Yuan Yu ignored her words, this trip was not for her, and she didn't expect to meet by mistake, she was still as competitive as before, willing to fight with herself, but he was unwilling to continue such a meaningless struggle, and it was just a lose-lose situation.

Looking at her stubborn appearance, it seems that this moment is the most energetic existence, just to prove to him that she is not a useless person, and she can stand side by side with him with her own ability and wisdom.

But once a person wants to prove something, he has already lost, as long as he does his best, he doesn't need to care about others, the more he wants to prove his ability to others, the less he will be happy, and she is the same, in order to achieve such a goal, she has lost too many things, and that stubbornness is also blinding her eyes and covering the happiness she can obtain.

However, what she once didn't care about, she can't regret it until she loses it, looking at her current appearance, how much like she was at the beginning, she was bitter back then, obsessed with how to get to the pinnacle of power,

And now that he has really done it, he knows what it means to be cold in a high place, he seems to have no true friends around him, and there are no people he can trust, and he himself can't trust anyone, he always feels that those around him are flattering, just to achieve his ulterior purposes.

"Night Harrier... In fact, you shouldn't be obsessed with this, what is the difference between you and the kite at this moment? Yuan Yu turned her back to her, looked up to the sky and sighed, she was the same as the kite, she didn't hit the south wall and didn't look back, one by one, she could only make her betray her relatives, she used to have a lot of things, and now it seems that there is nothing left, and there is only that person by her side.

He turned around and walked without looking back, this road was so long and lonely, and Su Fang followed closely behind him with Huan Yu, because after all, there was no choice, since he chose this road to take the king of God, he could only walk without looking back, even if he ended up betraying his relatives, he could not turn back.

Yuan Yu also seems to be on this quaint road, making joy in suffering, looking for the only happiness to offset the imbalance in his heart, he has lost too much, and he has lost his true self, he thought that everything could forget the bad things of the past, and when he started again, those courtiers stood up again and accused him of His Majesty.

At that moment, he knew the helplessness of being an emperor, even if he was in a yellow robe, and all the power was concentrated in his hands, he also had things that could not be done and endless sadness, which he could endure slowly alone, and he couldn't tell others, because he was the emperor and was destined to be a high-ranking existence, if his cowardice was discovered, he would definitely be used as a laughing stock and spread around, so he had to disguise himself as a very hard-hearted person.

Everything he cares about has to pretend not to care, careless in order not to let people perceive his sincerity, so as to harm the people who are important to him, and slowly he begins to reject the existence of the people around him, as long as he does not with

Those people will not be weak when they come into contact, and they can only feel more and more lonely, unable to fill the blank in their hearts.

He seems to be able to understand some of those so-called tyrants, and why they indulge in beauty or alcoholism, alcohol can paralyze people's minds, and beautiful women can confuse people's minds, so often a mediocre emperor can't do without these two things, use wine to nourish himself, expand the harem, have many beauties to soothe the emptiness in his heart, and gradually forget why he sat on the throne in the first place and lost his ambition.

Even if he faces the person he likes, he can't protect it, he can only show his sharp claws and hurt her every time, the more he wants to get close to her, the deeper the hurt will be, and finally he has no choice but to send him to the road of Huangquan and execute him with his own hands, which is his heart hurts, but it is also a helpless approach,

If you are willing to cooperate with herself and sit quietly on the throne of the queen, you will have endless glory and wealth, and happy days are waiting for her, but she is paranoid and wants to go against the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty.

Now everything is just missed, and can only leave a lifetime of regrets, all of which are already in the past, become a good memory, exist in the mind, maybe in the dead of night after many years, will remember the original beauty again, but now in such a turbulent era, you must not indulge in the private feelings of your children, but also harm others and yourself, only ruthless and sober enough people can survive in this world, know clearly what they want, and continue to work towards this goal is the king.

Gao Wanyue looked at her departing figure standing still for a long time, thoughtfully, looking at the group of people who had gradually drifted away, he let himself go like this, he could kill himself completely, why did he want to stay alive? Do you want to thank him for his kindness?

snorted coldly, and turned around, no matter what the relationship was in the past, now that it is gone, there is no need to dwell on it, and you can let it go freely.

She looked at An Youju and said softly, "Youju, why are you here?" Is it to save me? Looking at him, remembering the scene of the last goodbye, I remember it vividly, and I couldn't help but feel distressed, since he was ruthless to separate from himself, how contradictory it is to be standing here now.

Just like Yuan Yu said, he can't see anything clearly now, it's like being in a fog, blocked by thick clouds and mist, he can't see the road ahead, and he can't see the existence of the people around him, and Yuan Yu seems to want to push himself into a desperate situation and take away Huan Yu, the only person who can be appointed, and all kinds of situations in the future need to be faced by himself alone, which is invisibly a great pressure.

She actually began to be afraid, she may have formed a kind of dependence all along, hoping that when she was poor and desperate, someone around her could give her advice, or she could think about everything and plan ahead for herself, and that kind of person was Huan Yu.

"Tonight, let's go, get out of here and start a new life, okay?" An Youju looked at her, one

Che seemed to go around and around and return to the original point, and started the original question again, if she could leave with her, I am afraid that it would be the happiest thing in the world, just like going back to the past, leaving all her identities behind to a place where no one knew, she was his wife, he was her husband, and that's it, there was nothing too complicated.

Gao Wanyue stood in place and thought for a long time, now there are only the two of them left, they look even more terrifying, there are corpses on the ground, the air is filled with the smell of blood, only the person in front of him is a familiar existence, and he wants to take himself away from this chaotic place now, they will only be two ordinary people in the future.

"Okay, let's go, to a place where no one knows us, just like before." Gao Wanyue smiled, with tears in her eyes, "But now there is an important thing waiting for me to do, and after I finish everything, I will wander the world with you, okay?" ”

Forced out a smile, her eyes wide open and looked at him innocently, this is what she can do now, tonight's events are not accidental, it must have been planned for a long time, if you can't return to the palace earlier, I'm afraid that there will be great changes, and then everything will not be under your control, it will become very troublesome, become passive, and at that time your fate will not be able to control yourself, let alone wander the rivers and lakes, chic and free?

"Tonight, do you want to go back to the palace?" An Youju asked quietly, "What is there that attracts you, is there such a great temptation in power?" ”

She didn't seem to be able to force herself anymore, and the disappearance of the last smile was slowly breaking down her last psychological defense, "Is it really just power that I want?" Is that how you have always seen me? ”

Some things were actually said to him in advance, and he wouldn't believe it, now the palace is about to undergo great changes, if you don't go back as soon as possible and plan early, then the tragedy of history will be repeated again, those people are no longer the words mentioned in the textbooks, but people who are living in front of their eyes with flesh and blood!

I have come into contact with them, and I know that they have joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and they are not heinous people, but this era has not given them a choice, so they have ended up miserable, if they can avoid these things in time, why not?

"Your Majesty is dying... What awaits Qi will be what will await Qi Guo, I won't say it, you will also know! Now there are internal and external troubles, those are brothers with the same surname, and everyone is not eyeing this throne,

The crown prince is young, if I don't support the entire court for Yin'er, you should be able to imagine how painful it will be for a very young emperor to be on this throne! It's like he's under the gallows and has a sickle hanging over his head every day, and he's so young that he shouldn't have gone through these things..."

But I regretted it when I said this, these are just things I saw from my own point of view, and he, as if he had never stood in his point of view, put himself in his shoes!

That's what he used to do

Your Majesty of Loyalty, but now it seems that it has also caused him a lot of damage, regardless of the previous courtesy and grace, now he is also ruined, it can also be said that his wife is separated, he is also alone, there is nothing, what he has always wanted to protect has been defeated after all, since there is no thing he wants to protect, then there is no point in his existence now, so he has always wanted to leave.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I haven't been able to think so much about you from your point of view, but after all, they are my family, even if Your Majesty has done so many excessive things to you, I can't do anything, or even be by your side, please believe that after I finish this matter, we will live in seclusion in the mountains, okay?"

(End of chapter)