When I say it, I feel that the whole world is gray, as if there are only ...... My blood was red, and they were rushing to come out, and I was turning gray, and I watched them not move, so I took the dagger myself, and when I raised it, my mind was full of thoughts of death.

Die, people like me, what's the point of living?

Waste, salted fish, tend to be inflammatory, lingering!

In the future, Lin Zeyuan and I will not only love each other, but even turn against each other.

Zhou Yi, Zhou Yi, I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place.

Now, if you die in time, you may be happy!

The idea in my head formed, and I cut the dagger down, and at that moment there was only my own blood rushing in my eyes.

But but—

"Smack!"

"Auntie! It's time to wake up! ”

"Uh-huh!"

In an instant, my face was slapped hard, and in the hot and severe pain, my face was knocked to the side, and then something was spit out of my mouth, and the blood red that rolled on the ground with a gurgle, what is it not blood jade?

And it's strange to say, the next second I spit it out, something weird happened-

Everywhere my eyes went, the scenery suddenly became normal color.

The colored caves, the colorful clothes and silks, slowly dyed my vision little by little, watching the colors cross into black and white little by little, and finally my eyes fell on the pupils of Fengyue.

"I ......"

"Auntie has finally woken up! It scared the hell out of me...... Is it better? He stretched his frowning eyebrows, smiled at me, a pair of gentle eyebrows and eyes, full of concern, I swept the corner of the corpse jade that fell to the ground, slightly twisted my eyebrows, vaguely remembered that I was holding a dagger, but later, I couldn't remember anything.

"I ...... What's wrong with me? I felt as if I had done something terrible. "The moment I said this, I was terrified, especially when I saw the tangled gauze on my arm, which was still oozing with blood, and some fragmentary memories and clear memories rushed into my mind at this time, those about the grave keeper, those about the life changer, and I said that I was going to die.

"You committed suicide, you couldn't stop it, and you were knocked unconscious in the end......"

After Fengyue finished speaking, my eyes widened in astonishment, "What! I killed myself! ”

When I said this, my heart was incredible, because the most disgusting thing about all the ways to die is suicide, and I once even said that anyone who commits suicide should go to hell, wasting his life given by God!

"No, no, no, my aunt listened to me, aunt, you have fallen into a vicious thing called 'Dying Gu', if you fall into this kind of Gu, people will have countless pessimistic emotions, similar to human depression, if you use science to explain, the principle of Gu worms should also invade the brain, make people no longer secrete happy substances, and at the same time emit pessimistic substances, making people go to the road of suicide and self-destruction, it is the most sinister Gu among all Gu poisons, and those who go under the Gu will also lose ten years of yang life, it seems that it is a person who wants his aunt to die!"

Feng Yue said that I was relieved and said, "So that's the case, I said how could I be like this......"

That kind of pessimism that suddenly fell into uncontrollable pessimism, I have been pessimistic before, but I have never thought of death,

"Auntie, do you still want to kill yourself?"

When Fengyue asked me cautiously, I shook my head: "Death can't solve the problem, only facing and being strong is the only way to solve the problem." ”

After finishing speaking, all the memories in my mind recovered, I twisted my eyebrows, clenched my fists, and said: "No matter where the curse of the life changer comes from, I must break it, in this case, ......"

In this case, Lin Zeyuan will forgive me, thinking about it, he couldn't help but clench his fists, and Feng Yue's eyes widened in surprise: "Auntie, you...... That's what you just said! You...... You know it all? ”

Feng Yue said this, obviously he also knew it.

I glanced at him, a little angry, angry that this guy knew everything and didn't tell me, but then I thought it was good for him to be around me.

But I also had some doubts: "I heard that I have been removed from the grave keeper's book, why are you still following me?" "Generally, after being eliminated, everyone will cut off contact, and the grave keepers are like this. Fengyue didn't seem to expect me to know so soon, blinked a few times, and couldn't speak, "Because...... Because...... Because ......"

"Tell me directly, no matter what, tell me directly, you only have this one chance, I won't be angry, and I don't blame you, as long as you ...... Don't lie to me. After I finished speaking, I stood up, I don't know if it was because of excessive blood loss, I felt lightheaded, Fengyue quickly supported me: "I said, of course I said, you sit down first, don't get excited...... Also...... Don't be angry! ”

As he spoke, I nodded, and then I stared at him to see if he was lying, but he didn't make any moves, just looked at me and said, "Then I'll tell you straight!" ”

I raised my eyebrows, waiting for him to continue, and what he said scared me to death—

"Originally...... I am an undercover agent, because Lin Zeyuan and many people have calculated that you are the God of Tomb Wealth, so since you know about the God of Tomb Wealth, you must also know that Lin Zeyuan wants to kill the God of Tomb Wealth, although we are not sure if you are the God of Tomb Wealth, but in the hexagram, the God of Tomb God of Wealth is 108 Zhou Yi! The Seven-Star Elder was very worried about you taking away the position of the Seven-Star Family among the tomb keepers a long time ago, so when he saw you for the first time, he left you to a pair of weakest tomb keepers to raise, for fear that you would become a big climate and be unfavorable to him, and you will know what happened later, in fact, you are not your parents' child at all, so ...... Our family is not close to you, and it is also because of this, because everyone thinks that you will be pushed out sooner or later,"

About my parents are not biological, I still heard for the first time, but, there is not too much surprise, probably because the family is not the same as me since I was a child, in fact, other people's children are trained, are training to training, back home is still a normal child, only me, to the house to be beaten at every turn, but also said that it is training, and later in the Tang family is squatting on the patio for three months before being discovered, if this is biological, I am strange!

It's just that what surprised me was that the Seven-Star Elder was a heaven and earth existence in my heart, but I didn't expect him to be afraid that I would take away his status, "Hahahaha!" I really laughed at it! ”

Suddenly, there were no so-called relatives and so-called brothers, and I was ...... in my heart In fact, it was a little uncomfortable, but thinking about the fact that the Seven Star Elders were actually afraid, I couldn't help laughing, but laughing and laughing, and gradually couldn't laugh, where was I really laughing, I just used laughter to cover up my sadness, and I suddenly didn't laugh, which startled Fengyue, "Auntie, are you okay?" Want to take it for a while? Is it that Gu has not been solved? ”

I knew that Gu was a black and white thing that made people's eyes look black, shook his head, opened the corpse jade in his hand, looked at him and said, "I'm fine, don't talk nonsense, what about you, are you still undercover now?" ”

Fengyue shook his head like a rattle, "I'm not, I haven't passed back for a long time!" I...... I think aunt, you are really good to me, although you are not my own aunt, but you are better than my relatives to me, that day I was on the execution table of Huangpizi, I thought I would die, but you appeared, you knew that you were not in good health at that time, and it was difficult for you to get up to the sky, but you climbed to heaven for me, and stretched out your hand to me......"

"But I didn't really pull you up."

I'll be honest.

He smiled gently, his eyes bent and shining: "It doesn't matter, the important thing is that you did it, and no one else did it." ”

My heart moved, because of his words, because he said this with a smile like a spring breeze in March—

"The important thing is that you did it, and no one else did it. I got ......."

I repeated, finally understanding what I had to do: "All right! Help me up, I'm going to find Lin Zeyuan! ”

I'm going to tell him I'm going to change this bullshit curse.

I don't care if I can do it, but at least I'm doing it, I'm trying, and no one else is doing it! But Fengyue didn't come over for a long time, just pinched the corpse jade, and hesitated, "You...... You better rest, Auntie, I'll get you food......"

"Stop!" I jumped off the bed at once, "Lin Zeyuan!" When he spoke, his heart beat fiercely, and in the spread of uneasy emotions, he couldn't help but say sternly: "Say it quickly!" ”

And Fengyue is really quick to say-

"He's married! The one who gave you Gu is Hu Feixue who he wants to marry! ”

He spoke so fast, faster than an arrow, pierced me straight through, though I had already thought of it!