Have you ever been in such a mood -

You are full of expectations, your heart is flying, and you are soaring to 90,000 miles!

But the moment I turned around, my expectations were disappointed, and I couldn't think of it!

At that moment, my heart sank from a height of thousands of miles into the valley and fell into the abyss......

The moment I turned around, I felt like this, from the high to the bottom.

I thought I would see Lin Zeyuan.

He said that he saved me to kill me one day, and I was so important to him, how could he just let me go? He's always talked! But when I turned around, I saw that the house was empty......

At that moment, my heart still seemed to have collapsed, I took a step back and wanted to sit down, but my heart was unusually uncomfortable, that blockage made me suddenly grit my teeth and stubbornly walk forward, even if there was no him in the front cast, I still walked, until I walked to the window, pushed open the window!

"Bang ......"

The hula northwest wind blew the snow into the warm house.

The coolness came to my face, and I looked out at the barren snow in a daze.

Gradually, there was an endless stream of streets in front of me, and the streets were also snowy, and there were pedestrians on the street who looked hurried, they might be people on the way home, travelers, but who they were, I slowly, slowly stretched out my hand, and looked at the position on the side—

If Lin Zeyuan can be here.

If he and I were in such a warm room, in front of the window......

It's cold outside the window, and here we are, drinking, or not talking, doing nothing.

I just want him to be there.

However, in the sound of the wind howling and the windows beating again, I came back to my senses and looked at the desolation in front of me, just like my experience during this time, when he came, my heart was crowded and vibrant, and after he left, like this large barren snowfield, everywhere was desolate and lonely.

At that moment, I finally admitted that I had really experienced, or was experiencing, love, as my friend had said, love was this kind of ebb and flow, big and down, and emotional instability.

My friend also told me that-

Like a person, the initial feeling is fear.

I'm so scared that it's like you're on the edge of a cliff, love is to make you jump down, and you can only choose to keep falling.

Because love itself is a kind of cliff-like suicide, there is no cure, and no one can save it, and as time goes on, the more we fall, the deeper we love, and when we fall, we can't do anything but wait...... One day, when you fall to the bottom of the valley and fall to pieces, you may die, but if you don't die, even the bones will still love-

Till death rests.

It was the love he told me about.

And I'm scared right now.

I never thought I would fall in love with anyone, and who would fall in love with me, someone like me... In addition to carrying the beating and knowing some feng shui, being born and dying is just a salted fish with a round belly, which is ugly to say, it is a salted fish that can withstand beating.

But now, the salted fish is also falling, falling into the bottomless abyss called "Lin Zeyuan".

I thought I wouldn't be saved, but I vaguely saw that he was pushing me back with the waves of the abyss.

He doesn't want me to fall into his precipice...... Because he was a great man, a great warlock, and even a ...... Goblin? God, it's still weird! Whatever he is, and I'm just mortal, ...... at all I don't deserve him, I'm just an ordinary person, and even a salted fish in his eyes...... In such an abyss, it is impossible for salted fish to survive.

When this thought came out, the wind and snow were getting bigger, the goose feather snow was getting bigger and bigger, almost covering my eyebrows, I felt cold, or chose to go back to the bed, lie down, and then, in the warmth, remember the first time I saw it, according to the conversation between him and Tang Gongru, I probably guessed that Zhang Lao Er that day was played by him, and then I thought about his elusiveness, and I felt more and more, I really ...... Not worthy of him!

The sky was getting dark, the curtains were not drawn, and in the darkness that gradually fell, I neither wanted to eat nor moved, so I quietly listened to the sound of the wind and snow and wanted to rest, but I couldn't sleep, and finally, I told myself, Zhou Yi, you have to climb up!

Climb the cliffs of this endless abyss!

You can't fall.

But I can't help but think about him in my head, thinking about the present-

It's cold outside, and it's hot inside the house.

He's so cold, if we could lie down together now...... Even if you don't say anything, don't do anything, it's joyful and comfortable.

But there is no if.

I don't even know if he likes me or not? As obsessed as he was, I didn't dare to ask, all I could do was flip over and over and wrap the quilt tightly. And then wonder what the hell he's going to do?

He is so powerful, he must be going to do a big thing, and what help can a salted fish like mine give him?

The loss friend also said, "Love is when you see that person, you feel that you can go through a lot of hardships and fight with him; can also wash the lead flower, sleep with him in the stars and the moon, and dream of beauty. Even if the blood flows thousands of miles, even if you can't sleep for a long time. ”

I laughed at him for being so literate, and sighing about love at such a young age is not early love, is it dumped by a girl, but now, I think - what he said is right.

Because I also want to treat Lin Zeyuan like this.

But can I?

I'm just going to drag him back.

"Huh!"

With a sneer, I buried myself under the covers.

At this time, I felt more and more that he was right to push me away, but in fact, I didn't want to think about everything about Lin Zeyuan, I wanted to climb up! But it didn't work at all, I couldn't climb up.

I'm still thinking, I don't think he even knows, he can't stop it at all......

"Huh?"

Suddenly, I thought of something, and laughed—

"Hahahaha!"

I laughed at Lin Zeyuan, he finally had something that couldn't stop me.

He can stop me from being around him, but he can't stop me from liking him.

Even though I know he might not like me, I do. Even if he thinks I'm stupid and useless, I like it; Even if we can't, I love it! Even if a strange woman appears, I still like it! And I like him, and he can't stop it.

"Hehehe, Lin Zeyuan! You're here to stop me! Hehehe! ”

When I lifted the quilt, I looked at the darkness of the room and decided to go find Fengyue.

Didn't he say that Lin Zeyuan had killed countless people?

Then his Buddhist disciples would definitely have to find trouble with Lin Zeyuan.

Then I have to think about how to protect Lin Zeyuan.

But when I finished roaring, I suddenly smelled the familiar oak fragrance, and when I looked around, there was a familiar figure faintly in the darkness of the room—

Lin ...... Marsh...... ......"

I was startled when a soft voice came out of my mouth that I had never heard before, and I covered my mouth suddenly, and then my first reaction was to hide under the covers, which was so fast that I slammed into the back of the bed!

The pain didn't matter, but the worst thing was that I felt that the light was on outside, Lin Zeyuan turned on the light, and my face in the quilt was hot and hot.

What did he hear? What to see?

But then, suddenly my heart sank-

Damn, now isn't the time to be scared and shy!

"You ......"

"You ......"

Suddenly the quilt was lifted again, and I looked at him, and we opened our mouths almost at the same time.

"I'll start with that." In the end, he opened his mouth first, still in an indifferent and deep voice, "I still need a favor from you to let you go completely." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and at that moment, I wanted to nod my head, but I didn't want to nod.