It was dusk when I came back from Gao Yang, and when I came back from dinner, the sky gradually darkened, so that Hongxuan went to rest early, and she also untied her clothes and drank alone in the courtyard.

The scenery of this Yecheng is in full swing, making people linger, the daily full life, or feel a little lonely in the heart, there are not a lot of things to deal with day by day, busy until dark to deal with all of them, but in the dead of night, sitting alone in this courtyard, will always feel a little lonely.

When she saw the figure, all her worries were washed away, "You're here, you're here." ”

Filled the two wine glasses on the table with wine and pushed them in front of him, thinking that the scene of two people drinking under the moon like this is not common.

"Late, you're not in good health, you shouldn't be blowing wind and drinking here." Ann drank the two wine glasses in front of her, so that she would not touch the clear wine.

"If you don't get in the way, just let me be willful for once." The silver-gray eyes were drunk, thinking about how he had drunk a lot of wine before he came.

Tonight, only tonight, Gao Wanyue wants to be unbridled and willful to get drunk, she has everything now, supreme power, the glory of the harem, and the scenery in front of people, but she is not happy under this gorgeous appearance.

"Do you know that sometimes I just want to be a little woman who can rely on others, I don't have to worry about anything, and I live a simple and carefree life every day..."

"Evening, let's go, get out of here and live the life you want!" An Youju wanted to take her away, just like the days in Xihe County, carefree, she was so innocent and happy, and that kind of life was probably the life she dreamed of.

"Why don't you understand? The world is so big, where can we go?

Under the whole world, it is not the king's land, the shore of the land, it is not the king's minister, no matter where we go, one day we will be found back by him! Only if I firmly grasp the situation can I really do what I want! ”

She already knew this when she came back from Da Wei! Without the support of power, everything is empty talk, so everything will be shattered, as long as you have tasted power, you will not be able to extricate yourself!

This feeling is like a poppy, everyone hears of it, but it is a bewitching and beautiful existence, with a slender body, a delicate stem and a gorgeous flower, and makes people forget its dangers, its beauty is a demagogic weapon, can make people forget sorrow, pain and fear for a short time.

Just like power, when people are attracted to it and indulge in the happiness and glory it brings, it will turn into a sharp sword, directly inserting people's hearts and lungs, withering in anesthesia, and destroying in psychedelia, which is like the beauty brought by confusion, both true and false.

The beauty of the poppy is fascinating, just like the thousands of miles of rivers and mountains that make people yearn for it, and they don't want to look back, like a trap full of temptation, so that people know that a step forward will be

Falling into the abyss of no return, you have to take risks for it, just like the devil's flower, you don't know the love and hate in it.

In fact, the poppy itself does not have any fragrance, so it does not have the quality of seduction, but those human beings with unclean hearts have extended their evil hands to it and let it bear the infamy that should belong to others.

"Wanwan, do whatever you want..."An Youju didn't know what else to say to comfort her wounded heart, knowing that after she lost her child, it was like a different person, extremely insecure, and what she wanted to do was up to her temperament, but she didn't change at all.

He got up and wanted to leave, but when he turned around, Gao Wanyue's eyes widened in disbelief, An Youju would leave her alone one day, would he even have to leave him who had always supported him? Going to the top is the consequence of the rebellion of the people, and this can never be changed?

She couldn't stand An Youju wanting to leave her, so she hugged him tightly from behind, "Youyou, don't go, don't leave me alone in this palace!" ”

Gao Wanyue didn't dare to imagine what life would be like without him in this palace, it was still full of cunning and calculation, and she was also isolated, no one would protect her, and she fell into the trap of others step by step.

"How so? It's late, it's getting late, let's rest early. "Maybe they have different opinions, but no matter what, they can't throw herself in this deep palace, she looks so weak and weak, and her body temperature is the opponent of the people in the deep palace, it has been like this before, and it will be like this in the future.

"Would you like to stay?" Gao Wanyue leaned her head on his back, her hands wrapped tightly around his waist, she had been numbed by alcohol, she didn't know what she was talking about, if she was sober, she would never say such a thing.

"Okay, I'll be with you." As soon as An Youjue said this, Gao Wanyue slowly let go of his hand, he wiped away the tears on her cheeks, and kissed her cheeks gently, what a strong person his wife used to be, but now she can be so gentle, it can be seen what she has suffered.

The corners of Gao Wanyue's mouth smiled, but now that she looked at the person in front of her, her husband, why did she feel a little strange? Was it really because of her pleas that he agreed to stay tonight? But when she came back this time, she didn't seem to feel the so-called love from him, but a stranger, maybe she didn't see each other for too long to have this illusion.

She doesn't want to believe it, and she doesn't believe that her former beloved will change her mind because of this, there is no reason! Her appearance is the same as before, but her eyes have become darker, and the brilliance like glass will be even more moving under this moonlight.

When he carried them into the house, she felt that someone was peeking at them from a distance, and who would it be in the dead of night?

Huan Yu in the distance saw everything in his eyes, maybe he was looking at tonight as a bystander now

Things, he could see the uneasiness and hesitation in Gao Wanyue's heart, Hongxuan hid in the dark and quietly observed them, the jealousy and hatred in his heart, as well as the unbearable and so-called worry in An Youjue's heart.

The praying mantis catches the cicada, the yellow finch is behind, he is now far away, condescendingly to see all these things clearly, and he only smiles at the corners of his mouth, some things are afraid that the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear, he can understand the things, but now Gao Wanyue can't be known,

He poured all the bitter water in the medicine bowl in his hand on the ground, yes, why did he bother to do this when you were in the middle of my life? After all, this medicine is a rejected existence.

People in the world are just pursuing sweetness and happiness, and they are trying to forget the pain, just like this black medicinal juice, avoiding illness and avoiding medical treatment, and the bitter taste around the throat lingers in people's hearts.

Inside the house, Gao Wanyue clearly felt the heat and joy of this reunion, like the last carnival, sweating wantonly, she obediently snuggled in his arms, in the dark, they didn't speak, there were no gentle words, only the sound of gasping, she couldn't see his expression clearly, but she could also feel his desire from the body, as well as the dripping sweat on his body, maybe this was a feeling of a long time for each other.

Until everything calmed down, An Youju fell asleep deeply, and a bitter tear slipped from the corner of Gao Wanyue's eyes, maybe she herself understood that there was indeed something wrong with their relationship, but there was no accurate answer to all this, and she didn't know what went wrong, and she didn't know how to correct it, so she could only change herself as much as possible, and hugged him with her tenderness.

Maybe everything tonight is the last feast, there is no banquet in the world, there will be a day when it ends, and the efforts you have made want to drink to quench your thirst, when can you get it?

Drinking to quench her thirst, just like the man in purple, is still alive and breathing, and she is the same, everyone wants to live in this world, live decently, and live better, only by skillfully using their minds can they get everything today.

The cold moonlight outside the window shone into the house, a little more cold, she snuggled up to An Youju's chest, hugged his shoulder, and fell asleep with a smile, she couldn't sleep for a long time, and finally felt that something was missing without him by her side.

At dawn, when he left before dawn, still leaving a kiss on her forehead, she knew everything, but she was silent, because she didn't know what to say, so it was better to be silent.

Hongxuan walked in with Qing Shui, looked at everything messy on the ground, and bit her lip lightly, Her Royal Highness the eldest princess is just the same person as her, even if the scenery in front of people is infinite, she has such a humble side, no different from herself? It's just a good fetus, if it's a slave like herself, who will take a second look?

She put the basin on the table, threw a towel, and the sound of dripping water woke her up, she always vaguely after the red line left, the red silk was different, a hazy and indescribable feeling.

"What time is it? Red silk. She sat up lazily

, the body is sore, and there are still traces of last night's joy in his neck, always reminding himself that it was a real thing.

"Back to the eldest princess, Your Majesty is about to get down early..."She handed the towel to her, clearly saw the bruise on her neck, and just said quietly, "Earlier, Gongzi Huan came, and when he saw that you were still asleep, he went back, leaving only a bowl of soup and medicine, and let the slave wait for you to get up and take it." ”

Gao Wanyue nodded, "Then you go and heat up the medicine first." "Her own body knows very well, and she is still very weak, and she always feels weak, and now she needs Huan Yu to help her recuperate.

I quickly got dressed, sat in front of the dresser, looked at the red marks on my neck, and was worried, but I still couldn't cover it completely with fat powder.

I rummaged through the cabinets in the house and found a silver ribbon, so I tied it around my neck and made a bow to cover it, even if I wanted to cover it, I couldn't let others see it, how unspeakable...

About half an hour later, and when Hongxuan brought the bowl of medicine, the familiar breath came to her face, and she remembered the bitter taste, and poured all the medicine soup on the ground.

"Eldest Princess, what are you doing here?" Hongxuan didn't understand the situation and asked in surprise.

(End of chapter)