Chapter 177: Goodbye is enough
Lan Zijin was lying in the Yunxian Pavilion, and she thought a lot.
She is a person who has recovered the memory of her previous life, her past life was scarred and devastated, and it is precisely because of everything in her previous life that she wants to cherish BOC Luo Chu even more.
In his world, Lan Zijin may only be a few faces, and his love is definitely not so deep, maybe what he likes is just beauty.
Perhaps, she should make everything clear to BOC Luochu, instead of saying goodbye.
Perhaps, she wanted to wait for a while before going out to see how far Bank of China Luo Chu and Blue Butterfly would develop.
Once Bank of China Luo Chu was entangled because of Lan Zijin's past, she has now reincarnated in a lifetime, if there is no memory of her previous life, then she is still a blank slate.
But her memory is restored, she is not a blank slate, she is still a person who owns the past.
"Lan Zijin."
Outside the door of Yunxian Pavilion, he suddenly remembered the voice of the king of the Bank of China, and Lan Zijin asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Luo Chu is here, he is calling you in the cave, do you want to go out and meet him." Bank of China Wang Quan asked.
Lan Zijin didn't think about it and replied directly: "Don't." ”
"Okay then."
The king of the Bank of China turned around and left, but Lan Zijin chased him out.
"Wait!"
Wang Quan tilted his head slightly and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"I decided to meet him."
Lan Zijin seems to have made up his mind, but he is actually struggling inside.
"Okay."
The king of the Bank of China waved his sleeves, and Lan Zijin returned to the cave in the East Barren Mountain.
Bank of China Luo Chu was sitting on the stone bench in disappointment, and Lan Zijin said, "Do you have something to do with me?" ”
Bank of China Luo Chu ran to her side and grabbed her hand and asked, "Zijin, why didn't you say goodbye?" ”
"Guess?"
Lan Zijin looked at him intently, and Bank of China Luo Chu buried his head and said, "I, I don't know." ”
"Because, you are responsible for the blue butterfly." Lan Zijin replied.
Bank of China Luo Chu was stunned and asked, "You know everything?" ”
Lan Zijin sneered lightly and said, "Blue Butterfly has traveled thousands of mountains and rivers for you, and has experienced thousands of hardships and dangers, of course you are responsible for her." ”
"Zijin...... You ......"
"I'm very confused, the blue butterfly was actually brought to Luofu by me."
Bank of China Luo Chu said: "Even so, then you shouldn't leave like this!" ”
"So what do you think I should do?" Lan Zijin asked.
"I'm responsible for Blue Butterfly, it doesn't mean that the two of us can't be together, I will still marry you as a wife, don't worry, I will definitely be good to you!"
Lan Zijin shook off his hand, his eyes were slightly red, and said, "You who haven't recovered the memories of your previous life may not know me well enough." ”
"What do you mean?"
"The reason why I left Dongfang Luoyu and chose you is because I can't share the same man with other women, Dongfang Luoyu is a king, he has countless concubines in his harem, and even has children with others, these are all unacceptable to me, you are now telling me that you are responsible for Blue Butterfly and then you want to marry me? Hum...... BOC Luochu, let's stop here, you can go. ”
Bank of China Luo Chu didn't understand, why Lan Zijin couldn't accept that he had Blue Butterfly and her at the same time? Without recovering his memory, not only did he not love deeply enough, but he didn't know even the most taboo thing about Lan Zijin.
"Zijin ......"
Bank of China Luo Chu was a little helpless, Lan Zijin was even more heartbroken, she is now a Lan Wei Fairy, there is no magic power on her body, even if she has, she can't wake up Bank of China Luo Chu, who is a saint.
"Bank of China Luo, I know, you have no memory, so you don't love me enough. You don't know what we all went through together in the last life. I naively thought that you would really like me alone even if you didn't have any memory, as you said, but you didn't ......"
Lan Zijin choked up, and Bank of China Luo Chu hugged him and said, "No, Zijin, I love you......"
Lan Zijin asked, "Then do you love Blue Butterfly?" ”
Bank of China Luo Chu did not reply, and Lan Zijin also had an answer in his heart.
Lan Zijin pushed away Bank of China Luo Chu and said, "I finally understand that in fact, you haven't changed, you are you." Oriental Loki ...... BOC Luo Fu ...... Hehe......"
"Zijin ......"
"If, if I hadn't recovered my memory, I would have treated you like I had in my previous life, rejected you like that, ridiculed and ridiculed you like that, and didn't care about you like that...... Perhaps, maybe you'll really fall in love with me...... But no...... I think of you, because my obsession in my last life was too deep......"
"Zijin, I'm sorry, can you forgive me?"
Lan Zijin took a few steps back, wiped his tears and said, "No." From now on, I officially announce that we are directly finished. It is also from this moment that you and I no longer have the cause and effect of our past lives, nor do we have disputes in this life. You can live the life you want, and you're as happy as you are without me. Bank of China Luo, recognize yourself, you don't love me that much. ”
"Does it really have to be like this?" BOC Luo's heart is like a knife.
"Really, I've always said the same. Let's go......"
Bank of China Luo Chu realized at this moment that he had completely lost Lan Zijin, just like Dongfang Luoyu.
From the moment he met Lan Zijin when he was fifteen years old, he never thought that Lan Zijin would not want him. I never thought that there would be a woman in this world who gave up on him and rejected him.
It can be seen from Lan Zijin's resolute expression that Lan Zijin will not look back, but Bank of China Luo Chu knows that she is also in pain.
"Zijin, goodbye......"
Bank of China Luo Chu left in frustration, his back was very lonely, Lan Zijin said to him: "You don't have to say goodbye, just say goodbye." ”
Bank of China Luo Chu paused for a while, and finally left according to Lan Zijin's wishes.
Lan Zijin looked at his back and cried, God knows how much she loves this man, God knows how reluctant she is, but she has to do it.
"Oh, little beauty, it's so pitiful......"
The king of the Bank of China came to her side at some point, Lan Zijin raised his arm and wiped his tears with his sleeve, his eyes were already red and swollen.
"Lan Zijin, why are you doing this? Isn't it normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines? He likes you and he likes that blue butterfly, how good it is for the three of you to be together! ”
The king of the Bank of China has never experienced love, of course he doesn't understand it, and all he knows is what it is on paper.
"You know what?" Lan Zijin snorted coldly.
"I don't know, you can tell me......"
Lan Zijin looked into the distance and said, "He can have three wives and four concubines, but there must be no me among these three wives and four concubines." ”
"Why?" Bank of China Wang Quan asked.
"Because I've had enough of what I once had in the palace of the East. It's too painful to share the same man with other women...... Women are jealous, and I'm no exception. You don't know what it's like to wait until it's dark until dawn, and what it's like to repeat it every night......"
"Impossible, aren't you just two people? You, and Blue Butterfly. ”
"And after that? Since he can marry two, there will be a third, a fourth, and a fifth...... By doing so, he completely proves that he doesn't love me enough. I just want a man, a man who belongs only to me...... I chose Dongfang Luoqi, in the end it was my mistake. ”
Wang Quan sighed and said, "Okay, what are you going to do now?" ”
"Go back to Yunquan and understand life."
"Good ......"
The king of the Bank of China took Lan Zijin back to the Yunquan Space Enchantment, and Lan Zijin asked, "Is there any wine?" ”
"Uh...... I can turn two altars out......"
"Change?" Lan Zijin was surprised.
"Yes. Well, yes, that's right. The king of the Bank of China replied.
Lan Zijin shook his head helplessly and said, "Let's go, go out with me to buy." ”
"You go and ...... yourself"
"I won't, you go with me ......"
"I won't go, I made a vow to myself that I won't go out of the East Barren Mountain in this life."
Lan Zijin sneered and said, "You really made a powerful oath for yourself!" ”
"Uh......"
Lan Zijin casually conjured up a fire and said, "If you don't accompany me, I will burn Yunquan!" ”
"Don't make a fuss, it took me a long time to make it!"
"I didn't mess with you, I did what I said."
"Oops! I'm afraid of you, just go! ”
The king of the Bank of China took Lan Zijin to the downtown area, and Lan Zijin walked in front silently, without any joy. The king of the Bank of China was a little puzzled, since he had already accompanied her, why was she still so sullen? It's hard to guess what a woman thinks.
"Why do you have to let me come with you?" Bank of China Wang Quan asked.
"No, why ......," Lan Zijin replied.
The downtown is on a bustling street, and a few steps further away is Yanxiang Building, according to the consistent practice of the Bank of China, he must have come here to buy drunk.
Lan Zijin's spiritual power as a fairy is naturally extraordinary, and she deliberately exudes the spiritual power on her body, so that Luo Chu, who is in Yanxiang Building, will definitely notice her arrival.
It didn't take long for a window on the third floor of Yanxiang Building to open, and a faint spiritual power floated from the window.
"Master, I want to eat rock sugar gourd."
Lan Zijin smiled and grabbed the arm of the Bank of China Wangquan, and the Bank of China Wangquan was stunned and said, "Master? ”
Lan Zijin suddenly leaned into his arms and whispered to him: "Bank of China Luo Chu is watching, help me." ”
The king of the Bank of China only understood Lan Zijin's intentions at this moment, didn't he just want to be angry with the Bank of China, he understood. He looks exactly the same as Bank of China Guichen, and he can't tell the difference between him and Bank of China Luo.
Wang Quan of the Bank of China stretched out his arms and hugged Lan Zijin tightly, and said dotingly: "Jin'er, eating sugar gourd will give you a toothache, you are still too young to eat sweets." ”
"Okay then, let's go eat something else?"
Lan Zijin looked up at the BOC Wangquan, her smile was very contagious, and the BOC Wangquan couldn't tell whether she was really happy or pretending. At that moment, it was as if he was about to sink......
The king of the Bank of China saw the gods, and Lan Zijin reminded: "Master, why don't you speak!" ”
Wang Quan of the Bank of China nodded slowly and said, "Okay, I'll take you there." ”
The two walked towards the silent alley, and the smell of wine wafted from the alley.