XXXIV. Poor Mother

Shen Jie is a southerner, and when she married Su Zi's father, that man was a businessman with some small money in the imperial capital. For many outsiders, if they can find a local hukou in Beijing, they think that they can settle in Beijing, and their future children will also have a Beijing hukou.

Shen Jie didn't know if she had considered these when she got married, and before Su Zi was born, she had already thought of the name. Su Zi, Sang Zi represents her hometown, and she, a girl who marries far away, misses her parents like her. In the end, she can only pin this homesickness on her children.

Before Su Zi was born, Su Zi's grandmother happily bought shoes, clothes, and this and that for her unborn child. Neighbors are preaching, "My grandson is about to be born." "The so-called greater hope, the greater the disappointment, the old lady is looking forward to Shen Jie giving birth to a girl.

After Su Zi was born, her grandmother's attitude towards Shen Jie took a 180-degree turn. Looking at the bunch of boys' supplies he bought, he said indignantly, "It's just a little bit off." It's a waste of money to buy everything for nothing. ”

If the disappointment of the elderly can be understood, some actual behaviors are not.

In the first year of Su Zi's birth, Shen Jie and her grandmother had a disagreement over the way of taking care of the child, and Su Zi's grandmother threw Su Zi, who was not yet one year old, on the bed like throwing something, and said in a disdainful tone: "Aren't you just interested in my family's money?" If you don't want to stay, just leave, I can't find this baby. "Completely ignoring the crying of a frightened baby in bed.

Shen Jie also had a lot of complaints about Grandma Su Zi because of this. In addition, after a long time, it is inevitable that I will have a disagreement with that man because of some trivial things. The child's grandmother felt sorry for her son, and taught Shen Jie more than once: "A woman's family must have the appearance of a woman." Don't always stand on this mountain and look at that mountain high. I don't look at my own conditions. ”

What are Shen Jie's conditions? A good-looking, standard southern woman. Although she can't be called a flower, she is by no means an ugly woman. How can an ugly woman give birth to such a good-looking Su Zi? Shen Jie graduated from a medical school, and after getting married, according to Su Zi's grandmother, this is the blessing accumulated in eight lifetimes to find an imperial capital, and even her children are stained with light.

Shen Jie was originally a doctor, but after getting married, she was transferred to a hospital in the imperial capital, which was full of talents, and she didn't find a suitable position as a doctor, so she retreated to work in a pharmacy. It's probably good enough, after all, it's a stable job with an editor.

Grandma Su Zi still looked down on Shen Jie. Yizhun Er decided that Shen Jie was greedy for the Su family's money and an account in the imperial capital. In fact, what kind of money does their family have? It's nothing more than a house. If you have to convert it into money, according to the current housing prices, the house in Xiangyang District is seventy or eighty thousand square meters, and the old lady's house of more than eighty square meters is indeed a lot of money. In addition, Su Zi's father's annual income from business is not low, which makes Shen Jie a money-greedy woman in the eyes of Su Zi's grandmother.

What about Su Zi's father's attitude? This man is a big dutiful son. Grandma said that Shen Jie was a money-greedy woman, and Su Zi's father said yes. Even the person next to the pillow said this, is that still wrong?

The relationship between Shen Jie and Su Zi's father is getting weaker and weaker, and in order for Su Zi to have a complete family, Shen Jie's grievances are also swallowed in her stomach. After more than ten years of this, until Su Zi was thirteen or fourteen years old, one day she suddenly said: "Mom, if you and your father are unhappy together, divorce, I will take care of you." ”

Shen Jie cried.

Su Zi knew that Shen Jie often cried secretly at night, and her tears kept soaking the quilt. This child is very sensible and wants to take care of his mother.

Since then, Shen Jie and Su Zi have relied on each other. Su Zi's father got married within a few months, and in less than half a year, a boy was born. Shen Jie pretended not to know anything about this, and only needed that man to give his daughter a fixed living allowance every month, and there was no unnecessary contact from then on. The living expenses are not much, only 600 per month.

Hehe. To put it mildly, what is 600 dollars enough? It's just a matter of buying cheap clothes.

But for Shen Jie, what is more precious is Su Zi.

This happiness lasted until Su Zi went to college.

Then, until she received the bad news of Su Zi's death.

Shen Jie didn't believe it was true, and when she came to Xia Nan University, Su Zizhen had really turned into a cold corpse.

It causes open head injury and rupture of various organs such as liver, spleen, kidney, stomach, and heart......

Su Zi died, and the one who said, "Mom, I will take care of you." "Wait for the cute girl to turn into a cold corpse and never speak again.

Su Zi is dead, it's true.

So many classmates in the school have proved that Su Zi really committed suicide by jumping off the building, and the reason is unknown. Even if Shen Jie wants to sue, there is nowhere to redress. In the end, the school compensated 200,000 yuan, and the matter was over.

She brought back Su Zi's ashes, did not buy a cemetery for Su Zi, and set up a simple mourning hall on the desk at home, so that Su Zi would never be separated from her again.

Su Zi's father and grandmother knew all this, and after angrily questioning and scolding Shen Jie for not taking care of Su Zi, there was no news.

After Su Zi's death, Shen Jie's mental state was very bad, so she left the hospital.

By chance, she went to the Lingguang Temple in Bada to make a wish to the Bodhisattva, and the balloon could see her daughter again, even if it was enough in this life.

Maybe the Bodhisattva appeared, and she met Lu Jia at the foot of the mountain.

So when Lu Jia said that her daughter had died unexpectedly, she was like a person in the water grabbing a straw on the shore, no matter how delicate the straw was, she desperately wanted to grab it.

Lu Jia tied a paper figure for Su Zi and told her: Within this year, Su Zi's soul will be attached to the paper figure and can maintain a human form. A year later, the spell failed, and Su Zi returned into a soul.

Shen Jie said: "One year is enough. ”

Yes, she didn't believe her daughter would leave her by suicide. Within a year, she must find the real murderer who killed her daughter.

Shen Jie saw Su Zi's memories through Lu Jia's spiritism, and she deeply remembered the appearance of the man her daughter liked, her mentor.

Shen Jie took Su Zi to rent a simple house near Xiannan University, and since Su Zi had a body, she could no longer attach herself to Shen Jie. During the day, Suzi does not leave the house at home, and does not come out until the sun sets. Shen Jie works as a cleaner nearby, and whenever she meets a student, she asks about Su Zi. But three years have passed, and the classmates of that class are gone, and after spending a lot of time, she doesn't get much news.

Shen Jie used all the means she could think of to secretly find the teachers of Xia Nan University and the information about Su Zi's life at school.

A month, two months, winter came.

Summer man's winter is wet. Shen Jie has lived in Beijing for more than ten years, and it is a little uncomfortable to suddenly return to the south for the winter. While sweeping the streets, her hand froze and cracked, and blood oozed out of it, staining it on the broom. But she refused to leave the city, and she insisted on finding the real cause of her daughter's death, which was the only thing she could do.

One day, while she was sweeping the street on the side of the road, she heard two boys passing by chatting and caught her attention.

"A few years ago, a girl committed suicide by jumping off a building in 609, and since then it has always been haunted......"