Gao Yang was silent for a while, but it seems that his recent behavior is still a little strange, it is not a good thing for these two people to get too close, although it is already a marriage, but after all, there is no sincerity, and the name is not right, it is not good to have too much contact in private, not to mention that Gao Wanyue did not resist this time!

"Don't let him enter the palace to visit the eldest princess yet, so as not to leak the news!" Gao Yang sighed helplessly, although now this sister has turned her eyes to other people, and she does not refuse to give marriage, but she still can't let her know about the changes in Anfu, otherwise, I don't know what kind of thing she will do.

Some people can pretend for a while but can't pretend for a lifetime, especially when they are emotional, they will abandon all their pretenses, and he firmly believes in Gao Wanyue in his heart that Gao Wanyue is the same, so now it seems that she is even more gentle and obedient, but at least she understands what the real her looks like.

"The slave knows." Although the prince has been listening to His Majesty's orders, he still understands His Majesty's attitude, but now His Majesty should still be haunted by what happened just now, but not only His Majesty himself, but he was really taken aback by the young man just now, this eldest princess, her temper is still not penetrated, and she can only shake her head helplessly.

In Wenyan Pavilion, Gao Wanyue still looked at Huan Yu with an angry look, and the two of them were still arguing about what happened just now, and said, "Oh? Are you blaming me? First lead the water of misfortune to the east and guide your body, so you will take revenge on me? ”

"Don't you dare." Huan Yu is as calm as usual in terms of tone and speed of speech, but his voice sounds more and more indifferent, which makes people feel cold in the bottom of his heart, and it looks like he should be really angry.

"Don't dare? There are still things in this world that you don't dare! is so presumptuous in front of His Majesty and disobeys discipline, so if you are bolder, should you kill the king and seize the throne? ”

Gao Wanyue was also angry and had a fire in her belly, blurted out everything, without thinking, I am afraid that all women in the world are like this, and she is no exception.

Huan Yu hurriedly covered her mouth, stared out the door with wide eyes, Her Royal Highness the eldest princess is really outspoken, she dares to say anything, such a rebellious crime, if others listen to it, I am afraid that it will destroy the nine clans, she really dares to declare it, it is really relying on His Majesty's favor, and now it is lawless.

Gao Wanyue was frightened by his sudden move, and wanted to pull away his hands covering his mouth little by little, but he still couldn't do anything, so he could only shake his head desperately, wanting to shake him off, but he was still powerless.

"You have to promise me not to continue to quarrel meaninglessly like this, Xiao Ke will let go, okay?" Huan Yu asked tentatively in her ear, there are still some things that need to be discussed with her, and you can't blindly raise the bar with her, and if you continue like this, it will really be a lose-lose situation, and let others take advantage of the fisherman.

Huan Yu slowly let go of his hand, Gao Wanyue was so frightened that she hurriedly took a few steps back, kept her distance from him, and scolded in a low voice, "Bold." ”

And Huan is like a nobody

Like, he slowly approached her again, "Your Royal Highness the eldest princess, there is something I am afraid that you have to figure out, it is not me but you who want to kill the king, it is you who asked my majesty to put a small dose of acacia in the incense burner that caused your majesty to be so crazy and drunk now, all this is your request!" ”

Gao Wanyue instinctively retreated again, what he said was his undeniable facts, and he asked him to do it, so she just wanted to kill the monarch ruthlessly, she knew the existence of the poisonous part of the acacia, and still didn't remind Huan Yu to withdraw his hand, just so that he could hold power,

So what is the difference between such a self and those villains who use despicable means to seize power? Fundamentally, perhaps, there is no difference.

"By the way, it's me... Ha ha... That's me! Gao Wanyue's eyes were a little moist, I don't know why my current self has become such a distorted appearance, and now it seems that I can't like myself, so why bother to let others like me? can only live like this, wandering in this treacherous hell, wandering as a lonely ghost.

"Evening..."Huan Yu stroked her cheeks, wanting to comfort her but didn't know what to say, she could only hold her in her arms with pity, "It's not your fault, it's that there is no choice between you and me in this era!" ”

Gao Wanyue felt the coldness on his body slowly coming, and only felt even more cold, yes, this era has no choice for anyone, sometimes in order to survive, he has to do something that violates his conscience and morality, but even if he lives like this, there is no good ending.

She instinctively stretched out her arms to hug him, perhaps because of the sympathy at the moment, helpless, the two of them felt closer to each other for the first time, not like before.

"I have no choice now, this road can only go like this! No matter how badly you fall in the future, there is no turning back on this road! ”

Since she decided to take this lonely road, she didn't think that anyone would accompany her on this road, even if she was burdened with all the infamy, even if everyone in the world blamed her, she still had to go on.

"Don't worry, this road will accompany you to the end!" Huan Yu felt the faint fragrance on her body, as well as the warmth that came, it was a magical feeling, which made people unable to extricate themselves, and the warmth was afraid that it could be demagogic.

Blood oozed from the corners of his mouth, but he tried his best to suppress the toxicity in his body, and passed away with his hands, as if nothing had happened, holding this insecure woman in his arms, and he was also very greedy for such a warm temperature.

She leaned into Huan Lu's ear and whispered: "Huan Lu, the Queen Mother doesn't have to pay too much attention to it, just let Your Majesty do your filial piety, Your Majesty's side is the same as before, just put a small amount of acacia into the bones, just a little, give your Majesty as many doses as you want, give me as many doses as you want!" ”

I'm afraid that he is still just a lamb in wolf's clothing, and he has never been able to be ruthless like those hungry wolves, so he can only watch

They killed each other, and at the cost of their own lives, Gao Wanyue couldn't be ruthless to let Gao Yang go on this road, from the very beginning, he said that he wanted to create a new and powerful Northern Qi for him, but now, the situation is in chaos, and someone is really needed to come out and preside over the overall situation.

However, he doesn't have such a ability now, and he can only snuggle under his wing, because he is the veritable emperor of Northern Qi, commanding the world, and dare not disobey.

"You don't have to!" Huan Yu hugged the woman in his arms tighter, he could understand Gao Wanyue's mood, and also knew what kind of purpose she had for sharing such pain with Gao Yang, but this was no different, so he tortured himself, and he refused to let go of himself, and refused to let go of everything he had ever had.

"No, it has to be! Otherwise I wouldn't be at ease! "If you harm others for no reason, you won't feel at ease when you are on the verge of death in the end, so you have to taste all the hardships alone, and slowly overcome the fear in your heart in order to become a real strong person.

In fact, to put it bluntly, although the acacia is a hallucinogenic spice, it is all about the fear in the bottom of one's heart, including those who want to forget but remind themselves all the time, she really, when facing those people, she is also nervous, but people have to muster all the courage to face it, because escape is not the solution.

In the past, she chose to use alcohol to kill her sorrows, and all the pain was paralyzed by alcohol, such a weak feeling, such a void pain, the so-called alcohol can only bring her, a moment of peace and courage, is not a long-term solution.

"Okay, Xiao Ke understands!" His handsome cheeks rubbed against her clothes, feeling the tenderness and warmth, the happiness he had never felt before, but although this was very dangerous for him, just like now that he desperately realized that it was the residual poison in his body, he didn't know how long he could last, and whether he was really lucky enough to see the blueprint she depicted.

"Then can you let go of Hongu?" Gao Wanyue began to resist his embrace, and now she has finally come to her senses, which means that she will cross the river and tear down the bridge, and she will be clear from each other!

Huan Yu was stunned for a moment, even if he was reluctant, he slowly let go of his hand, everything just now was like a dream, it was something he didn't dare to think about on weekdays, but it did happen, his palm and temperature, everything was so real, not to be forgotten.

"It's rude!" He walked to the side and bowed deeply, as if everything had returned to the distance, all the tenderness just now seemed to have not happened, and he himself knew in his heart that he had to remind himself to forget what had just happened, as if nothing had passed in half, that is, it was always in the past.

"It's okay, this palace is also rude, please don't blame Master Huan!" Gao Wanyue stood up and saluted in the same way, since everything passed away in the palm of her hand like quicksand, then it should be a respectful relationship between them, "Everything that this palace said just now must be ended before Your Majesty, just before you and I get married, do you understand what this palace means?" ”

The so-called temporary promise to give marriage

The request is just to stabilize His Majesty, and he doesn't really want to marry him, because in his heart, he has always thought that he is already a married person, a married woman,

No matter what that person thinks now, he is always his wife now, and he has to protect him silently behind his back, even if he doesn't know anything, then just let himself do it.

"Understood, Xiao Ke said goodbye first." Huan Yu smiled bitterly, and turned to leave, in fact, all this was his own delusion from the beginning, how could a woman like Gao Wanyue be willing, how could she marry herself willingly? It's just an excuse and excuse used to prevaricate His Majesty.

He pressed his heart tightly with his hand, only to feel very painful, his whole body was hot and hot, as if he was about to burn, his heartbeat was still accelerating, as if he was about to gush out of the heat, and the residual poison in his body flared up again, which was a situation that had not appeared for a long time, because he was confused for a while, greedy for the warmth that was already out of reach.

That's why the pain is as unbearable as now, he ran to the garden, in the rockery that no one paid attention to, plunged into the lake, relying on the coldness of the lake to keep himself sober, he didn't let Gao Wanyue see any clues about the poison, but he endured all this silently, how could the fragile relationship between them be spoken?

In the lake, he recalled that he was a happy child, with parents and brothers who loved him, but suddenly one day everything changed, he lost everything, at that time he was just an ignorant child, he didn't know anything, he could only be pulled by his brother and ran for his life.

The night was very dark, just like now, he was immersed in the lake and couldn't see clearly, only heard the roaring sound around him, and the smell of blood, it was the first time he had close contact with death, a terrible feeling, unforgettable, but now, facing death again, he is no longer afraid, and he can accept it calmly, as if he has witnessed it many times and has become numb.

He didn't tell anyone that the faint toxin carried by the acacia could suppress the residual poison in his body, but he rarely used it, because he didn't like to recall the past time, and he was afraid to face the fear in his heart directly, even if a person like him couldn't do it, so why force others?

He felt that his heart was slowly calming down, and he struggled to climb onto the shore, and sat down by the rockery wet, recalling everything that was ridiculous about himself, and said with a sneer on the corner of his mouth: "Hmph, when can you get good when you drink to quench your thirst?" ”

(End of chapter)