Chapter 101: Lin Zeyuan, who can't fly
Above the sky, I looked down and saw Lin Zeyuan holding Hu Qianxue there, at that moment, without words or any weapons, my body was already cut by a thousand knives!
This liar!
Didn't he say formal marriage?
He didn't mean that Hu Qianxue had a daughter and two husbands!
He didn't mean to be with me sixty years later......
This liar!
I shouted in my heart, but I couldn't say a word on my face, only my eyes were swollen, and when I wanted to cry, I heard the voice of the young man who was a fire fox from the side, and he still said in a faint tone-
"I remember his last words was, 'I'm only going to save you in the future, and I'm not going to make you miserable again.'" Oh, mortal words...... Still don't believe it. ”
He mocked, sneered, and I was in the clouds, crouching, holding my head.
I didn't know what to say or do, I just felt uncomfortable and heartbroken.
And the young man of the fire fox asked me, "What are you going to say down?" ”
In the past, I would say no, let's go, don't be ugly.
But now—
I want him to be ugly!
He lied to me, and I don't make him feel better!
"Yes!" I said, wiping away my tears, clenching my fists, and feeling a sense of relief under my feet—
"Go, I'll see you here."
When the fire fox spoke, a feeling of weightlessness came from my feet, and immediately, I went below, and stood firmly in front of Lin Zeyuan and Hu Qianxue in their surprise.
"Surprised, surprised, surprised?"
I didn't look at Hu Qianxue, I just looked at Lin Zeyuan, didn't wait for him to speak, and continued to sneer-
"You know, I'd rather you didn't tell me those sweet words now, I'd rather you didn't tell me that you love me, you're going to protect me, you're going to save me, you're going to ...... Anyway, I'd rather you don't say it, because if you don't say it, I won't be as sad as I am now. But you did, and I ...... Believed......"
Just believed, I was betrayed, is there a worse life than me?
"Are you tired? I'm tired, I'm ...... I don't want to see you anymore, you go to find your identity yourself, I'll go back to my previous self, so be it! ”
I was speaking incoherently, I was so uncomfortable, my mind went blank, I couldn't think of what to say or do.
It is said that people in love are idiots, and I believe this.
I'm already an idiot before I'm officially in love.
However, dare to ask what can be compared in this world-
The lover said he loved you one second, and hugged someone else the next, how much more heartbreak?
And what scares me the most is not that I have lost him, but that I have lost myself.
Looking back on this period of time, the expectations I had, the pain I had, the sadness, all the ups and downs of all my life, finally turned into disappointment black and white, and finally failed, almost even the original self was disappointed, I don't know if I can find the original self? I thought, tears coming out, and I held on to it.
Lin Zeyuan is explaining-
"It's not what you see, I ......"
I raised my hand to block his and my view—
"Don't say it, I don't want to listen to you anymore that people expect and can't do.
I really don't want to hear it anymore. ”
His voice was a little displeased, "This is really an accident, do you have to treat one time as ten thousand times." ”
I was stunned by his words, put down my hand to look at him, and felt that he was very strange for the first time: "Yes, that's right, once, it's ten thousand times!" Lin Zeyuan, maybe you think it's nothing, but this is harm to me, and it doesn't matter to me that hurt, the most uncomfortable thing is that you have lost your position in my heart. You used to be so tall, incomparable, invulnerable, incomparable, but now ...... I have found that you are no different from ordinary people. This is the worst for me, I don't want to entangle with you anymore, from now on, we will go half of the road to the sky, as for the life experience, or what I just said, we will find out, so be it! Spare each other! ”
Anyway, Lao Tzu will never be a junior again.
I didn't say the last sentence, I turned around and left, walking, walking my heart hurt so badly that I wanted to squat down and cry!
But I didn't, because Lin Zeyuan's voice came from behind-
"It was really a misunderstanding just now, I ...... Forced by her, she said she knew your whereabouts. ”
He seemed speechless, and I didn't look back, not believing him at all, and I didn't want to hear what he had to say.
Oh! It's a bad thing again-
"Lin Zeyuan, do you remember, I once said a long time ago that what I am most afraid of is no longer trusting.
Now, I don't believe in you anymore.
Actually, I've been wondering what went wrong between us, was it because I was too nice to you?
Shen Xuanhe said that if he is too good to a person, he will not be cherished.
I didn't believe it at first, but now I finally found out that it was.
It's me who treats you so well that you forget and always ignore my feelings.
Lin Zeyuan ......"
As I spoke, I felt like I had finally come to my senses, and I finally turned to look at him slowly—
"Do you think, I like you, so no matter what you do, I will do this to you, I will still do everything for you, forgive you, as long as you ...... Say a few nice words, just like you just did. But you're wrong, my heart will hurt, and now, I'm ......."
I feel like my sanity is back, but in the end, I'm still red-eyed, I really didn't expect my love to come and go as fast as the lyrics.
"Don't say it, don't say it......"
Lin Zeyuan said, twisting his eyebrows and walking towards me.
I closed my eyes and turned around quickly, then shook my head and waved my hand—
"Don't say it, let's leave it at that, let's disperse."
After I finished speaking, I pinched the trick, and then the wind under my feet flew up quickly, and the speed of flying to the clouds was very fast, and I was afraid, so I didn't realize that he couldn't fly at that time, but chased and ran on the ground, and called me......
"Dead."
The firefox boy is still waiting for me in the clouds.
When he said it, I was still in a hurry, looking at him sideways, and for a moment I felt that his tone was a little familiar, but for a while I couldn't say where it was familiar, I just said: "It's not dead yet." ”
The fire fox said again: "If he treats you like that, you still don't give up, no wonder he will always bear you." ”
I said, "If you haven't experienced it, you won't understand." ”
I said don't look away, inexplicably, I just want to say what is in my heart to this strange demon fox-
"Actually, the saddest thing about me now is that a long time ago I thought I wouldn't change, just like he confessed to me just now, and I also felt that our relationship wouldn't change.
However, I realized that I was wrong.
Couldn't be more wrong.
People are going to become.
Our relationship was fleeting, and I ...... Now I have experienced a bad vicissitudes of life, and I have left a bad impression in my mind-
has become a person who was bitten by a snake and was afraid of the well rope for ten years.
I actually still believe what he said just now, Hu Qianxue is the kind of person who forces him to comply, and she can force him to get married.
But I couldn't believe him anymore.
I want to completely cut off my relationship with him, even if he said it, it was for me that Hu Qianxue was hugged, but I couldn't believe it.
I'm scared of any more setbacks right now, it's not good.
I instinctively wanted to hide, instinctively wanted to escape.
I'm scared...... Fear of the unknown future.
Before, I had never been afraid. ”
I continued to say one sentence at a time, and the fox boy listened to it one by one, and finally when I finished speaking, he turned his head and said, "I'll take you underground to play and relax." ”
After speaking, he grabbed my hand, and his hand kept shrinking into his sleeve robe, and at that moment, the faint oak fragrance from the sleeve made me slightly stunned-
This is...... The taste of Lin Zeyuan.