The thought that I might be pregnant, I didn't even have the heart to work, I just wanted to go to the hospital to confirm it.

But as soon as I got to the door, I fell back in. I had a delay in my menstrual period before, so I decided to wait two more days.

I spent the day in a nervous and surprised mood, and I kept praying in my heart that I would be able to conceive this time.

In the evening, when I returned home, Jiang Cheng had not yet returned, and he called me and said that he would have dinner with a client and come back later.

After a few words, I hung up the phone and told Sister-in-law Zhang to prepare dinner.

Jiang Cheng is not here, and I don't have the heart to eat, so I plan to eat a little bit at will.

But as soon as I was about to drink the soup, I suddenly felt nausea in my throat, and I quickly put down the bowl and retched.

Seeing this, Sister-in-law Zhang, who was guarding the side, hurriedly came over to help me pat my back, and said nervously: "Madam, what's wrong with you?" Is the fish soup unappetizing? ”

I felt a lot of miles in my throat and motioned for Sister-in-law Zhang to stop.

"It's none of Sister-in-law's business, it's just that I want to vomit when I smell the fish soup."

After hearing this, Sister-in-law Zhang patted her thigh and said excitedly: "Madam, do you have this?" ”

When I was pregnant, I really wanted to vomit when I smelled fish soup and chicken soup, and when I thought about it, I felt a little more confident about pregnancy.

"Madame, is your menstrual period coming?"

Hearing Sister-in-law Zhang's words, I quickly came back to my senses, blushed and said, "It's been postponed for a week, and I'm really going to go to the hospital for a check-up in two days." ”

Sister-in-law Zhang was overjoyed and said: "Eighty percent of it is." ”

"It's not sure yet, I won't know until I go to the hospital for an examination." I said with a smile.

"It's going to be checked." Sister-in-law Zhang said happily.

Suddenly, Sister-in-law Zhang seemed to remember something, and said to me happily: "Ah, look at my brain, madam, you are different from the past now." Look at what you want to eat, I'll make it for you. ”

Seeing the food on the table that hadn't been touched yet, I quickly stopped Sister-in-law Zhang, who was going to the kitchen to cook again, "Sister-in-law Zhang, no need, these meals are enough to eat." Besides, things haven't been decided yet, so it's not good. ”

Sister-in-law Zhang stared at a pair of eyes and said, "How can this be sloppy?" Whether there is or not, it's always good to be careful, I'm from here, and it's always right to listen to me. ”

Seeing that I couldn't persuade Sister-in-law Zhang, I had to apologize slightly: "Trouble Sister-in-law Zhang, I'll drink some porridge." ”

Sister-in-law Zhang went to the kitchen to cook porridge with a smile, and I sat on the sofa, my hand on my stomach, and my heart melted into a mess.

Soon, Sister-in-law Zhang came with porridge, and I talked to Sister-in-law Zhang while eating.

"Sister-in-law Zhang, don't tell me about this matter, keep it secret for the time being."

"Can't the young master say it too?" Sister-in-law Zhang wondered.

"Hmm. I want to check it out tomorrow and surprise Ah Cheng when the results come out. I swallowed a mouthful of porridge and continued with some loss: "If I don't get pregnant, I don't want Ah Chengkong to be happy." ”

"Madam, don't worry, there must be one this time." Sister-in-law Zhang comforted.

I didn't say a word and quickly finished the porridge in the bowl.

After a short break after dinner, I freshened up and lay down on the bed, closing my eyes and pretending to sleep.

Within two minutes, the door opened, and a man who smelled of alcohol climbed into bed, hugged me and kissed me, and a hand roamed over my body.

I was startled, and quickly opened my eyes, and only when I saw Jiang Cheng's face did I relax and smile: "Why did you come back so early?" ”

Before, Jiang Cheng said that he was drinking customers for dinner, and I thought I would come back in the middle of the night, but I didn't expect to come back before 12 o'clock.

"You don't want me back?"

Jiang Cheng said in a low voice, then kissed my neck, and touched my nightdress with one hand dishonestly.

Jiang Cheng's hand was a little cold, and when it touched my skin, it instantly made me feel agitated, and I quickly grabbed his hand.

Jiang Cheng saw that I had stopped him, and said with some dissatisfaction: "What's wrong? ”

"I'm not feeling well today."

After hearing this, Jiang Cheng withdrew his hand and said worriedly, "Have you gone to the doctor?" ”

"No, you don't need to see a doctor, it's just a little problem."

Jiang Cheng suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, then stepped back from me and said, "Then you go to sleep first, and I'll take a bath." ”

Soon, I listened to the sound of water coming from the bathroom, and the corners of my mouth hooked up a smile.

It's not that I don't know Jiang Cheng's desire, if it was the past, I would have gone with him.

But now that I think I might have a child in my belly, I don't dare take the risk.

Thinking about having a child in the future, I am satisfying him well.

This night, Jiang Cheng washed in the bathroom for a long time before coming out, and we slept on each side very tacitly.

I also took advantage of his bathing time to change into long-sleeved pajamas, for fear of stimulating Jiang Cheng, and he turned into a wolf and pounced on him.

A good night's sleep.

The next day, I rejected Sister-in-law Zhang's offer to go to the hospital with me. As soon as Jiang Cheng left, he went to the hospital, and after the examination, he waited anxiously for the results.

Seeing the women around me enter the doctor's office one by one, and finally come out happily, my heart was also dyed with a little joy.

At this moment, I even thought of me and Jiang Cheng's child, if it was a son, it would definitely be like him; If it's a daughter, it must be like me.

Jiang Cheng doesn't care if it's a boy or a girl, and I'm the same, I just want to have a child that belongs to both of us.

While I was thinking like this, I heard the doctor call my name in a trance.

I snapped back to my senses, calmed myself down a bit, and walked in.

"Doctor, am I pregnant?"

I held my breath and looked at the doctor without blinking, for fear that I had missed something.

"Miss Li, you're not pregnant." The doctor regretted.

"It can't be." I was a little incredulous and excited, "If I'm not pregnant, why is my period delayed?" Also, I vomited when I smelled the fish soup, aren't these all signs of pregnancy? ”

"Miss Li, I understand your feelings, but you are indeed not pregnant. Your menstrual period is delayed, including smelling fish soup and wanting to vomit, all because of a pseudopregnancy. Because you have a strong desire to get pregnant, you have some pregnancy-like symptoms, usually this type of pseudopregnancy. The doctor explained.

"So I'm not pregnant, am I?" I asked in despair.

"I'm sorry to tell you that Miss Li, you're not pregnant. The sequelae of your previous miscarriage have not been well managed, and in the short term, the chances of pregnancy are not high. If Miss Li really wants to get pregnant, then she needs to take care of her body quickly. ”

In the end, I don't know how I got out of the hospital, and by the time I reacted, I was back in my house.

I sat on the floor, hugged my legs and cried.

I thought about my child for one night, and it was gone.

At this moment, I hate Chen Feng and Li Cui very much, if it weren't for them, I wouldn't have become like this.

I stayed at home for a day, crying the grievances and unwillingness in my heart, crying and crying and falling asleep.

When I woke up, I found that it was already night, and it was dark outside the window.

I picked up the mobile phone on the ground, and countless missed calls jumped out, some from Zhang's sister-in-law and some from Jiang Cheng.

Because my phone was muted, I didn't answer any of them.

Jiang Cheng called the most, more than 50, from the afternoon to the evening, and the last one came five minutes ago.

Jiang Cheng called me so much, and when I saw that there was nothing good, I panicked and hurriedly called back.

But before it was connected, the phone automatically turned off due to lack of power.

I had to pack up quickly and take a taxi back.

As soon as I got out of the car, I saw Sister-in-law Zhang anxiously looking at the door of the house.

As soon as he saw me, he hurriedly ran over and said anxiously: "Madam, you are finally back, and the young master is furious inside." ”

My heart skipped a beat, and I quickly asked what was going on.

Sister-in-law Zhang looked sad and said, "I don't know what's going on, the young master suddenly came home and said that he was getting something, but when he came out of the bedroom, he called you angrily, and you never answered." ”

My brows furrowed, thinking about why Jiang Cheng suddenly became angry.

"By the way, ma'am, how about you go check it out today?" Sister-in-law Zhang asked suddenly.

I smiled wryly, "I'm not pregnant. ”

After saying this, I stopped looking at Sister-in-law Zhang's shocked eyes, dropped the sentence "I'm in", and walked towards the house.

As soon as I walked in, I saw Jiang Cheng sitting on the sofa with an angry face.

I cautiously walked over and flattered, "Ah Cheng, I didn't mean not to answer your call, it's just that my phone is out of battery." ”

"Where have you been all day?" Jiang Cheng said coldly, a pair of cold eyes looked at me, as if they wanted to see my heart.

My heart trembled, and my mouth trembled, "I'm going back to my house today." ”

I don't want to tell Jiang Cheng about going to the hospital, so as not to make him think about it too much.

"You're alone?"

"I'm alone." I'll be honest.

"Really?" Jiang Cheng sneered twice, and said mockingly: "Are you sure it's not dating your lover." ”

When I heard this, my mind was confused, and I didn't understand what he meant.

"What lover? I don't understand. ”

"Don't understand? Li Ruoyao, until now you are still pretending to be stupid to me, are you brainless when I am Jiang Cheng? Jiang Cheng's eyes were red, and my heart palpitated when he looked at it with a cold gaze.

I swallowed as I stepped back, "I don't understand what you mean. ”

With a "bang", Jiang Cheng turned around and punched the coffee table, and blood flowed from his hands.

I was startled when I saw this, and hurriedly stepped forward to see how he was injured, but as soon as I stepped forward, I was pushed away by Jiang Cheng, and I took a few steps back before standing firm.

", I don't need you."

Hearing this, a trace of anger also rose in my heart, and anyone who was scolded indiscriminately couldn't calm down.

"Jiang Cheng, what do you mean, if you are tired of me, say it earlier, don't humiliate me in such a way."

"Humiliating you?" Jiang Cheng sneered, "You Li Ruoyao knows what you have done, let's see if I humiliated you, or if you are sorry for me!" ”

"Where am I sorry for you?" I almost shouted this sentence.

As soon as the words fell, tears flowed out without warning.

I don't dare to say that I have done anything great to Jiang Cheng, but since I have been with him, I can also say with certainty that I have not done anything to be sorry for him.

But he did a lot of things that made me sad.

Thinking about it, the tears flowed even more.

"Hahaha." Jiang Cheng burst out laughing, and the smile on his face became more and more indifferent.

"Since you said that you are not sorry for me, then you explain to me clearly, what is going on here!"