403. Depression
Xu Xiaoxiao in her previous life was disdainful of hype, and felt that strength was king, but now Xu Xiaoxiao understands a truth, strength and hype are not in conflict, and she did not deliberately hype, but someone handed the opportunity to her, and she just calculated it a little.
Besides, those rumors were not deliberately spread by her Xu Xiaoxiao, she just took advantage of them.
When she returned to the hotel, Xie Lingwei had to be with Xu Xiaoxiao, and Wang Rui and the other three were in one room, but Yang Cheng was not an idle person, and it was too boring to be alone in the room.
After a while, he came over and knocked on Xu Xiaoxiao's door.
"Don't look at it, it must be Yang Chengyi." Xie Lingwei said as she went to open the door.
When I opened the door, I saw Yang Chengyi's unbeaten face, and I didn't need to speak, I just pushed the door and went in.
"Xiaoxiao, today's business is done, where are you going to take us to play?" Yang Chengyi and Xu Xiaoxiao didn't know how to write the word polite.
Xie Lingwei slapped Yang Chengyi on the back, "What are you playing?" People Xiaoxiao are going to film, do you think everyone is as idle as you. ”
As soon as he heard this, Yang Cheng was also unhappy, it was obvious that Xie Lingwei was bored day by day, so he would ask her to come to the imperial capital together, but he was taking care of the café business in City B every day.
Now that I'm leaving my business behind you, it's unconscionable to say such things.
Yang Chengyi looked back at Xie Lingwei and said with disgust: "Xie Lingwei, can you be gentle, you are so fierce, not cute at all, who will want you in the future?" But you won't be able to get married. ”
Xu Xiaoxiao immediately threw the pillow in her hand over, "Yang Zi, you are too noisy, Nuo Nuo is bored at home, you can take her around tomorrow when you are free!" ”
Xie Lingwei experienced that incident, and she estimated that she was very repulsed by these in her heart, Yang Chengyi's words were undoubtedly rubbing salt on Xie Lingwei's wounds, although Xie Lingwei is now being treated by a psychiatrist, but don't risk touching the things of the year.
Yang Chengyi raised his hand and took the pillow, looking at Xu Xiaoxiao angrily, completely unaware that he had inadvertently hurt Xie Lingwei, "Xiaoxiao, why are you throwing me?" Am I wrong? Xie Lingwei was already very fierce! ...... later"
Without waiting for Yang Chengyi to finish speaking, Xu Xiaoxiao immediately threw another pillow over, and Xu Xiaoxiao's face became serious.
"Yang Zi, you talk too much......"
Seeing that Xu Xiaoxiao's face became serious, although Yang Chengyi was puzzled, he didn't dare to say more, and secretly turned his head to look at Xie Lingwei on the side, and didn't see anything wrong.
Xie Lingwei naturally knew that Xu Xiaoxiao was defending herself, and her heart was warm, and she could notice these details, but she had been seeing a psychiatrist for so long, and Xie Lingwei could still bear this little thing.
It's not as fragile as it used to be, if some things can't kill you, they can achieve you, Xie Lingwei doesn't want to compromise, so she can only win.
She laughed softly, a smile like a spring breeze overflowed her face, and she couldn't see the slightest trauma, she once resented the heavens, why did she encounter such a thing, so that her life lost its color.
And Xu Xiaoxiao can be said to be a ray of light in her dark life, illuminating the path of her life, so that her life will not be so desperate.
It was Xu Xiaoxiao who made her stand up again and gave her the courage to face her past self, which was a question she never dared to think about before, she originally thought that her life had already ended since that day.
"Xiaoxiao, then you can be busy with the filming time, and I will take Nuo Nuo around with Yang Zi tomorrow." Xie Lingwei changed the topic and signaled Xu Xiaoxiao not to worry about herself.
She is no longer the Xie Lingwei she used to be.
How could Xu Xiaoxiao rest assured, Xie Lingwei in her previous life ended her life because of this incident, that was Xu Xiaoxiao's unspeakable secret.
"Yangzi, you go buy us some drinks and come back, I'm thirsty." Xu Xiaoxiao was still a little uneasy, and she wanted to ask Xie Lingwei about Yang Chengyi.
Although Yang Chengyi felt that there was nothing wrong with what he said, seeing Xu Xiaoxiao's appearance so serious, he also seemed to feel as if he was really in trouble.
A girl's mind, sometimes boys are really hard to guess, Yang Chengyi is also puzzled, maybe he accidentally touched a girl's taboo.
After waiting for Yang Chengyi to leave, Xie Lingwei spoke, "Xiaoxiao, you don't have to be so cautious, my illness has improved a lot, and I won't be as fragile as before." ”
If Xu Xiaoxiao didn't know about depression, she would naturally not be worried, after Xie Lingwei died in her previous life, she had checked the relevant information about depression.
The scariest thing about depression is that depressed patients are usually the same as ordinary people, they seem to be happy and active, and they will only torment people in the dead of night.
is like Xie Lingwei in her previous life, she is a diva, her career is soaring, she often participates in various public welfare, Xu Xiaoxiao, who has always been in contact with her, can't see that Xie Lingwei has any depression at all.
She is so optimistic, she laughs and laughs every day, that is, after that incident was exposed, Xu Xiaoxiao was very worried about her, but when her career was seriously damaged, she comforted herself in turn.
Said that it was her previous past, she didn't like it, but there was no way to abandon it, she had already accepted everything for so many years, and she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with her, she was the victim.
That's fine, I've been in the entertainment industry for so many years, I'm also tired, and now I can take this opportunity to take a break and see the beauty of the world.
Xu Xiaoxiao still remembers the scene when Xie Lingwei talked to her at that time, her tone was not a little unhappy, her expression was not a little sad, but there was a faint relief, a kind of relaxation.
At that time, Xu Xiaoxiao naively thought that this Xie Lingwei had passed, and she did not find that Xie Lingwei was depressed.
Later, before she died, Xie Lingwei sent her a long email, which was full of her boredom with the world, full of her pain, and despair between the lines.
Xu Xiaoxiao couldn't imagine how desperate she felt when she sat in front of the computer and typed out these words bit by bit.
The most profound impact is the last sentence at the end of Xie Lingwei, I'm sorry, I really can't hold on.
In the end, Xie Lingwei chose to take a leap and end her young life, and it was only after Xie Lingwei's death that Xu Xiaoxiao knew that this girl, who usually looked very optimistic, turned out to be a depressed patient. 2k reading web