Chapter 46: One Hundred Years of Loneliness Xiao Zhou Yi
What stunned me was not Fengyue's sentence "falling in love with Lin Zeyuan", but the word before "falling in love with Lin Zeyuan"-
"Or ...... What is it called or? ”
I repeated, looking back at Fengyue.
In the wind and snow, the faint hot mist I exhaled when I spoke made Fengyue's eyes a little confused.
He took a deep breath before bowing his head and saying in a deep voice: "I have already arrived, and when I first met you, I reminded you, you know...... There are many things, even if we calculate them, we can't say them directly, otherwise we will be damned......"
I don't care if he is damned, but the first half of his words echo repeatedly in my head, and then my heart beats fiercely, as if it wants to come out, but it is stuck in my throat again, so the voice is particularly strange, "What...... You already got it? You...... It's been there a long time ago...... What the? "When I said it, my voice trembled, because I knew the answer—
"My aunt will fall in love with Lin Zeyuan, Fengyue has already counted it ......"
The moment he finished speaking, I felt that I couldn't control my emotions anymore, and suddenly grabbed him with my hand.
I grabbed him by the collar and repeated his words, almost growling—
"You already knew! You knew I was going to fall in love with him! You already know why you don't say it! You still 'know' something! What else do you know! ”
I roared, looking at me in Fengyue's eyes, my expression was very hideous.
And in the next second, Fengyue's courage was actually fat, and suddenly grabbed my hand and pressed me on the snow: "Auntie! Be sober! You want to know, I'll tell you naturally! Just from those smoke spirits...... No, from the unjust creditor to tell you! ”
He had always been gentle, but he suddenly put on a vicious side, which startled me.
Probably seeing that my mood was better, he let go of his hand, and then pulled me up, and at the same time slightly regained the warmth and warmth I was familiar with—
"Auntie! The so-called unjust creditor is the murder debt left by a person when he was alive.
This debt is simply how many people you kill while you are alive, how many creatures you eat that you shouldn't eat, how many evil things you do, and then—
The souls of the people and animals that have been killed will turn into unjust spirits after death, also known as unjust creditors, and come to collect debts!
Why is it that when people are dying, their bodies become stiff and their complexions are ugly.
It's because his body has been completely controlled by his unjust creditors!
When people are alive, they have three flavors of yang fire on their bodies, they can't get close, but they don't want to eat the flesh and blood of the enemy all the time, once the person is about to die, or when he is weak, the fire is weak, those unjust creditors will immediately rush to take revenge!
Maybe after I finish speaking, you still don't understand, I'll tell you directly-
Those women! They were all killed by Lin Zeyuan!
He was weak that night, so all the unjust creditors came! Got it! ”
Fengyue said in the end, with a big sound, I came back to my senses, I understood, I understood, but-
"The women...... It was all killed by Lin Zeyuan? ”
I understood, but I didn't believe it.
But—
"Monks don't speak."
When Fengyue nodded and said, I looked at his serious face and thought...... Fengyue won't lie to me.
So, boom, I felt like thunder was blowing up in my head.
I fell to the ground as if I was paralyzed.
Did Lin Zeyuan kill so many women?
I asked myself in my head, and then I thought that when he asked me to go, I vetoed it again—
"Nope! He didn't! He...... He let me go! Do you know? He ......"
Fengyue interrupted me, "How do you know if he has it?" You don't have much time to spend with him! ”
I still wanted to speak for Lin Zeyuan, but I found that I couldn't.
yes, I don't have a lot of time to spend with them.
"But he really let me go."
Although I believe that Fengyue is slightly larger than Lin Zeyuan, I still want to speak to Lin Zeyuan, "After all, he ...... It's the one who rescued me from the Tang family! He saved me so many times! He also let me go...... If he ......"
"That's because his brain is broken, auntie, I calculated that there is still a turning point in this matter, and you still have time to stop the precipice." Feng Yue stretched out her hand and patted me on the shoulder: "Wake up, aunt, Lin Zeyuan is not your good fate, just a bad fate, and even you will pay the price of your life." ”
When Fengyue spoke, pull me up. I still don't understand, or maybe my heart doesn't die, "But you know what? He made me a nice meal last night and ...... He let me go! And let me take away one of his things, you don't know how precious the things in his house are, ...... than I have seen."
Feng Yue interrupted me again, and he raised his hand and spread his palm-
"Is that the thing?"
Fengyue's palm was an extremely beautiful blood-colored bracelet, and I knew it was priceless at a glance, and I had seen such a thing in his house.
"It's a priceless bracelet." As I spoke, Fengyue sneered, "Then do you know the other functions of this bracelet?" ”
I shook my head, "Isn't the bracelet just worn, or put in the tomb to absorb the essence of heaven and earth to nourish feng shui?" ”
Fengyue is still smiling, but that smile is unfamiliar to me,
"This is a blood bracelet that absorbs the essence of people, if you wear it, it will continue to absorb your essence, and it is so red because of how many people's essence blood is in it!"
Feng Yue said in the end, my face, the green tendons on my head were exposed, I just stood up, and I was so frightened that I sat on the ground, and Feng Yue was still chattering about something, I suddenly couldn't hear what he said, only the whirring wind and my own heart in my ears-
I don't believe it!
I don't believe Lin Zeyuan is such a person!
"Okay, what should be said and what shouldn't be said, Fengyue has said it, now that's all it takes, Aunt Seven, I want to take the bracelet back to Buddhism to spend it well, here is my private money of 10,000 yuan, you keep it on your body, Fengyue, go first!" Fengyue didn't hear anything before, and I didn't come back to my senses until he gave me the seca in my hand, and he turned around and left, leaving me in the ice and snow, stunned for a long, long time, and finally staggered up, walking towards the footsteps down the mountain, but I didn't know where to go, and then suddenly remembered in my mind that when I first arrived in the Northeast that day, we laughed, made trouble, and were so happy, even if it was dangerous, even if he was not my kind, but I was still very happy, and I felt that my heart was full.
In fact, over the years, after my mother left, after my grandfather left, and after my father left, I have lived very well.
No matter where I am, whether I am alone or not, I always remember what is written in "One Hundred Years of Solitude": "Because loneliness is the highest revenge of nature against the highest civilization of mankind; Because in fact, everyone is lonely, just constantly dismissing loneliness in their own way, but in fact, everything they do in the end is just to continue to grow loneliness-
Because in the end, how much splendor we have in our lives, we have to repay it a hundred times with how much loneliness!
All the love, hatred, suffering, grievances and sufferings in this world are all sins done to relieve loneliness.
If you leave everything behind and enjoy solitude, you can avoid any suffering in the world.
So—
Only loneliness is the only solution to loneliness!
The past is all fake, there is no way back to memories, spring is always gone, and the craziest and persistent love is finally a passing one.
And all along, except for love, I have experienced everything before, my past is like a fake, how unbearable those various pains are, and those torments and tribulations are completely beyond the reach of ordinary people.
Even the only happy memories I had and the memories of my mother were no return.
Spring...... She would come back after the winter, but there was no more mother who had been with me the previous spring to see the flowers.
So, spring is also gone.
Love alone......
When I thought about it, I had already walked to the foot of the mountain.
At a loss, standing at the fork in the road, at that moment, I suddenly felt as if I had experienced a love, but I didn't find it.
It's just that this love grows like a weed in my heart, and in an instant, it recedes thousands of miles like a tide.
I didn't know where to go, so I just sat down, just held my chin and watched the snow falling, at first I remembered Lin Zeyuan in the snow, beautiful and picturesque, but then, it was that strange words.
I don't know which TV saw those words, maybe it was just an accident.
I thought, shook my head quickly, I don't plan to think about Lin Zeyuan anymore, since he doesn't want me anymore, then I'll just go, I have always believed that there are no people and things in this world that can't be let go, just to see if you really want to let go.
I really wanted to let go, so just a short look at the snow, I got up and continued walking.
Walking and walking, I walked to the hotel where I had "passed through the door three times without entering", looked at the big "treasure" flag raised in the wind, broke the card given by Fengyue in my hand into two and strode towards the antique hotel!