Chapter 90: I beg you
The car stopped in front of Jiang Gu's apartment, and the driver took out the QR code and handed it to Jiang Zilin, and said in a thick accent: "Twenty." ”
Jiang Zilin didn't make a sound, picked up her mobile phone and paid.
The driver turned his head and glanced at it, and was suddenly stunned, "You...... Why are you still crying? Expensive, huh? ”
Jiang Zilin shook her head, her eyes were red, and she held back her tears all the way in this question, and finally couldn't help but flow down, she couldn't control it.
"Okay, thank you." She said, turning and walking towards the apartment.
It wasn't until she arrived at the door of the house that Jiang Zilin reached out and touched her face, bent down slightly, and calmed down with her head against the door for a while.
The cold touch did calm her a lot, but the boiling emotions in her ears and heart still did not change, and she was always shouting.
She began to have tinnitus in her ears, her stomach was churning, and her memories couldn't stop flooding back to her heart, with anger and grievances, and a little puzzled...... But such incomprehension has existed since she was a child.
Forget it, get used to it.
Jiang Zilin comforted herself in a low voice, reached out and wiped her moist cheeks again, and mocked in a low voice: "Jiang Zilin, when did you become so weak?" ”
She shook her head, regained her nonchalant expression, and reached out to open the door.
The room was dimly lit, and the curtains were all drawn, and only the small geometric lamp on the small table looked warm and cute.
"Coming back?" Jiang Gu's figure suddenly appeared, holding a bottle of red wine in his hand, and said with a smile: "The red wine snatched from Li Jiaran is definitely the best grade, do you want to taste it together?" Think of it as a celebration. ”
"Celebrate what?" Jiang Zilin looked up.
Jiang Gu suddenly glimpsed the tears on her face, was stunned, reflexively retracted her fingers, and reacted very quickly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Jiang Zilin's face.
Jiang Zilin took a step back, avoiding his contact, the emotions in her heart couldn't help but surge out, her eyes glanced at the lights and red wine glasses on the table, and couldn't help but pull the corners of her mouth and smile.
Even Jiang Gu is waiting to celebrate the return of family affection with her, right? She also realized that now such things as "eating with her mother" are worth celebrating, what has she been doing for so many years? How did she wronged herself to be the way she is now?
"I'll go back to my room first."
"Wait." Jiang Gu suddenly stretched out his hand, threw the red wine bottle on the sofa, and said in a low voice, "Don't stay alone." ”
He was in a mess, and it only took a few seconds to go from wanting to surprise him to being at a loss. She must have cried alone just now, how could she be left alone to go back to the room now?
"I'm fine." Jiang Zilin's tone was unexpectedly calm.
"Whether it's okay or not, let me stay around, okay?" He reached out and tugged at her clothes, pulling her gently to his side.
Jiang Zilin's body leaned forward, and the defense line in her heart collapsed in an instant, and for a moment, she almost wanted to lean against the warm-looking chest in front of her, and her thoughts gradually became clear in the next second.
No way...... No.
She doesn't want to fall into any kind of emotion anymore, Lin Jiayi is right, she can't afford this kind of love at all.
Jiang Gu tried to pull the corner of her clothes again, and the distance between the two was a little closer.
Her breath was crisp and intertwined, and the ends of her hair flicked lightly, touching his chest.
Jiang Zilin stretched out her hand suddenly, pushed his chest down, lowered her head and gasped, preventing the distance between the two from narrowing.
The silence began to spread indefinitely, leaving only light gasps and breaths, which collided in the air and burrowed into the ears of both men.
"Please...... Leave me alone for a while. Jiang Zilin lowered her head, Jiang Gu couldn't see her expression clearly, but this sentence was fragile and firm, with a very complex sense of beauty, and her hoarse tone couldn't be said.
He's crazy. Even now, he felt that Jiang Zilin was charming.
Jiang Gu's fingers gradually tightened at the corners of her clothes, and for the first time, she had the feeling that she didn't want to let go, her body followed her heart one step ahead of her mind, and with a pull of her fingers, she suddenly hugged her in her arms.
Jiang Zilin trembled, and her back stiffened.
"I beg you too...... Don't be left alone at times like this. He said.
The huge impact made Jiang Zilin almost unable to stand up straight. There was chaos in her mind, on one side was a sharp voice, screaming for her to push this person away, and on the other hand, she was confused and chaotic falling, so she wanted to lean on it like this, never separate......
Followed by tearing emotions, exploding nerves, and anger and irritability that she didn't know where she came from, her fingers suddenly used force, which was already against Jiang Gu's chest, and she pushed it with great force.
"Bang!" Jiang Gu leaned abruptly against the entrance behind him and let out a low cry of pain.
Jiang Zilin was also stunned, and after a while, her eyebrows moved, and she reached out to cover her face, "I'm sorry." ”
With that, she turned and walked briskly into the room.
Jiang Gu straightened his back, bared his teeth and whispered, "The strength of the hand is so big......
He touched the place where he was injured, and it was still a little painful, but fortunately he didn't call it out just now, otherwise after Jiang Zilin calmed down, it was estimated that he would feel even more guilty.
The door closed.
Jiang Gu straightened up, turned around and walked to the door, stood and waited for a while, then gently put his ear to the door, listening to the movement inside, and no sound came out for a long time.
He frowned, thought for a moment, and went back to the couch to sit down again.
Just now he was reckless and too anxious.
In the room.
Jiang Zilin sat by the door, her mobile phone was on, and the screen showed that Shen Peizhen's call had flashed several times in a row, and there were four missed calls.
She reached out and answered.
Tears drowned in the bright light of the phone screen, and in a flash, only the wet chin and neckline were still reminding her that she had cried.
"Have you calmed down? Doing things is always frizzy, and do you blame us for being eccentric? If you calm down and listen to me, you can think about it, Kexin is a member of the family, and you are so good to your inconsequential friends on weekdays, and it is still annoying to spare some energy to do a good job for your family? What kind of attitude did you have towards me just now, you worked hard to pull you up, even if I asked you for something to repay me? You help her this time, and she'll walk the rest on her own. ”
The way forward...... Jiang Zilin smiled.
Shouldn't Jiang Kexin's own path be taken by herself? She helped go?
She didn't want to speak, speaking out at this time would only expose her weakness and powerlessness, and the ridiculous thing was that the last thing she dared to do was to tear a little wound in front of her so-called family members. Because as long as she shows weakness first, they will pounce on her and bite at all costs, until she is drenched in blood.
"Are you listening? Jiang Zilin, you're pretending to be dead for me now, right? ”
She turned her head, hung up the phone, and leaned her head against the door, her face already dry.