Chapter 15: Decadence

After returning to the village, they each went back to their respective homes.

Jiang Xuan and Jiang Yuanyuan went home and put these things away and drove out in the ox cart, there were some straws behind the ox cart, and the straw was a layer of mattress specially laid by Jiang's mother for Jiang Yuanyuan.

Sheng Rong was very excited when he went back, he carried the things in his hand and rushed to find his mother, like a child inviting merit, pushing open the door of his mother's house and rushing into the house.

"Mother, mother, look, the fish and crabs I caught with my friends today were cooked and eaten by my grandmother tonight, and these fish are delicious!"

"Yikes! Rong'er!! Sheng Mu was taken aback, she covered her nose and looked at Sheng Rong with a disgusted expression, "How can these pickled items be taken to Mother's room!" Take these away! ”

"Mother, these are my ......" Sheng Rong wanted to explain, but looking at the disgust in his mother's eyes and the frowning brows, he hung high, and his excited heart fell down, he didn't say a word, and went out with his things, in the house, Mama Zhou was still comforting his mother, listening to these voices, he threw the fish and crab in his hand to the ground.

The fish fell to the ground and bounced, rolling in ashes, looking at these fish and crabs, he resigned himself to go over and pick them up, he threw them into the kitchen, found a big basin to put it up, looked at the fish in the basin, he closed his eyes tightly.

After washing his hands in a hurry, he went to his father's study, "Father! ”

"You're here." Sheng Xuan glanced sideways, he was looking for the books he needed in front of the bookshelf, "I made a list, and in the drawer of the desk, there is a bag of silver coins in it, you take it, help find it back." ”

Sheng Rong told his father in the morning that he could go to the town in the afternoon, Sheng Xuan also prepared these early, hearing this, Sheng Rong walked to the drawer next to the table and took out what Sheng Xuan said, this bag of silver is not a lot at all.

When closing the drawer, Sheng Rong glanced at the book spread out on Sheng Xuan's table, Sheng Xuan seemed to be translating, with an unintelligible text spread out on his left hand, a blank paper on his right hand, and many such papers on the right side of the table, and a book in front of the table.

"Father, are you translating?" Sheng Rong asked.

"Well, I saw this some time ago, the work left by the Mojuto people, I forgot who gave it to me, I turned it over in the past few days, studied it, and felt that this article is very meaningful, such a good article, there should be more readers who can understand it, you can see it, so I thought about translating it." Sheng Xuan said, he walked to the table with the book he wanted, and looked at the book with an infatuated expression.

"Rong'er, you also have to learn these languages, these books are full of meaning, I will look for some books of this Moju people in the future!" Sheng Xuan said, the corners of his mouth unconsciously aroused a pleasant smile, Sheng Rong looked at the book, did not say a word, Sheng Xuan didn't care, just sat down and continued his work.

Sheng Rong stood aside, his hand holding the silver coin bag became tighter and tighter, he took a few steps back, and looked at his infatuated father: "Father, the child will step back first!" ”

He said, but no one paid attention to him, Sheng Rong lowered his eyes, hiding the loneliness in his eyes, he walked out of the room, in the room, Sheng Xuan was still immersed in his own intoxicated world.

Sheng Xuan in the room seemed to realize something, he raised his head and looked, wanting to say something, but only saw his son's lowered head and lonely eyes, Sheng Xuan pursed his lips, a little overwhelmed.

Sheng Rong stood under the eaves and looked at the scorching sun shining high outside, he was in a trance for a moment, and remembered what the imperial grandfather had said.

"Your father, my son, he is a scholar, a great man, if he was born in an ordinary family, with his knowledge, with his spirit of study, he will have a bright future, and the future will become a study that everyone admires, but unfortunately, he was born in this royal family, the royal family wants, only the hero, as long as the emperor, Xuan'er in the flames of this royal family, after all, will be burned, will be buried!"

When he was young, he often sat in the arms of his imperial grandfather and listened to the imperial grandfather and himself, he once didn't understand, and then understood, but he felt ridiculous, he never felt that his father was learning, only felt that he was a nerd who only knew how to read, but now looking at his father, he deeply understood the meaning of the imperial grandfather.

In his father's heart, anything is no match for books, no food, no drink, as long as he holds the book, he has an endless spirit, the battle for the throne fails to beat him, exile can't beat him, relatives leave, he doesn't care, as long as there are books, his life is meaningful, he has always been weak to emotions, looking at his son, looking at his wife's eyes are not as warm as looking at books.

What about mothers? My mother has never experienced the world, she doesn't know how expensive firewood, rice and oil are, and she doesn't even know how to boil water, she just lives and lives in her own world.

At the beginning, he still wondered why his family was exiled and could still take away these scattered things, and the emperor's grandfather also allowed them to bring their own things, it turned out that they just saw through their family, they couldn't take away the rights, they couldn't take away the money, and the only things they could take away were these useless things outside the body, only these things that could make the mother indulge in their own world and allow the father to maintain life.

But, perhaps, for the father and mother, these things outside the body in his eyes are all they have, and all they have are maintained on these things outside the body!

The spontaneous powerlessness made him a little desperate, what was the use? He is full of hope for life and full of energy for the future, but he can't take his family with him, he is like a trapped beast, tied to his family, the door is open, he wants to go out, but he can't take this step.

Sadly walked out, saw the bright girl sitting on the ox cart, he pursed his lips gently, he thought they were friends this morning, but this friend is actually just his unilateral opinion, who said they are friends!

"Sheng Rong, what's wrong with you?" Jiang Yuanyuan asked strangely, why Sheng Rong was full of low pressure just after returning home, and there was a decadent atmosphere all over his body.

"It's fine." Sheng Rong smiled, he showed his usual smile, walked to the corner behind the ox cart and sat down, he put his hand on his lap, and looked at the door of his house, his eyes were confused.

"Sheng Rong, you ......" Jiang Yuanyuan wanted to speak and stopped, she hesitated, other people's affairs are not in her hands, they are just ordinary friendships, and it is not good to care about so much, so she closed her mouth when she thought about this.

"What's wrong?" Sheng Rong asked sideways, he seemed to be afraid that he couldn't hear clearly, and his body also turned sideways, Jiang Yuanyuan felt that her breathing slowed down, looking at Sheng Rong's dim eyes, although she smiled, but she didn't have much emotional face, listening to this dumb, with a little sexy voice, she felt her heart beat chaotic for a moment.

Clamouring in her heart that she didn t want to see Sheng Rong so depressed, Jiang Yuanyuan blinked, no matter what, they are friends, friends are unhappy, she should ask.

"I'm looking at you...... I look a little unhappy, is something going on? ”

Jiang Yuanyuan asked cautiously.

Sheng Rong was stunned for a moment, and then, he smiled, the corners of his mouth raised high, as if what he had just depressed was an illusion, "I'm fine, you are wrong." ”

Looking at Sheng Rong's bright eyes, the corners of her mouth raised, and her face full of smiles, Jiang Yuanyuan seemed to believe it a little, but she felt that there was something missing from this smile, although she was smiling, her brows were not as relaxed as the short-lived smile she saw before, this smile looked heavy and weak.

"Okay, you're fine." Jiang Yuanyuan said, "We are friends, if you have something, you can tell us, and we may be able to help you find a solution." ”

Friend......

Sheng Rong pursed his lips and nodded, Friend, friend, I have the friend I want, but I have no way to tell you the discomfort in my heart.

"Let's go!" Jiang Xuan came out of the house, he sat on the car, the whole car trembled, Sheng Rong subconsciously grabbed the car board, Jiang Xuan sat in front, still holding a basket in his hand, he put the basket next to Jiang Yuanyuan, pulled the rope and swayed twice, and the cow in front of him slowly began to walk forward.

Coming to Jiang Qian's door, Jiang Qian was already waiting at the door, she got into the car, opened the basket she was holding in her hand, and took out an oiled paper bag from it, "I made the pumpkin cake myself, do you want to taste it?" ”

"I want it, I want it!" Jiang Xuan came over, he grabbed a pumpkin cake and took a bite, the pumpkin cake was sticky, it had just come out, and it was still steaming, and Jiang Xuan was angry.

"I'm still holding on, let's eat when I'm hungry!" Jiang Yuanyuan shook her head, "Sheng Rong, do you want to eat?" ”

"No, thank you." Sheng Rong shook his head and continued to look at the surrounding scenery.

The cow walks very slowly, swaying on the road leisurely, this car is very simple, and if you touch a little pothole, it will make the people sitting uncomfortable, Jiang Yuanyuan and a few of them are used to it, just grab the handrail on the side to ensure that they don't fall off, Sheng Rong is very unaccustomed to it, and before he has walked much, his face began to turn a little pale, he endured the discomfort and rubbed his eyebrows, tired and didn't love.

Silence all the way.