156. Just don't be human

"What does this have to do with me?" He wanted to ask something more, but the prince behind him walked farther and farther, and he was afraid that he could only say so much and couldn't say anything more.

At night, she explained that Shui Qing went to rest in the morning, but she took out the clothes of the palace maid at the bottom of the box again, and she was a little loose and weak after not wearing it for a long time.

After changing his clothes and walking to the door, he was about to push open the door and go out, when someone pushed the door in, Gao Wanyue flashed to the side, carefully looking at who it was.

"Babyshit?" Although he was wearing a guard's clothes, he could still recognize him at a glance, Gao Wanyue happily hugged him, hugged his neck tightly, and didn't want to let go at all.

"Late, late." He saw clearly that the woman dressed as a palace maid in front of him was his wife, Gao Wanyue also hugged tightly, "Do you know how much I miss you?" ”

"I don't miss you any less!" It turned out that Gao Wanyue just wanted to go out to find An Youjue, and he happened to come here first, with a feeling of refreshment, his forehead against each other, so close to each other, the two of them were so excited that they shed tears.

"How are you?" An Youju looked at her, he was so thin now, he felt so light in his arms, he wiped the tears from her face with his palm, and couldn't take his eyes off him.

"I'm fine, what about you, how did you become a guard, Your Majesty is embarrassed for you?" She knew what kind of temper His Majesty was, and he would inevitably be punished if he returned to Yecheng alone, but this punishment was a little heavier.

"It's nothing." He didn't realize that his dignified seven-foot man would cry, "I wanted to go to you, but Your Majesty didn't allow it, so I knelt outside the Taiji Palace, Your Majesty was furious, and punished me as a guard to stay at the palace gate." ”

brought his own affairs during this time in a few words, and there was a bit of truth and falsehood between these words, and what pain he didn't tell her.

"Young Boy, I listened to His Majesty's meaning and did not allow me to leave with you, now is a special period, you and I cherish ourselves, you must take care of yourself." Now I don't know what to say, and I'm becoming incoherent, but it's important to take care of myself for the future.

"Late, late." He kissed the tears on her face, the salty and wet taste, her body had a little more medicinal smell, and the fragrance on her body had dimmed a lot.

"You can't be young...", although she still remained awake in this time of confusion, she needed to take care of her body now, and the moment she saw him, she also had to restrain herself.

"Your Majesty has arrivedβ€”" A familiar voice sounded outside the door, and suddenly became flustered.

"Young Boy, you hide first!" I can't let him know that the two of them still have a relationship, this is not only to protect him, but also to protect himself, after all, he has only gained a little trust today, and he can't leave it alone.

Hiding him in his closet, a large box large enough to hold him, he stood inside the door and whispered, "Why is my brother here, I'm resting..."

It can be delayed for a while, and try not to let him in so that nothing is discovered.

"Eldest Princess,

You can't talk to Your Majesty through the door! The prince on the side observed the words and persuaded with a smile.

"It doesn't matter." Gao Yang waved his hand, he was still a little worried, but now when he sees that she is still the same as before, she is unwell, so she doesn't have to get up to see the driver, and it is not good to linger in illness, "Just rest when you sleep." ”

"Okay, brother, you go slowly!" Gao Wanyue is like this in Gao Yang's heart, maybe this is true, give him a little sunshine and it will become brilliant.

"By the way, the dancing girl of your princess's mansion has entered the palace, and now she is the princess, let her meet you tomorrow." If she is bored in this palace, it is better to let her meet the old people in the past, but it will save some trouble, and she can stay in the palace with peace of mind.

Gao Wanyue was silent for a while, half of what the princess said just now was this and that woman, she remembered, Gao Yang heard the sound and asked, "Wanwan." ”

"Well, okay, it's good that my brother is in charge." There were tears in his eyes, that woman was actually not suitable for life in the palace, but now it was a foregone conclusion, and she had no way to change it.

She knelt on the ground to answer her own question, "Slave Wang, nameless." ”

Now she is still a woman without a name, and there is one more name for Wang Concubine, he still remembers that person is Hu Luxian who wants to give it to him, but he refused, and that night Hu Luxian's eyes have never left Wang's dancing girl,

Although such a thing was very common among the ancient dignitaries to give each other the dancing girls, or accept them as concubines, she didn't seem to want to give her out in this way, he was not a gift, but a living person, if she wanted, she could go out with dignity, even if she didn't want someone to leave the princess's mansion.

"Hey." Gao Wanyue sighed contrivedly, the years were hurried and unforgiving, and she felt that she was much older in a flash, and in the past, Hu Luxian would look for her figure among the crowds, she still remembered that in the days of the selection of the horse, he was triumphant and inevitable, but now for her, if she keeps a distance, it may also be because she has had such an endless throbbing and needs to clear up the relationship.

Gao Wanyue didn't give Hu Luxian Wang's hand over to Hu Luxian, but she forgot it in three or five days, and she delayed other girls in vain, so she still couldn't make up her mind, her own happiness had to choose by herself, if she had affection for Hu Luxian, she would be in charge, but no matter how you look at people, it doesn't seem like she has that meaning, and don't cut off her happiness with your own hands, now everything is in the past, there is nothing to achieve, and she has nothing to do.

It's just that Gao Wanyue at that time couldn't make up her mind, looking at Hu Luxian, who was a little lost, she didn't want to refute his face in public, she just told him that everything depends on Wang's decision, that is, she should want Wang to see her sincerity, what if she makes her own decisions?

An Youju walked out of the closet, hugged him and her from behind, looked at the strong arms around his waist, and also hugged him, if he had been like this in the first place

Lu Xian expressed his feelings like that, and there weren't so many things between the two of them...... In her current life, she is very satisfied with having him by her side, and she feels that all the hardships she has experienced before are worth it, because now he is by her side.

An Youju also noticed Gao Wanyue's emotional changes, and subconsciously clenched her hand, like a solemn promise, such a lifetime and a couple, if he is here, it is home.

At that time, Hu Luxian nodded as if he didn't understand, but now it seems that he doesn't really understand! The difference between him and An Youju is not that he didn't have the courage to help her without looking back when she was about to escape, but that Gao Wanyue saw An Youjue's sincerity, he was willing to exchange his life for a life, and use everything he had to fulfill her, even if he was scarred and unwilling to involve her, who wouldn't love such a person?

Although they are not good at expressing their emotions, Hu Luxian always gives up halfway, and does not dare to bravely pursue his love, and then knows that someone also likes the person she likes, and she quits silently after being wronged for a while, and she doesn't even know his intentions.

Because we understand, we are compassionate.

She still remembered the way Gao Yang slept in her arms, he was sleeping like a quiet child, calm and serene, it was difficult for people to associate with the absurd and tyrannical faint king, and he lacked love like Wanyue.

A child without parents can only be independent as soon as possible like an orphan, pretending to be strong, and he has his own life by pretending to be stupid, enduring his brother Gao Cheng bullying his wife, and enduring his brothers laughing at him.

But even so, Gao Wanyue also felt a little guilty, since he was his brother and his friend on the other, how to choose such an emotional entanglement, he didn't want to get involved, and now it was an irreparable situation, so let's make plans after meeting that woman tomorrow.

He is Gao Yang, in fact, he is also very pitiful, his father doesn't like him, his mother doesn't care about him, his brother bullies him, he knows all this, but he endures it silently, waits, waits, waits for an opportunity to soar into the sky, and is waiting for an opportunity for his current self.

He pretended to be stupid, concealed his ambitions, hid under his father's wings, obscure, hid under the protection of his brother, quietly, and later became famous in the first war and became a young general, his father died, his eldest brother Matsushita was vigilant, and the political arena finally belonged to him.

He forced Yuan Shanjian to abdicate, saying that anyone who reached this position would go further, but he was unhappy, he got power, got the world, stood at the peak of power, the height was unbearable, the greater the power, the more lonely, no confidant, no caring person, and only borrowed wine to eliminate sorrow, as the saying goes: 'Borrow wine to eliminate sorrow is more sorrowful.' Or take pleasure in killing.

The same is true for Yuan Yu, even if he sits on the throne of God, he may not be able to do whatever he wants, your happiness has nothing to do with power, but now he must get all his strength to take revenge, and he must have the power that can match it.

So he chose to return here now, Yecheng, in the beginning of everything new, everything must be in his own hands,

Only in this way can she bring down Yuan Shu, take revenge, and see her own light, and she can breathe fresh and free air in the sun at that time.

An Youju felt cold in her hands, her tears dripped on her hands, I don't know why she was crying, maybe it was the joy that she hadn't seen for a long time, or it was the grievance of the passage of time.

Gao Wanyue said hoarsely and slowly, "Young Boy, do you know, we once had a child, but I couldn't protect him..."

An Youju slowly let go of his hand, he had never thought about this, he couldn't accept such a blow for a while, hugged her tightly again, and put his head on her shoulder, "It's okay, Wanwan, you're still there, as long as you're still there!" ”

"But the child... Our children... It's gone..."

(End of chapter)