45. Don't believe in concubines

She Gao Wanyue is destined to be an assertive person in this life, she will not follow the crowd, once she makes up her mind, she will not change easily, there is always a vague uneasiness in her heart, too rigid will be folded, Gao Wanyue is not a person who does not know how to be flexible,

There is no pure good and bad, and she is not easily defined as a good person or a bad person, she is always shuttling between the two, left and right.

Turning her head sideways to look at the sunset in full swing, a touch of crimson hung on the sky, and large white clouds floated in the clear blue sky, and for a while her troubles were away from her.

See the sun!

At this time, the sunlight was no longer dazzling, and it had slowly converged this dazzling light, and only emitted a soft glow.

Sunset.

The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk.

An Youju didn't say a word about the trial marriage of the palace maid, she has always hidden it from the princess, secretly went back secretly, and occasionally there were two people who didn't know whether they were alive or dead, and they were so fascinated that they left them in the house, and finally they were quietly executed by the Queen Mother.

Their lives are like fireworks, their existence is fleeting, so quietly when she never appears, and it will not disturb him and her future life.

He believed that Wanyue would be a good wife, she was a woman who knew the great righteousness, and the first time he saw her was when she made a generous statement in the court that day, it was really a resounding ancient and modern, her tongue was as sharp as a knife, and she did not back down, and he knew that she was everything he wanted.

At night, the starry sky was bleak and dim, a carriage carrying a palace maid left the palace in front of the palace gate, and quietly came to the back door of Anfu, and the grandmother next to the queen mother carried a lantern and led a woman wearing a black cloak,

The heavy hat was over her head, and she couldn't see her face clearly,

An Youju sat alone in the room, sending everyone away, and Sang Zhe, who usually never left an inch, was not by his side, with a sense of guilt in his heart, it was obviously such a simple thing, and it was indeed like an abyss for him.

"Horse, the slave will come and pick them up before dawn tomorrow." Mama lowered her head and said respectfully,

An You's chin bowed his head, silent,

After everyone left, he was the only one left in the room, and the dark room was even more deserted, there were no candles, and she lowered her head, and she could not really describe her appearance, but she could only see her long black hair, and her fair and delicate skin under the lamp.

Her eyelashes trembled slightly, slightly nervous, and she stood in place at a loss,

There was silence all around, and there was no sound,

After a half-sound, An Youju asked, "What's it called?" ”

"Slave maid, slave maid red silk." Her voice trembled slightly, making it sound so unsettling.

"This matter ......" An Youju has always been ruthless in his decision to kill on the battlefield, but now he feels like he is in his throat even when he says a word, "The emperor's order is difficult to disobey." ”

He said this with sincerity, and Hongxuan knew that he might not be willing, but it didn't matter what they really thought in their hearts, they couldn't resist the sentence "The emperor's order is hard to disobey".

Now he stood in place, his body was heavy, he didn't want to move, he didn't want to speak, how he wished that time could stand still at this moment, stagnant.

The red silk palace maid is as humble as an ant, and she can only obey her orders. But she didn't expect An Youju, such a famous general of Megatron, to be no different from her now.

Hong Xuan suddenly understood his feelings.

When she was in the palace, she was always cautious and silent, but she didn't expect that even though this famous general was a knight, there were many helpless things~ I'm afraid that even this marriage is involuntary~

Everyone envies the wealth of the heavenly family, who knows what kind of sadness is behind the bright and beautiful appearance, the imperial power that cannot be disobeyed, and all happiness and joy are cut off from life.

She was by the princess's side when she heard that she was sent out by the queen mother, she didn't refuse in her heart, she was a little happy, she had seen that man before, and it was good to be close to him in this way.

Hongxuan raised her hand to untie her clothes, a black cloak slipped off, although there was no fire in the room, but with a little moonlight, An Youju could also see her movements clearly.

He stood there motionless, watching her take care of herself and peel off layers of clothes, seeing that he still didn't move, he raised his eyes to look at him: "General An? ”

Her voice was soft, with a touch of indescribable tenderness.

*

In the palace. Wenyan Pavilion.

"Princess, you're back." Shui Qing smiled happily, Wanyue was indeed undisturbed in her heart,

"Well, go boil water, I want to take a shower." Sitting lazily on the edge of the bed, leaning on the head of the bed, there is no extra strength, only relying on external objects to support his body and not let himself fall.

She can't fall yet,

An Youju is the same person as her, helpless, so she won't hurt him, now she just wants to do her best to save Yuan Yu from the Hanyao Palace, and there is nothing else to ask for.

She didn't even know if she would agree desperately if Yuan Yu wanted to take her with her.

She soaked her whole body in hot water, and the warmth came from everywhere, and it was a warmth that could be touched, which was good.

Raging and crazy enjoying the silence of this moment~

Immersed her head in the hot water, the warm but suffocating feeling hit again, she couldn't help but think of the last time she was pushed into the water, the feeling of struggle, powerlessness, coldness, and fear, and she is still afraid when she thinks about it.

When she poked her head out, she saw that the window on the opposite side was also gently closed, and although there was no sound, she still happened to see it.

She put on a coat of clothing, closed the door a small crack, and watched the man gradually walk away, and the sad back gradually disappeared into the darkness, and then closed the door lightly.

Walked over to the couch and buried his whole body in it. Thoughts drifted to Wan Yue, that person was the red line beside her, and the red line was monitoring Wan Yue's every move.

In the past, seven or eight times out of ten every night he took the initiative to keep vigil for Wanyue, isn't his purpose just to keep an eye on it? It's like this at night, and she's not stared at during the day.

can't help but feel a chill behind her back, the person she trusts will also sell herself for some reason,

Since I want to leave the palace, don't take away such eyeliner, I must find a way to get rid of her, must.

She thought that it was because she agreed to the marriage that Gao Yang let her come back, but she didn't know that it was An Youju's will when she agreed to send her to the palace maid's mansion for the trial marriage.

Yes, he was already in his arms while she was leisurely enjoying this short warm bath.

*

Hearing her whisper remind An Youju to retract his gaze,

Since his father's death, An Youju has been following Gao Yang respectfully and humbly, no matter what kind of evil battle it is, he will never back down, even if his hands are covered with blood, he has never retreated.

But this time, he really didn't want to,

Mother said that there is only enough to love one person in her life, as long as she truly loves someone, she is happy, she will be happy, she is not happy, even if she is happy, she will forget happiness!

After a moment of silence, An Youju turned around, flicked his sleeves, and put the clothes she had taken off on her body again.

Hongxuan was startled and subconsciously raised her head.

But when he saw An Youju, don't look at himself, he is afraid that he is a righteous gentleman mentioned in the book~

"You'll be on the couch at the door for the night." After saying that, he grabbed the door and walked out.

This night, he stood under the tree all night, and he thought about it, and for the first time in so many years, he re-examined himself and looked at his true heart.

Before that, his heart struggled over and over again, and the hand that was already holding the teacup was even stronger, and the green tendons on the back of his hand burst out, and the teacup burst for a while, the tea overflowed, and the fragments cut the palm of his hand, and he didn't feel pain.

The hands that had been clenched by her were cold and cold, but he felt that they were the only warmth in the world.

A smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, very satisfied with his decision this time,

At this moment, his heart is no longer struggling, but more determined, he made the right choice, today Ben hesitated to see her, and after knowing her mind, he made up his mind.

Although he disobeyed the king, he did not violate his own heart.

Hongxuan got dressed, tossing and turning on the bed, she was the maid trusted by the eldest princess, and tonight she was taken by the mother next to the queen mother to the future concubine mansion to become a trial marriage palace maid,

She was involuntarily, for the power of the queen mother had to do it, now the horse is indeed a good match, a righteous body, gentle and polite, he seems to be gentle to everyone, the surface of indifference, but to hide himself, the princess will be happy after marriage, but tonight's events must not let the princess know.

When the day was about to dawn, Mama took the chamberlain to bring the red silk back to the palace,

Finish back to Zhao.

Gao Yang didn't say anything after he found out, as if nothing had happened, and ordered that Wanyue had lived in the palace for the past few days, and was not allowed to go out until he got married.

The days before the wedding were very lively, Wanyue was tired of perfunctory, so she had to lazily lock herself in the Wenyan Pavilion, the emperor sent someone to send the wedding dress, and the wives of each family also came to visit, in order to be able to take care of it more in the future.

Everyone was blocked out of the door by Shui Qing and accepted the gifts~

The moonlight is shrouded, confusing people's minds,

Wanyue was drinking to the moon in the courtyard as usual, and a familiar figure appeared at the door,

She rubbed her blurred eyes in disbelief, it was Gao Yang,

Wan Yue walked over unconsciously, Gao Yang frowned, "What a drunken body!" With a disgusted expression, he hadn't seen each other since he was imprisoned to the day An Youju came, and now, it was the last time he saw him before he got married.

When he said this, Wan Yue looked at his unkempt face, his face was pale, his fingertips were even covered with dirt, and there was a slight dust on the skirt of his clothes.

I had to take two steps back, arch my hand, and put my right hand on my left hand, from top to bottom, respectfully, "It's rude, Your Majesty." ”

"Follow me." Saying that, walking out, Wanyue had to follow, without asking much,

After walking for a long time to a secluded place, Gao Yang stopped, and a bunch of palace maids behind him were far away, not daring to step forward, the emperor was moody these days, and often criticized the palace people for a little thing, so it was best to stay away,

Wan Yue didn't notice that he stopped, until he hit Gao Yang, felt a slight pain in his forehead, and stretched out his hand to rub it,

Plain face to the sky, without a little fat powder, the complexion looks very poor,

Gao Yang stood with his hands in his hands, looked up at the old painted temple, and asked, "Do you know where this is?" ”