193. Life is like a big dream

She Gao Wanyue will not believe in the so-called fate, succumbing to fate is just an excuse for the weak,

Now she is in a much better mood after crying, and she always suppresses herself, which may really become a sick life.

Pushing open the door of this Tai Chi Palace, it was indeed empty outside, all the people were dismissed, looking at the towering and dark mountains in the distance, and also looking at the mountains and mountains in the distance, everything was so unreal, and it was so real.

A person slowly walked in the distance, dressed in silver armor, and his snow-white robe looked heroic in the cold wind of hunting, Gao Wanyue watched him come, and the first reaction of the crowd was to turn around and close the door of the Taiji Palace.

walked up to the man and said softly: "Young Couple, shouldn't you patrol the palace at this time, how did you get here?" ”

looked at him flatly, although he was a little apprehensive in his heart, and peeked at the situation in the Taiji Hall from time to time, he couldn't let him notice any abnormality, because there was still one person in that hall, in order to avoid these unnecessary misunderstandings, it was better not to let him in, after all, after today's events, the two people would definitely not deal with each other, and it was better to be rare.

"Passing by this Tai Chi Palace, I wanted to come and see you... Late, why are you standing outside when it's windy outside? He untied his robe and put it on her, but she did not refuse such a kind gesture of her own, and she was a little happy in her heart.

"It's just a case, come out and breathe." Gao Wanyue also felt very embarrassed, the two of them seemed to say politely, although according to the ancient husband and wife, they should respect each other as guests, but if you really like it, why care about those false courtesies, she wants to live a simple life, like is like, if you don't like it, you don't like it, so everything now is not ruthless!

Gao Wanyue raised her hand and pointed to the one in the distance, and said softly: "Look at the mountain in the distance!" ”

Once came to this Qi Palace, to see the mountains are mountains, and the water is water; Looking at everything around is very novel, it is a scenery that I have never seen before, maybe the prosperity of this world can really confuse people's eyes.

"That should be Han Lingshan!" An Youju looked at the place where she pointed out, he had also been, and in the distance he could only see a little peak at the top of the mountain, where the flames of the past had also been carried by the war.

When Gao Wanyue first came here, her hands were clenched into fists, suppressing her fear and fear, and she often sat on a stool looking at the mountains in the distance, and wondered what kind of mountain it was.

She also sometimes refers to this process as "Zen Enlightenment." When Zen has a view, he sees that the mountain is not a mountain, and the water is not water; When you see all the sails, the mountains are still mountains, and the water is still water, but it is just a contradiction between entering the world and being born, and if you want to understand the so-called true meaning in this earthly world, you are still just a layman.

"Yes, that's just a mountain!" Gao Wanyue smiled bitterly at the corner of her mouth in her eyes, it was just an ordinary mountain, and it was no different from other mountains in her heart.

"Mountains are also different from mountains, can you know Mount Tai later?" An Youju turned his face sideways, and his resolute face also looked at Hanling Mountain in the distance, although the name was different, the geographical location

It's different, but it's still different in essence.

"You know, in the former land of Qilu!" Gao Wanyue is also looking into the distance, the head of the five mountains, who is Mount Tai, the first mountain in the world, I don't know who doesn't know?

"When His Majesty ascended the throne, he also took people to Mount Tai to seal Zen... At that time, it was already a mountain, not a mountain! ”

Emperors have always attached great importance to the matter of sealing Zen, indicating that their imperial power is under the orders of heaven and no one is allowed to challenge their authority.

Gao Wanyue looked at his cheeks, maybe this was the first time she felt that she and An Youju could have the same thoughts, maybe this was what she often said that there were few bosom friends.

She had to admit that there were too many temptations in this red dust, and there were too many insidious and treacherous hidden behind the hypocritical masks, so Gao Wanyue firmly believed that what she saw with her eyes was not necessarily true.

Everything is like seeing flowers in the fog, looking at the moon in the water, like a dream, like a dream, like a real and false, the mountain is not a mountain, the water is not water, everything is an excuse for the ruler to confuse sentient beings in order to maintain his power, of course, once the world tastes the sweetness, it is easy to lose its way in this earthly world,

What follows is uneasiness, confusion, hesitation, pain and struggling in this mud, and it is not surprising that most people will sink into the lost world from now on, unable to extricate themselves, more like Gao Wanyue now!

"But at this time, I still look at the mountains and mountains..."Gao Wanyue retracted her gaze, and just looked into the distance with a light breeze, because she has experienced so many storms and blows now, maybe everything is downplayed, all of them are downplayed in this night, and nothing matters.

"Maybe you know what you want, right?" He looked at the woman next to him with bright eyes, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, maybe for the person in front of him, he would never be able to be angry and angry, and he was only willing to let her be herself, and do everything she wanted to do, and he would feel happy.

However, one day, he found that if she really left him, his life would return to the past, bleak days, she seemed to be a light in his lonely life, illuminating his future path, every time he thought of her, the corners of his mouth would unconsciously show a smile, and he had a vision for the future, but she became different.

"I... Should... You know, right? Gao Wanyue is also not sure if she really knows, but what she is thinking about now is the man in front of her, but she has been awkward because of the matter of trying to marry the palace maid.

But she also deeply believed in her heart that he would not be sentenced to death like this, but she couldn't convince herself that this incident really didn't happen, and what she was looking forward to most in her heart would really be? Since she came back from Great Wei, all she wants is An Youju, and no imperial power can compare with him!

may have been too arbitrary about the previous things, and ignored his feelings, everything followed his temper, and forgot that he should ask about his feelings, and he has always tolerated his willfulness and temper, and did not say much

What, maybe he is a person who is unwilling to express his emotions, just silently doing everything well, without saying much, more like a do-it-all approach.

"Young Baby, I..." Gao Wanyue tugged on her cuffs tightly, but she was always suppressing herself, not daring to say what she thought in her heart.

At this time, the door of the Tai Chi Hall was pushed open from the inside, Huan Yu walked out in purple clothes, seeing his appearance, the feelings expressed by the two people were different, Gao Wanyue was more nervous, tentatively looking at An Youjue's expression, but he was still expressionless, and he couldn't see anything wrong, he still cared about his thoughts in his heart, after all, in the dead of night, it was a little inappropriate for a lonely man and a widow to live in the same room, not to mention that in order to get rid of this embarrassment, he just closed the door of the Taiji Hall and didn't let Huan Yu come out. didn't let An Youju in, so it was even more embarrassing.

And An Youju looked at Huan Yu calmly, Huan Yu was still the same as before, no matter where he was, he was so kind and pleasant, warm as jade, he walked out and was personable, and said to Gao Wanyue with a smile: "Your Royal Highness the eldest princess, in fact, you have misunderstood the concubine, he and Hong Xuan really have nothing to do, that Hong Xuan's body is not perfect in this palace, you should be able to think of who did it!" ”

In fact, there are many things about the palace maids that are unspeakable, and it is difficult for them to contact other people in this palace, and the only suspect in this harem is His Majesty, so can all this be said to be His Majesty's affairs?

Huan Yu still talked about this matter lightly, with a word, he didn't stay longer, left this Tai Chi Palace, turned his back to the two of them, and a trace of loss flashed in his eyes, he once thought about using this matter to separate the feelings between them, but seeing that they were still in a sad mood with each other, they couldn't bear to hide it anymore, and they wanted to use this matter to inspire Gao Wanyue to break off their love, but after so many years, she has not changed a little, and she is still emotionally indecisive. So just be a good person, being able to fulfill them is the only good thing they do.

Gao Wanyue didn't know what to say in the face of An Youjue, and felt ashamed, after all, he was a gentleman with the heart of a villain, before everything came out, he believed in other people's thoughts one-sidedly, and he was convinced when he saw the established facts, and completely ignored his explanation, maybe now he was pale and powerless to say anything, for An Youjue, he has always owed him.

But just when he was at a loss, An Youju suddenly kept Gao Wanyue, the faint smell of soaphorn on his body came to his nose, and all the good memories of him surged up in an instant, it turned out that they could live so beautifully, it was because of their willfulness and arrogance that they became what they are now, and they missed it for so long, and there was no way to make up for the time that had disappeared.

She always owed him a word of apology, but these words were like a fish in her throat and she couldn't say anything, she just hugged him tightly with tears, so the two of them hugged each other tightly

I'm afraid, if I'm not careful, it will slip away quietly with the passage of time.

"Wanwan, don't cry, the last thing I can see is that you cry!" Although An Youju comforted her and didn't let her cry, but his eyes were shining with tears, and the tears slowly fell down his cheeks, and the man didn't flick his tears, and he didn't expect that he would cry cowardly, just like he could think that there would be a woman in this world who made him so difficult to let go.

(End of chapter)