Chapter 179: What If

As the night deepened, the white candles danced in the dim candle flames, and the same pure white gauze tent hung down, reflecting the two graceful figures inside.

Xie Qingqi is a girl, so she doesn't need to keep a vigil at night, and when the time comes, Xie Yinlou ordered someone to help her down, and Jiang seems to sleep with her tonight.

Whether it is Xie Qingqi or Jiang Qi, it has been a long time since they have slept with anyone.

Jiang seemed to listen to Xie Qingqi turn over like a pancake, and his heart was also tormented.

She couldn't open her mouth to explain the truth to her friends, so she could only silently make up her mind and do her best to help the Xie family brothers and sisters in the future.

This is the price of her indiscretion.

Rebirth turned out to be a double-edged sword, and she was just an ordinary girl, she died so aggrieved and miserable in her previous life, how can she be sure that she will be prosperous in this life?

Jiang seemed to have said sorry to Xie Qingqi countless times in her heart, and every time her friend tossed and turned, it was like a sharp knife cutting through her heart.

Unforgettable discomfort.

Jiang seemed to be motionless with his eyes closed, and the people around him suddenly sat up and lifted the bed tent.

Only then did she open her eyes and look at Xie Qingqi, her voice was as gentle as water: "Qingqi, can't you sleep?" ”

Xie Qingqi sat with the quilt in his arms, clutching the thin brocade quilt with both hands, and large tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

Jiang seemed to sit up and put his hand on Xie Qingqi's shoulder.

"Ah, I can't sleep......" Xie Qingqi's shoulders trembled slightly, and his voice choked, "As soon as I close my eyes, I think of my father and mother, one moment my mother is covered in blood, and the other is the scene of my father falling down, I don't dare to close my eyes at all-"

Jiang seemed to gently pat Xie Qingqi's back: "It will pass, believe me, it will definitely pass." ”

Xie Qingqi was stunned and burst into tears: "Ah, I don't understand." My father only took in two dormitories when my mother was pregnant, which is a common occurrence in other people's homes. He did not spoil his wife or neglect his children, he was kind to his relatives and friends, and he was kind to his subordinates, and my mother was also a virtuous person, but why did they die tragically? What did they do wrong? ”

Xie Qingqi hid his face and cried bitterly.

Outside the window is a bush of plantains, and the plantain leaves are as green as green in the moonlight, swaying slightly.

A majestic dog pricked up his ears and listened to the cry coming from the window, and the expression on the dog's face was very rich.

Yongchang Bofu is a funeral, there are many people and mixed, and it is easy for Erniu to mix in.

"Ah, why? Why? Xie Qingqi muttered.

She didn't want to get an answer from Jiang Bi, but the sudden tragedy made this innocent girl unable to accept the fact that her parents had passed away, and she wanted to find a reason.

Jiang seemed to finally couldn't help but say: "Qingqi, it's all my fault, it's me who can't stand you." ”

Xie Qingqi's light brown eyes moved, and he looked at Jiang Yi in a daze: "Ah, what did you say?" ”

Jiang seemed to try his best to control the urge to escape, looked at Xie Qingqi's clear glass-like eyes, and confessed: "Dou Niang didn't plan to do it now, but she chose to do it at this time because she heard that her uncle was suffering from dream walking syndrome. And my uncle was diagnosed with dreamwalking syndrome because...... Because I reminded you of your uncle's body at that time......"

The more Jiang seemed to speak, the more guilty he became, and his fingers turned white because of the hard pinching: "Qingqi, it's me who can't stand you, if it weren't for my mouth, my uncle and aunt wouldn't have died-"

Xie Qingqi listened silently, and even forgot to roll his eyes.

Jiang seemed to say this, but there was a kind of ease when the boulder landed.

If Qingqi hated her, she would admit it, at least she couldn't accept the other party's trust and gratitude with peace of mind.

After a while, Xie Qingqi blinked his eyes and came back to his senses: "Ah, what does the death of my parents have to do with you?" If it is according to you, then I should not have asked my mother to ask my father for a doctor, let alone brought Dou Niang into the house because of greed, and the person who broke his mouth and spread the news of his father's dream walking syndrome to the ears of Dou Niang, I should have cut it with a thousand cuts......"

"But Qingqiβ€”"

Xie Qingqi shook his head and stopped Jiang Qi from going down and said, "Ah Xiang, although I am sad, I am not confused. How can there be so many ifs in this world, no matter how much I blame myself, I understand that the most damned is the bean lady, the big steward, one of them is a murderer with a heart like a poisonous scorpion, and the other is a demon who leads people to the abyss, they are the most damned. ”

Jiang seemed to open his mouth, unable to speak.

What Xie Qingqi said was actually not wrong, if she didn't know that the ending of her previous life was completely different from that of this life, she would not take the responsibility on herself.

"Ahh

"Huh?"

"It would be nice if there were only two husbands and wives in this world for the rest of their lives, don't you say?" Xie Qingqi clasped his hands around his knees, and looked at the moonlight that spilled in through the thin curtain like cicada wings.

If that were the case, her parents would surely grow old together, and there would be a full house of children and grandchildren.

"yes." Jiang seemed to mutter, and his thoughts drifted away all of a sudden.

At that time, she had become the princess of the Seventh Emperor, on the one hand, she was pretending to be generous, and on the other hand, she was tempting to mention the matter of concubines.

At that time, Yu Qi turned his face and said that she couldn't serve her alone, where did she have the time to deal with other women? Let her die as soon as possible, don't make him angry.

She listened to the ironing in her heart, but she didn't believe it after all.

He even coaxed and deceived her to marry her, and as for the rest, how could she believe it completely.

Sometimes when you think about it, it's normal that they don't make it to the end. They have hidden a lot of things from each other, and they have carried too many things from the beginning of their marriage, and even if she does not die tragically, I am afraid that they will not all be happy.

Xie Qingqi slowly lay down and said softly: "Ah like, if I don't meet someone like that in the future, I won't marry, I'm afraid of ......."

Xie Qingqi was indeed too tired, both mentally and physically, and when her emotions were vented, she soon sounded even breathing.

Jiang seemed to be stunned and stared at the top of the tent for a while before closing his eyes.

At dawn the next day, Jiang seemed to be the first to open his eyes, and saw that Xie Qingqi was still asleep, and shook his head lightly at the maid who came in to serve and wash: "Let the eldest girl sleep for a while, otherwise you won't be able to stay up during the day." ”

Xie Qingqi, as the only girl in Yongchang Bofu, has to kneel in front of her parents' spirits to greet the guests who come to mourn during the day.

Jiang seemed to sit on the embroidery pier on the side of the bed after freshening up, thinking about his thoughts, and suddenly heard a soft sound from the window.

Jiang Ru's eyes slowly turned to the window and smelled a familiar smell.

Erniu?

Jiang seemed to almost subconsciously glance at Xie Qingqi, who was still asleep, and walked quickly to the window and gently pushed the window open.

Fresh air blows in the face, with the smell of morning dew.

The big dog rested his two front paws on the window edge, and looked at the hostess pitifully.

The second cow is hungry.