149. Yesterday is not chasable

"Ah, now I don't seem to know anything, I don't know how to protect myself, I don't know how to keep my child, my hope is all on you, I believe in you, you can do it!" There was a faint sadness between the corners of her mouth and her eyebrows,

Yuan Yu smiled and patted her forehead, she was sometimes a little naughty, like a childish child; Sometimes the righteousness is overbearing, and it is rare to be steady; Sometimes they are domineering and aggressive, insisting on their own views and refusing to back down.

And now a look that is most incommensurate with her is such sadness, I don't want to see her like this, she seems to have changed, she is no longer the innocent and happy, carefree woman, and it seems that she has not changed, she is still a scheming mother, Yuan Shu no longer knows that it is the real her.

"Late." He called softly, and took her close to his arms, this voice seemed to be heard by her before, very familiar, the more she wanted to think carefully, but she couldn't remember,

Late! Late! Only the man called her that, his voice was gentle and cunning, one second it seemed to be in honey, and the next he fell into hell, and this kind of unfathomable happiness was better than not being provoked.

Before coming here, before meeting the person in her previous life, the person who asked for her name, she also lived this kind of life that she could control a little bit - a stable life, every day that was unchanged.

Only now did she realize how precious freedom is, now she is tired and devastated, and now she is working hard to heal herself in the palace of Great Wei, forgetting the past, forgetting everything that should not belong to her, and whether anyone believed in it before, and it doesn't matter if she believes in it herself, as long as the man in front of her believes in her.

"You are the queen of me, and the only queen of this Great Wei!" But the woman in his arms is attached to his body, at this moment his heart is happy, as if it is what she said happiness, it seems that he finally understands what happiness is, he also resented why he didn't take her away with him, but if he really took her away, he wouldn't have missed such a time now.

"I am your queen." Gao Wanyue also carefully hugged his waist, secretly surprised, he was so thin, he must have worked for state affairs on weekdays, smelling the ambergris on his body, he seemed to be white and flawless in the past, and he was spotless, but I don't know why I am very worried in my heart now, and I have an extremely unsteady feeling.

She secretly told herself that all this was a lie, everything she said could not be taken seriously, she was deceiving Yuan Xuan, and she was also deceiving her heart, trying her best to show a flattering appearance, and not losing her posture, so that he would let down his guard and stand on the same front with him, so that he would be safe.

is also an emperor, he is different from Gao Yang, every time she thinks of Gao Yang, her mind is difficult to calm down, she is sincerely entrusted to Gao Yang, and she asks herself if there is nothing to hide and deceive, but what about him? ! Abandon her at a critical juncture, not even listen to any explanation, and not listen to a word

What's more, there are people in the palace who target her, and she also asks herself if she has harmed anyone, but they are bullying and framing for no reason! But this emperor never believed her!

Whenever she saw Yecheng in the middle of the night, she only felt quiet, everyone and everything had fallen asleep, and the crowd in the lively market had long since dispersed.

And Chang'an is different from Yecheng, it is even more flustered, among the crowd, there are dignitaries and dignitaries everywhere, and the traffic is busy, and all the people here seem to be handsome sons, I am afraid that it is this kind of water and soil that has developed the gentle and elegant temperament of Yuan Yu, but although it looks harmonious, there is an unusually indifference between people. 【…… ! Better, newer, faster]

She has long forgotten the beauty of the first time she came here, and now she can only lament here in the middle of the night? No one cares, if she is on the quiet street of Chang'an, if she is an amateur, a cloth cloth, and a common person, who will be in her life and death? If she were a queen, she wouldn't be like this, even if she was alone, but she also wanted that person to obey her!

She once naively thought that when she stood behind Gao Yang and was the person who operated behind the scenes, she had power in her hands, which could guide him to make the right choice, and she didn't dare to talk about letting him give up all this, and she could also reduce the killing and seek a prosperous world, but this was wrong, she couldn't do it, and Gao Yang would not be at the mercy of others

She once naively thought that such a life was meaningful, so that it would not be in vain for God to give her such a precious meaning of being reborn here, do you know that since God has given her a new life, a healthy body, and this thousand years of wisdom, she should not live a dull life.

She raised her head and saw Yuan Yu holding her tightly, looking at her complicatedly, she did not hesitate, she was motionless without fear, the road to go is so difficult, and the end of this road is a new beginning...

"But I still want to drink!" looked at Yuan Yu aggrievedly, the wine worms in his body were making trouble, and he only felt that if he didn't drink, he would be uncomfortable all over, and such a day would be ten months later, so it was really better to kill her.

"The queen watched me drink, okay?" Yuan Yu wanted to look at her with a smile, she was afraid that there was only this bad problem, he was willing to do everything he could, only for her, but Gao Wanyue always behaved lukewarmly, vague tone, he didn't know, so he didn't dare to break it, so he could only be annoyed like this, and now he could see that she was coquettish, and he was a little happier.

People in the world often say: If I had known that this would be the end, I would not have wasted my time doing it. But Wanyue already knows the ending, and hopes to set things right from the beginning and move everything to the original trajectory

So, she can't get out of here, and before she sees the light of hope, absolutely, absolutely not! So to gain Yuan Yu's trust, you need a good Dragon Ball Tower.

"Then you will be wronged Your Majesty." Gao Wanyue poured him a full bottle of wine, watched her drink it all, approached the wine glass without wine, and smelled the fragrance of the elixir and jade liquid, which seemed to be a very familiar taste

, but you can't taste it for yourself!

"What does it smell like?" Seeing that Yuan Yu just drank it by himself, this Chang'an has always had good wine, but she didn't have time to taste it, and she was a little sorry, and he seemed to be used to it, and he generally didn't feel anything special.

"Crisp and fragrant, refreshing." Yuan Yu looked at her innocently at herself, like a curious woman who was eager to know the answer, and her focused eyes were always looking at herself, and she was full of joy.

"Then you have another drink and I'll see." He filled the wine glass again, and watched him drink it unhurriedly, a doting smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Okay, I'll drink!" put the wine glass in front of her, seducing her, but she couldn't drink it, so aggrieved, pouting, extremely cute.

Leaned close to her delicate red lips, wanting to taste what it was like, but the wine was too strong, Gao Wanyue turned sideways to dodge, he fell weakly on the table, and whispered in his mouth,

"Evening, in this way, will you never leave me again?" The man hugged the table tightly, crying silently, he couldn't stay together when he was alive, and now that he was quiet, he wouldn't think about leaving, even if he did, he wouldn't be separated from her!

Yes, even if the yellow robe is added and ranked ninety-five, she is still lonely, her existence is like a trace of warmth in the middle of winter, a little starlight in the dark, and now, it finally exists again, if she has obtained a treasure, she can no longer let go!

She used all her strength to lift Yuan Yu to the bed, stripped off his coat, and covered him with a quilt, this is the first step, didn't he say that he couldn't do without himself, well, just like that, everything was his illusion, and nothing happened,

When the light of dawn shines in the night sky, the feeling of loneliness, the sigh of helplessness, the passage of pain...... But the night will eventually pass, the sun will rise tomorrow, and it will be darkest before dawn, but don't close your eyes, as long as you endure this time, you will eventually see the light and feel the warmth.

She didn't sleep in the dark this night, her smoky gray eyes narrowed slightly, she just felt that this night was longer than ever, the only way to record the passage of time in this Jinhong Hall was the rising and setting of the moon, every day she stayed here, she drew a picture on the bed, and now it is half of the wall,

She wants to leave here, just like Yuan Yu wanted to leave the Qi Palace, this idea is getting stronger and stronger, in order to leave here, she also has to continue to layout, and everyone who can be used is in her own plan.

But it seems that everything is out of her control, she is alone here now, if she just believes that one day Yuan Yu can let her out, then Gao Wanyue will really be driven crazy here.

She doesn't seem to be the same anymore, she used to be weak, powerless, not like her at all, she... It should be said that she in his impression was so stubborn and dazzling when he met her in this Jinhong Palace, but now that he looks at it, it is also sparse and ordinary.

Lost to everyone.

Now that she is gone, she is not in Yecheng, and no one has come here with her, alone here.

She walked up alone, and it was glorious

, Looking back, towards the people in the distance, like a faint cloud and a lonely moon, you can only look at the distance of the world.

He was very peaceful when he slept, she couldn't see his expression clearly, let alone the road ahead, why was her heart so painful at the moment, like a big stone, she couldn't breathe, maybe this was a nervous feeling, the future was unknown, but also for herself to guard herself like jade.

She just felt that the people around her disappeared one after another, first Huachen and then she didn't know who it would be!

She only saw that there was no one around her, only her, dressed in red and red-faced, why was she so lonely? Why was she alone again, no one could accompany her, no one was with her, and she was once again lost in this darkness.

"Don't!"

Woke up suddenly, Gao Wanyue's eyes were moist, her face was cold, she stretched out her hand and stroked her cheeks, full of tears, wet, it turned out that this was just a dream of hers, she didn't know why she dreamed of such a lonely feeling, but Gao Wanyue could really feel the fear in her heart, if she was really the only one left in this world, what was the point of living?

The man on the bed was dressed in a white undershirt, the collar and cuffs were embroidered with silver threads, and his black hair was all scattered on his shoulders, adding a bit of handsomeness and tenderness.

Gao Wanyue walked to the edge of the bed and looked at him, with an indescribable feeling, the bits and pieces between them have become a thing of the past, why does he hold on to it? Even if they tie themselves to his side, the two will not be happy.

She walked to the dresser and spread her hair out, picked up the grate and combed her hair carefully, looked at the man as if he had woken up, and asked, "Did you sleep well last night?" ”

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