Chapter 7: That Year, That Life (4)
Everyone really has their own difficulties, I sighed: "He's really too much about his mother, but it's not easy to think about his mother raising him for more than 20 years, so let's go with his old man." ”
"Follow her? There are still forty or fifty years to go in the future, so don't I have to live under her queen-like oppression for the rest of my life? ”
"Aren't mother-in-law and daughter-in-law like this, bear with it, there's nothing you can't get by. Anyway, they won't live with you after marriage. ”
Li Li said: "It's to the point! Why don't you live with us? They just want to live with us. Oh my God, I've seen me being bullied casually by my mother-in-law like the heroine of a Korean drama. ”
"......," I sighed, "and what are you going to do?" ”
"Break up." Li Li lowered her head and said, "It's not hypocrisy, but I really want to divide it." Now it's in love, he is all along with his mother, and he will marry in the future, and his mother-in-law and daughter-in-law have a little dispute, but I'm afraid that he will drive me out with them! I can't imagine a war-filled day in the future. ”
"Don't be stupid, you've been with him for so many years."
"It hurts now, it's better than getting a divorce later."
"How do you know you're going to get divorced? Marriage is to tolerate and run in with each other, no one is born to let you, everything goes according to you and spoils you; This is life, not a romance novel, the male protagonist and the male partner love you all, and I can't wait for the whole world to give it to you. We can only desperately make money, make money, and make money. ”
Li Li looked at me: "What should I do, I feel that the future is dark." Seriously, after so many years of relationship, I naturally don't want to score with reluctance. But what can be done? He is filial, and I have no objection; But he had to at least respect my opinion. You can ignore me now, and what about ...... in the future," he said, shedding two more lines of tears. She wiped away her tears and let out a long sigh, "How can people live so fucking unsatisfactory!" You have to worry about making money, you have to worry about getting married, and you have to worry about having children and daughters in the future, and you will simply have to worry until the day you die. ”
I took her hand: "Don't think so negatively. There is so much pressure in life, but there is also happiness. You may just not communicate well at this stage, but slowly it will get better. Say anything to your face, discuss it well, and don't quarrel. ”
"I don't even bother to argue, I really don't know how I'm going to spend my day," she collapsed onto my bed, staring blankly at the ceiling. "Wen Jing, it's actually good not to get married, I suddenly think so."
"When you're told by your parents that you have to get married, you'll know how bad it is." I lay down next to her, "Stay here tonight, right?" I changed my clothes and took a shower to sleep. I have to go to work tomorrow. ”
I sent a text message to Li Yu, telling him that Li Li was here, and that he wouldn't have to pick me up from work tomorrow, and that he would just come to the company to pick me up in the evening.
By the time Li Li finished washing up and returned to bed, I was almost asleep. I thought to myself, is Li Yu and I okay? At least for the time being, there are no worries. But when you get married, who knows? My own future is uncertain, and I am really not convincing to Li Li. Li Li took my hand and hugged it: "Wen Jing, are you asleep?" ”
"Not yet."
"What should I do?"
"Let's see if we can find a compromise that doesn't break up and properly resolves the relationship between you and his mother."
Li Li let out a long sigh: "No wonder people say that the conditions for finding a man now are: a car and a house, and both parents are dead." The relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is a difficult housework for the ages. ”
I smiled: "Who summed it up, although this is very good, but people also say that there is an old man in the family, if there is a treasure, we are all office workers, and we will have children in the future, and we will have to rely on the old people." If you want to continue living with Luo Shu, you will inevitably suffer some grievances, and I don't think you can do it if you give up people who have been together for so many years. Besides, if you change someone, who knows if your conditions are worse than his? Maybe you can meet a better one, but who knows? ”
Li Li stopped talking, but I knew that she hadn't slept well all night, tossing and turning, and I didn't sleep deeply, so I took Li Li to work in the morning, and said to her on the way: "No matter what, talk to Luo Shu." ”
Li Li nodded and got out of the car. I yawned and drove back to Shangri-La to start a busy day's work. When she went to the administration department to give the manager's instructions, Pauline greeted her and said, "Sister Wen Jing, how are you doing on the seventeenth floor?" I've met the general manager once, and he looks so serious. ”
"It's alright." I pinched her tender face, "I'm going up." ”
"Don't go, don't go," the eight members of the eight coats pounced over, "Sister Wen Jing, were you in Yuecheng last night?" With Sekikan? ”
"yes," I nodded, "what's wrong?" ”
They laughed sheepishly: "Is it a scene with Guan Jian?" ”
"There's a head, eat between colleagues, don't make a fuss," I smiled, "Go up, remember to call me when there is a small gathering in the department." ”
As soon as I got out of the elevator, I ran into the ship. He wore a light green thin blazer, white trousers, a slender figure, and a handsome face, just like the actor who came out of a Korean drama. I have to admit that this kid has a good skin. He brushed past me with a blank face, and a faint scent wafted into his nose. I looked at his back for a while, and my colleague Lao Zhao smiled: "Hey, look, it's going to be a fossil." ”
I was so embarrassed that I hurriedly bowed my head and went back to my post. The general manager's universal secretary accompanied him to negotiate business outside, so it was rare to be idle, after doing the business at hand, I started to read on the Internet again, a chair moved to my side, and when I turned around, Guan Jian was staring at me: "You really love to read." At such an age, I still read romance novels. ”
"I'm still eighty years old, you care about me." Really three-eight.
Guan Jian smiled: "I hope we still recognize each other at the age of eighty." After he had finished speaking, he turned his chair and went back to his seat, and I continued to read with my face propped up, without looking at him. MSN suddenly popped up a message box, it was Guanship.
That day
Close your eyes in the incense mist of the prayer hall
Suddenly, I heard it
The mantra you chanted
That month
I turn all the warp cylinders
Not for excess
Just to touch your fingertips
That year
I prostrate myself on the mountain road
Not for the sake of the audience
Just to stick to your warmth
That life
I turn the mountains and rivers to the pagoda
Not for the sake of the afterlife
Just to see you on the way
It's just that, that night, I forgot everything,
Abandoned faith, abandoned reincarnation,
Just for the rose that wept before the Buddha,
It has long lost its lustre
I was amazed. This is Cangyang Gyatso's "That Day", and Guan Jian actually knows it. It's just that...... What did he send me this for? I crackled and typed a string of words: When did you read love poems, you are really a melancholy teenager with emotion.
Off-Duty: ......
I'm too lazy to guess if there is something else behind this love poem he sent, and it can't be provoked by people who have a peaceful heart.