187. Self-talk is difficult to untie
Huan Yu's face was flat, even when he encountered the bloody scene in front of him, he was calm, squatted down and stretched out his hand to test Xiao Xue Concubine's neck, the cold chill hit, he hurriedly withdrew his hand, took out a handkerchief and wiped his hand that he had just touched Xiao Xue Concubine's hand, disgusted,
"Look at this, you can't be saved!" Throwing the handkerchief aside, he was only a healer, not a man, and touching corpses was not common, and it was extremely inconsistent with his behavior,
"According to the proper etiquette of a concubine, let's bury it." Gao Wanyue closed her eyes tightly and took a deep breath, compared to herself, Xiao Xue Concubine may be unlucky, but there is no way at all, after all, a companion is like a tiger, if you want to enjoy the supreme glory and favor, you have to pay the price!
People die like lights go out, and doing evil is also a matter of life, all Gao Wanyue can do now is to let her rest after death, this is also the only thing she can do, giving her the last dignity, maybe she is also infected with a bad disease, so she will be so kind-hearted, if not, she must have exposed the corpse of Xiao Xue Concubine in the wilderness, so as to relieve the hatred in her heart.
But now it seems that everything has no meaning, all these grievances and grievances have also dissipated in this cold wind with her departure, I only hope that she will be a person in the next life, she can no longer do evil, be a kind person, and don't become such a beautiful woman, ordinary and kind are the best rewards in this world.
Gao Wanyue said, continue to walk towards the Taiji Palace, this is just an episode of her handling of political affairs tonight, after a short period of hustle and bustle, it will eventually return to silence, and Xiao Xue Concubine lost the most precious life for herself, and in this palace is just one less concubine, it has nothing to do with the overall situation, the most important thing in this palace is the beautiful woman, without her, there will be other women to go forward, the emperor is never an affectionate person, how can you expect them to remember you for a lifetime.
In order to get used to surviving in this world of jackals, tigers and leopards, I am afraid that I will become cold-blooded, because in this deep palace, if you want to live proudly, you must learn to abandon everything if you live with a year, and only in the dead of night will you be the truest self.
"Late, late." Hearing a familiar voice calling her name, Gao Wanyue looked back, An Youju followed behind her, but she felt quite surprised, because she felt that he should put the finishing touches on Gao Yang at this time, and he would never have the leisure to talk to her.
Looking into the distance again, Huan Yu stood there motionless and looked at them, he seemed to notice An Youju and did not step forward, so he could only watch the silver armor soldiers do things in person!
"Babyshit?" The corners of Gao Wanyue's mouth unconsciously smiled, seeing that he was an accident, but she was a little happy, "Come in and talk." ”
She introduced An Youju into the Tai Chi Palace, and what caught her eye was the messy table, she put the folds aside, and tried her best to tidy it up, all of which were seen by him, her panic, her uneasiness, all of which were looked at by him, Gao Wanyue
I feel a little embarrassed.
"Is there anything wrong with coming to me?" Gao Wanyue regretted it a little as soon as she said this, as if she was giving an eviction order, if he really left, should he keep it or not?
"Wanwan, lately, how are you?" An Youju sat on the stool next to her, and Gao Wanyue did not sit at the table, after all, it is a symbol of power, if you really sit there and talk to him, there will be a bigger gap, An Youju rubbed his hands and acted a little nervous.
"I..."Gao Wanyue lowered his head, not knowing what to say, if he said that he was doing well, he would inevitably be a little disappointed, because without him by his side, he was living as well, then his existence would have no meaning, I mean he was not doing well, then he would be worried, hindering himself from taking all the power on himself, and he seemed to be in a dilemma.
Gao Wanyue seems to feel that since Da Wei came back, the two of them have become awkward, not so much awkward as they meet, but rather a lot of separation.
"I've been waiting for you!" She crossed her hands and interlocked her fingers, perhaps this would bring her the greatest relief and relieve her tension, and it was precisely because of this that she was thinking about what excuses to make him truly believe in himself and stand on the same front with him.
An Youju raised his eyes and kept looking at the woman in front of him, looking forward to the words that came out of the familiar red lips, but Gao Wanyue was unhurried, they just had a dislike and misunderstanding, this is not a knot that can be untied in a day or two, so there is no hurry about anything, at this moment and a half, it is enough to be able to express their minds clearly, they have already seen each other's most embarrassing moments, and what else is it, they can't open their hearts.
"Now there is no one else here, I am not Her Royal Highness the eldest princess, you are not General Megatron, you and I are just husband and wife, the two most familiar people, you may not agree with what I do, but if I don't do this, I can't live..."
"Wanwan, why can't we be like before, you give me everything, believe in me as always, instead of taking it all on yourself, and carry the glory and disgrace of this country on your shoulders, I look a little distressed..."
"Over to you... Doesn't that hurt you? Gao Wanyue had to admit that An Youju and herself were actually not all the way, he used to be so high-spirited, worthy of the sky, and not afraid of others, and embarking on this road of revenge is destined to be covered with mud, and can never be washed, just like her hands are stained with blood, blood, no matter how clean she washes, she can't forget the people who have been harmed by these hands.
"Young Ju, I just hope that this road, you will accompany me down,
Walk with no regrets. She also knew in her heart that maybe no one would accompany her on this road of no return without hesitation, because this road is very difficult, and even needs to overcome obstacles all the way, and even compromise with her true self, even if no one accompanies her, even if everyone betrays her relatives, she will go on, because she knows what she has lost.
"Tonight, I will accompany you down, no matter what the final outcome is, I will accompany you down!" An Youju held her hands, more like a promise, because he really didn't worry about how hard it would be for her to finish this road of no return.
"I'm really happy to hear you say that, because it's been beyond my expectations, I really feel lonely, and even a little scared about the long road ahead..."
Maybe people are like this, for unknown things, always feel fear, just like one day her Gao Wanyue's eyes are really blind, and she can no longer see anything, if An Youju is not by her side, it seems that the sky is falling, but she will also hold on, swallowing all the bitterness alone, at that time her eyes are afraid that there will only be drops of tears.
remembered the scene when she first met him, on top of this hall, when the ministers were discussing, he was still an immature young general at that time, she was stunned and watched him slowly approach.
He was dressed in military uniform, as if he had just returned from a victory, his face was handsome, but with a hint of indifference, and his resolute face was with a trace of tiredness, but his eyes were so elegant, clear and pure, like blue sky and white clouds, flawless and beautiful jade, but he was so rejecting people thousands of miles away, he was not moved by everything in the court, and he did not feel surprised.
That's the calmness and calmness that makes her stunned, and when she looks at her, she can feel the panic and nervousness in her eyes, and it's still like this until now, she calls it a feeling of liking, maybe that's what it looks like.
An Youju walked over, squatted in front of her, looked up at her, held her hands, and said softly: "I've always been there!" ”
This reminded her of the feeling when she was newly married, he was so gentle, maybe this beauty has always been around her, but she didn't find it, and she has been shirking, and now she wants to regain this warmth, as long as she follows his footsteps.
An Youju also saw that this was not actually her original intention, but that there were villains around her who were slandering, and they had been controlling her true thoughts in her heart.
Huan Yu is far more dangerous than Yuan Yu, he can come and go in this palace at will, without any restraint, but there is always a feeling that he is guiding Gao Wanyue step by step towards the abyss, if he is far away from him, maybe Gao Wanyue will change his mind and let go of all this.
Gao Wanyue held his hands back, and handed himself over to him, he picked up Gao Wanyue and walked in this deep palace, all the way back to Wenyan Pavilion, the person in his arms was lighter, and he was tired from being entangled in this case, he always felt that there were eyes watching him behind him, but he didn't look back, Gao Wanyue hugged him tightly and watched
His tenacious eyes only feel warmth and happiness, in this cold spring, but also get a little comfort, this is even a turning point in the future life, but also the beginning of light, as long as he is by his side, he will not be afraid of anything, even if this road will lead to eternal darkness, as long as he feels his warmth, there will be no hesitation.
"How nice would it be if you and I could be like this forever?" Gao Wanyue gently rested her head on his chest, gentle as water, at this moment she took off a piece of armor, and no longer had to pretend to be indestructible.
(End of chapter)