Chapter 36: Love Was Then or Is Now (1)
I worked late that morning, and in the early hours of the morning, I called, and I said, "I won't go back today." When you're done with things, go back to catch up on sleep during the day. ”
Guan Jian was not allowed: "What are you doing to joke about your body like this?" Even if you want to reflect your own value and performance ability, you shouldn't work so hard. ”
"But the matter is in front of me, what can I do if I don't finish the customer and don't let go?" I was helpless and laughed softly, "You go to sleep first, don't sleep because I work overtime, you don't sleep." ”
"Then I'll pick you up early tomorrow morning."
"No need." I refused, "I'm really sleepy, I'll call back, you can sleep a little longer." Go to sleep, or you'll run out of energy tomorrow. ”
After a pause, Guan Jian said, "Are you angry with me?" ”
My chest twitched slightly, and I immediately laughed: "No, why am I angry with you." Here the customer called, I won't say anything. ”
I'm not lying, I'm working overtime. This French customer has a time difference with us, so he has to communicate with me at this time, what can we do, people are customers, and people say it. I finally realized that Fragrance sometimes complains that this line of work is not good.
It's easy to be an administrative or human resources person. Although the salary will be slightly higher, the work intensity is much stronger, and people like me who don't grow much are still suitable for doing some clerical work, which is easy and enjoyable.
After this period of training, my spoken English has improved by leaps and bounds, and my communication with customers has been very smooth, and I am already familiar with the business. Finally, when the order was confirmed with the customer, the sky was already slightly bright. Some of the colleagues on the night shift in the business department fell asleep on the swivel chair because they had nothing to do.
I made a cup of Poole tea and looked out through the heavy glass curtain wall, it was gray outside, with flashing red and green lights, but there were almost no pedestrians and vehicles on the street.
Such a quiet, hazy fog makes people feel unreal. The early summer morning was a thin chill, and I held the cup, the warm temperature reaching the palms and fingertips.
The sound of "Danglang" next to me pulled my thoughts back, and I saw a colleague get up from the chair in a panic, and it turned out that he fell asleep and fell to the ground. I couldn't stop laughing, and I wasn't in the mood to enjoy the early morning street view, so I went back to my seat and packed up until it was nearly nine o'clock when they started work.
The general manager said: "After a hard night's work, let's make up for it today." ”
I rarely stay up late, and I fall asleep at two or three in the morning at the latest, so this is probably one of the toughest times I've ever stayed up late. Probably because of the tea, even if I didn't sleep all night, I was still in good spirits, and the phone rang when I went downstairs to pick up the car with my bag. It's Sekiki.
"Don't drive home, if you're too sleepy and dozing off, something will go wrong."
"No, don't worry, I drank tea."
"Can you sleep after drinking tea?"
"Don't worry, you can sleep even if you are really sleepy and eat the refreshing elixir. Have you arrived at the company? ”
After the call with Guanjian, he drove into the driveway, but it was not in the direction of home.
The environment of the hospital is quiet, and I think it should be a good pleasure for patients to recuperate here. Gather around the mountains and waters, and there are birds chirping. I followed the impression that the door was hidden in the last room on the second floor, and I knocked on the door and heard someone inside enter.
"Wen Jing?" Zhen Xian was sitting on the bed reading a book, and looked up at me in some surprise.
I walked in with a smile: "Will this time bother you?" ”
"No, no, no." Zhen Xian hurriedly put down the book in her hand. I took a look, and it was a romance novel.
Looking around the ward for a week, she was the only one in the huge ward, and the housekeeping staff from the last time did not know where to go. Zhen Xian beckoned me: "Sit down." Auntie went downstairs to buy me fruit, and I couldn't get up to pour water for you, I'm really embarrassed. ”
I saw a little bruise on the back of her hand, which was a drip. "How is the treatment going?"
"It's okay." Zhen Xian lowered her long eyelashes, "No one can tell you about this disease, maybe it will suddenly worsen one day......"
I hurriedly said, "Don't say that, the medical conditions are so good now...... You have to keep an optimistic attitude to cure the disease. ”
She smiled slightly, and then popped out, "I think so too." That's why I feel that Guanjian is now my biggest medicine. ”
I froze.
It's not that there is no sigh in my heart, I don't understand why she can say such bold words in front of me, the original partner? But her upright appearance does not disgust me very much. I laughed: "Laughing at it, where is his medicine?" You don't see what he's like at home......"
"I've seen it," Zhen Xian said in a low voice, "I've lived with him for two years. ”
It was like a needle pricked in my heart. I had never heard such harsh words, and I thought it was a little ridiculous. Zhen Xian has become history and has become a thing of the past, what do you mean by telling me this? I met her gaze: "People change, not to mention that it was a few years ago." Zhen Xian, I understand what you're thinking, but we're married. ”
"He has the right to choose," Zhen Xian's tone and attitude were cold, "Marriage can't be used as a shackle that restricts his feelings, it doesn't mean that he must live with you in his life after he gets married." ”
My eyebrows furrowed.
Is it because I have always overestimated Zhen Xian? I've always thought she was quite intellectual and a good girl, but why did she turn out to be such a similar character as Lin Jingyun? Or, more ruthless than Lin Jingyun.
"Guan Jian wants to live with me for the rest of his life." My gaze was firm, "The first love is beautiful, but the past is gone, if you really love him, why don't you come back sooner to fight for it, and wait until we have been married for so long?" ”
"He got married so suddenly, I didn't know until a few months after he got married." Zhen Xian pursed her lips.
"He didn't notify you of such a big event as getting married, or even your best friend, and this sense of distance can be imagined. Why should you let it happen again, when he is already married and has me, isn't it stupid to do such a thing as 'getting back together'? A relationship is gone, and how you want to glue it together, it has a crack there. ”
Zhen Xian's eyes shot coldly at me, "You don't need to say this." ”
I took a recording and showed it to her. I secretly recorded it when Guan Jian affectionately said that he loved me. Zhen Xian smiled slightly: "It's nothing. Is it worth showing off? ”
My eyebrows furrowed even deeper. Sure enough, this is a perverted world......
For Zhen Xian, I really feel a little powerless. The biggest difference between this little three who intervened between me and Guan Jian is that she is Guan Jian's ex-girlfriend or his first girlfriend, the two of them have had the most intimate years, the initial love is more real, everyone will love more devotedly, I believe Guan Jian is the same.
If she makes good use of her status to intervene in my marriage with Guan Jian, I'm honestly still a little scared. The marriage is already so unstable, not to mention that Guan Jian and I have not yet loved each other to life and death.
I stood up and said word by word: "It's not a show-off, it's a fact that you can see." In the past, it was good for you to love as much as you could, his wife was me, and the person he loved was me. You're a good girl, I hope not to disappoint us. You've caused a lot of trouble for the ship. ”
"Really?" Zhen Xian looked at me calmly, "What's wrong with him?" ”
"Doesn't it bother him to cause him to run away from home for a day and a night?"
She opened her lips slightly, and her voice was leisurely: "Anyone who hears that they once had a child and then lost it will have this reaction, right?" ”
It wasn't loud, but it blew me to pieces. "You...... Say what? ”