you to be with you before you give birth to your first gray hair."

I didn't finish my words, in fact, to be precise, I don't want to owe anything to this world.

Don't owe people, so when you leave, go back to the last time you changed in the past, and let go of it...... Let go of everything.

I don't like to owe others anything since I was a child, and I don't like what others owe me, which is worthy of that sentence of grievances, but unfortunately, I later found out that we can't change anyone in life, we can only change ourselves, including what others owe you, in fact, whether people owe you or not, it should depend on whether you are willing to pay.

If you pay and don't get the corresponding return, you can only say that you are unlucky and have a bad vision, then it is necessary to stop losses in time.

I'm just unlucky now, my vision is not good, and I can't get the same amount of return for my feelings, so I have to stop the loss in time, reverse all these mistakes, and go back to the time when none of us knew anyone.

"Is that so?"

Tang Gongru was silent for a long time after I spoke, and finally spoke after being silent for a long time.

I hummed, and saw that Tang Gongru's eyes were dyed with a trace of sadness, but it disappeared in an instant, and then he turned his face away, and I also sighed silently, because I can see more and more clearly, see clearly-

Lin Zeyuan and I will never see each other, and we don't know each other.

To be honest, it's very painful, as if the heart was grabbed by someone, pinched hard, out of breath, and finally let go of the hand, but left a big scar, every breath is still throbbing, but it is also clear that if this hand is not let go, we will all die.

Yama said, I only have one last chance, the last time I can only choose to let go, I believe there is no better ending than this, or what I said before-

When you can't have it anymore, the best thing to do is to let it go.

Wounds will always heal over time, so be it, this time, let it go completely......

"What are you thinking, your face is pale and ugly."

When I thought about it, when my heart was like a knife, I closed my eyes, I was afraid that my tears would come out, and even if I hid my eyes, I still couldn't block the expression on my face, when Tang Gongru said, I quickly took a deep breath and opened my eyes in heartache, "I didn't think about anything." ”

He furrowed his eyebrows slightly, and said in a tone of disbelief: "Impossible, what the hell happened." ”

I turned my head to look at him, and then at the big but empty Lin behind him, and finally, with a wry smile, I decided to say it to him-

"He's going to be an immortal, and we'll never be able to, so ......"

With that, I crouched down in front of the rabbit he had roasted, picked it up and ate it.

This bite is full of mud and slag, but I don't care.

"So...... What the. ”

Tang Gongru took a long time to squeeze out these words.

I looked up at him, my eyes were still red, and when tears filled my eyes, I continued: "So, I'm going to break up, oh no, we haven't officially been together yet...... Actually, you know, it was I who made him, I assisted him, and became who he is today!

You know, I can see our future, I see that we can only be separated forever.

I ......"

When I said one sentence after another, it was like a balloon filled with water, and after poking Lekong, I couldn't hold it anymore, I just wanted to say it calmly, but in the end I still shed tears of sadness -

"I ...... I'm so sorry! It's a pity that I didn't have time to talk to him before the thunder came that day...... But! I don't want to hear him now! Because I...... I don't want him to have a trace of shame in his heart, I hope he can be happy to be a god and a demon king, so, so ......" I said, swallowing the rabbit meat covered with scum and mud in my mouth with difficulty, and closed my eyes when the tears were blurred, and let the tears flow into my mouth, the delicious taste mixed with tears was very unpalatable, but it made me strangely calm again, take a deep breath to level my breath, and put away my crying, I continued to speak lightly, with a smile on my face, and calmly continued-

"I want to break off with him, I want to ruthlessly and unjustly seal all the retreats of the two of us, I want him to ...... Be a fairy with peace of mind. ”

Even, I can't love anymore, I can't love him anymore, even if I love, I can't show him the slightest bit...... The last few words, I swallowed into my stomach, and then, I smiled and opened my eyes to look at Tang Gongru, only to see Tang Gongru with tears in his eyes.

I watched in a daze as his crystal clear tears fell from his black and white eyes, and it was my turn to wring my eyebrows—

"I didn't cry, why are you crying?"

As I spoke, I saw him wipe away his tears, bow his head to get the rabbit meat, and said in a deep voice as he did it: "The wind is blind, have you eaten enough?" "I choked up, and I was annoyed by his crying, so I didn't bother to stand up, and I didn't plan to pay attention to him anymore, but I still didn't understand, why did he cry? Of course, I didn't ask!

But what he didn't expect was that he took the initiative to say it: "Actually, I am distressed, I feel sorry for you who like him so much, but you are here to tell me that you have to break off your righteousness, and at the same time I feel more distressed and regretful about myself, I feel sorry that the person you love so much is not me, I regret that if I could have said it earlier, I would have misunderstood...... Will we ...... Very happy. ”

Tang Gongru said these words behind me really made my heart tremble, when my heart and liver trembled, I hurriedly walked forward, and he quickly chased after me-

"Where are you going!"

When Tang Gongru called me, I was walking under an old tree.

I was trembling, and I sat down with my back against the trunk of the tree, and then looked at him who was chasing after me and standing in front of me—

"I'm not going anywhere. Right now...... It's the same everywhere I go. ”

After saying this, I closed my eyes and pretended to rest, but my mind was a mess, there was Lin Zeyuan's morning and twilight, and even Tang Gongru, but no matter which one it was, it made me feel very uncomfortable

As I said, happiness has to be repaid, and even a hundred times and a thousand times unhappiness is repaid, "Mingming...... I used to be fine on my own. ”

I muttered, Tang Gongru just patted the back of my hand lightly, and did not speak, while I lay on the trunk of the tree to ponder my "ruthless and unrighteous plan", I kept thinking about it late at night, and I didn't open my eyes until I was sure that there was no mistake......

The night was deep and quiet, and my heart was cold.