146. You don't push me
Xu Anwan was afraid to see Zhu Shaoteng, and she never went out after that day, Zhu Shaoteng would come to Xu Anwan's door every day, leave a letter and leave.
These letters have been written by him word by word for so many years, which record his thoughts and feelings for so many years.
will often think of the good times together before, whenever he has something to say to Xu Anwan, he always writes those words on the stationery, but the letters are never sent.
On the fourth day, Zhu Shaoteng stood downstairs and refused to leave after leaving the letter, he made the biggest concession and gave Xu Anwan three days to think about it, his purpose for returning to China this time was very simple.
He wants to marry Xu Anwan, no matter what difficulties he has, he will overcome them.
He didn't do this to force Xu Anwan, he just wanted to see her and tell her his decision, Xu Xiaoxiao stood in front of the window and looked at Zhu Shaoteng downstairs, and said with emotion: "It's such a cold weather, I don't know if he can stand it when he stands outside, after all, he is not a young man." ”
When she drank water, she would also hold the water cup and mutter, "I haven't drunk water for so long, and I don't know if he's thirsty." ”
While eating, Xu Xiaoxiao looked at the steaming meal and asked, "Nuonuo, are you hungry?"
Promise nodded, "Hungry." ”
"You're hungry after breakfast, do you think the uncle downstairs will be hungry? He didn't even eat breakfast. Xu Xiaoxiao sighed lightly and shook her head, "I was hit by a stool that day, and I don't know if I have any internal injuries, and now I still toss my body like this." ”
Xu Anwan acted as if she hadn't heard it, she kept her head down and ate silently throughout the whole process, she told herself over and over again in her heart, don't be soft-hearted, it's fine after this time.
He is so good, there are countless possibilities in life, and I can't delay him.
She was a married woman, and when he was with him, that day would be inevitable.
But Xu Anwan never thought that since Zhu Shaoteng was so good, why didn't he get married after so many years? She had just divorced, how could Zhu Shaoteng suddenly appear at this time.
Are these all coincidences?
Xu Promise didn't know that Xu Xiaoxiao deliberately said this to Xu Anwan, but Xu Promise also felt that uncle was very pitiful, she blinked her eyes, looked at Xu Anwan and said; "Mom, can I decorate that uncle's food?"
Xu Xiaoxiao stirred the rice in the bowl, and said without raising her head: "Nuonuo, don't go, that uncle is hungry, but no one can eat the food." ”
Saying that, she put down the chopsticks in her hand again, looked at Xu Promise and said, "Nuo Nuo, what my sister told you that time, if there is a father who loves her mother, sister and you." Will you like it? ”
Xu Nuo nodded heavily after looking at Xu Anwan, and stretched out his finger to the window, "Is my sister talking about the uncle downstairs?" But my mother doesn't seem to like him."
Xu Promise is still young, and he doesn't know how to judge whether he likes it or not, and he can only feel it from Xu Anwan's attitude towards him.
Xu Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, it would take a lot of time to explain to her, the atmosphere fell silent, Xu Anwan ate a few bites of food and put down the dishes and chopsticks and went back to the room.
Xu Xiaoxiao sighed lightly, instructed Xu Promise to put away the dishes and chopsticks after eating, and followed.
Hearing the sound, Xu Anwan hurriedly wiped her tears, closed the curtains, and pretended to be calm: "Xiaoxiao, why are you here?" ”
"Mom, why are you doing this?" Xu Xiaoxiao handed her the tissue, and Zhu Shaoteng downstairs could be seen under the window.
Xu Anwan also knew that Xu Xiaoxiao already knew about her and Zhu Shaoteng, and Xu Xiaoxiao's words and deeds in the past few days have been helping Zhu Shaoteng speak.
She didn't know where Xu Xiaoxiao knew, but there was nothing to investigate, everything was no longer important, she smiled bitterly, her voice was full of sadness, "Xiaoxiao, some people miss it, there is no way." ”
She never wanted to be with him, that was the memory of her entire youth, the person she loved all her youth, but such a perfect him, how could she be worthy of a divorced woman.
She didn't want him to be laughed at for himself.
"However, some things can be done from scratch, and you have the opportunity to do so." After going through the previous life, Xu Xiaoxiao understood a truth, fate should still be in her own hands.
No matter what kind of turmoil you go through, as long as you can be together in the end, just like Zhu Shaoteng, you clearly understand what you want.
"You won't understand." Xu Anwan said and pushed Xu Xiaoxiao away and ran to the bed, leaning away from Xu Xiaoxiao, not wanting her to see the surging tears.
"He fainted......" Xu Xiaoxiao opened the curtain and looked at Zhu Shaoteng downstairs.
As soon as Xu Anwan heard this, the whole person jumped up from the bed, ran to the window in three or two clicks, and looked at Zhu Shaoteng who was still standing downstairs, and the whole person breathed a sigh of relief.
"If he continues to stand like this, it will be a matter of time before he faints." Xu Xiaoxiao opened her mouth without tactfulness, she turned Xu Anwan's body over, and stared at her eyes tightly, "Mom, since you still love him in your heart, why don't you try it?" ”
"Even if you can't get over the hurdle in your heart, you must at least go down and make it clear to him, so that he will never have this thought, so it is never a way to hide."
Xu Anwan naturally understood this truth, but she didn't dare, she didn't dare to go down to see him, she couldn't say it. She wanted to be with him, she wanted to, she couldn't.
Tears poured out of her eyes, Xu Anwan couldn't control her emotions anymore, and cried out in a low voice, "Xiaoxiao, don't force me, don't force me." ”
Seeing her uncomfortable, Xu Xiaoxiao's heart was also very uncomfortable, and she pulled her into her arms, her voice was gentle with almost coaxing, "Mom, you are divorced, you are a free identity, and he is not married, you can be together openly." ”
"You've missed him once, are you going to miss him again? Qian Wancheng's words, you don't have to pay attention to it, you think it's for his good not to be with him, but do you know what he wants? ”
Xu Xiaoxiao pointed to Zhu Shaoteng downstairs, "Mom, the two of you are much luckier than many people, at least you have a chance to start over, Mom, give yourself a chance, and give Uncle Zhu a chance." ”
The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, Xu Xiaoxiao clearly knows the feelings of the two of them for each other, but now Xu Anwan is staying in the world she thinks and needs someone to pull her.