Chapter 107: Unprepared
"I, I called you a lot before, but you, you haven't answered, I thought you didn't want me anymore."
Xiaoya was still sobbing and choking, and when she spoke, her voice also had an obvious nasal voice, her tone seemed to be angry, but she looked pitiful on her face, which made people feel pity.
Xiaoya was really a little scared, she had been looking in this building for a long time all the way, and she was almost a little desperate.
If she hadn't found me now, Xiaoya wouldn't have known how impulsive things she would have to do.
If I had known that something like this would happen, Xiaoya would definitely follow me without hesitation, even if I drove her away, she wouldn't leave me half a step.
"Aren't I still standing here fine, don't you cry?"
I rubbed the corners of my forehead with a little headache, and reached out to wipe the tears from the little girl's face.
I've always been unable to bear a woman's crying, and every time I see a woman crying in front of me, I'm a little overwhelmed.
Rao is how strong I am out there, how I play with those people's intrigues, but as soon as a woman cries in front of me, I can't do anything at all.
Coupled with the unclear relationship between me and Xiaoya, as well as the entanglement between the two of us and Fan Lezi, I feel that I should still comfort Xiaoya.
"Xiaoya is obedient, don't cry anymore."
"As long as you don't don't want me, I promise I won't cry anymore."
Xiaoya reached out again and wrapped her arms around my waist, her whole face was buried in my chest, and her voice was muffled, looking unhappy.
She was really scared before, and at this time, it would only be better if she really felt my presence.
"I don't want you, you listen to me obediently, don't cry anymore, okay?"
I sighed helplessly, I couldn't do anything about this little girl.
Ever since the drunken incident that night, I had no choice but to give what she wanted.
Forget it, it's as if I owed her in my last life, and I should pay her back for these things.
"Did you agree to stay with me, then? I'm going to move in with you from today onwards, okay? ”
Xiaoya immediately came to her senses, tilting her head back and moving inch by inch.
She understands the truth that there are one and two, and as long as I am willing to let go today, then she can take this opportunity to completely tear a big gap.
She didn't believe it, she begged for something so sincerely, and in the end she couldn't get anything.
Xiaoya has always felt that as long as she can keep persevering, she will definitely be able to open up the sincerity caused by Jinshi when the time comes.
"Xiaoya, don't be like this, you know, Yunling, I haven't completely walked out of my past, and I can't guarantee that I can be good to you wholeheartedly."
Every time I mention this topic, I can't help but think of Yun Ling.
The reason why all this is happening now is because of Yun Ling's existence, if it weren't for her, I'm afraid I wouldn't be entangled with these things on the road.
It's just that the relationship between me and Yun Ling is not a day or two, although I am angry that she hates her, but at the same time I also care about her.
I can't guarantee that I don't care about Yun Ling's existence at all, and I won't delay Xiaoya until I completely kick Yun Ling out of my heart.
"I don't care, I don't care about anything, as long as I have you in my heart, it's enough, you are my benefactor, I should repay you well."
Xiaoya still hugged me tightly, shaking her head uncontrollably on my chest, and her delicate little face rubbed against my chest.
I only felt that my heartbeat couldn't help but slowly accelerate, and I could only stiffen my body and try to avoid Xiaoya's touch.
Xiaoya didn't care about my concerns at all, she knew what was going on in my heart, but she didn't care at all.
She just wants to be with me, even if I still don't love her, she wants to be with me.
"If you feel guilty because you owe me, then you shouldn't do it."
I reached out and grabbed Xiaoya's shoulders and shook her gently.
It is precisely because Xiaoya does not hesitate to care about this issue that I will care more and more about this issue in my heart.
Xiaoya is just a simple little girl, she can't tell what gratitude is and what love is, Xiaoya may not want to be with me because she likes me at all.
Xiaoya may just be grateful to me, and she wants to repay me for doing so.
As a man, I can't delay Xiaoya like this, and I can't delay Xiaoya until Xiaoya completely recognizes her heart.
"I, Fan Xiaoyun, have no prospects, I have no way to avenge Sister Bai, but I was still played by that rotten person Li Feng, but I don't need you to be with me in order to repay my kindness."
"No, it's not because I repay the favor, it's because I said it wrong, I really like you, it's not because I want to repay the favor that I'm with you."
Xiaoya looked up at me, and there was countless affection in her big eyes.
Although she is a little innocent, she is not stupid, she knows what she wants, and she knows all the feelings in her heart.
She didn't want to be with me to repay her kindness, she really liked me from the bottom of her heart.
Even if Xiaoya didn't say a word, I could see the affection for me from her watery eyes.
Xiaoya really thinks she likes me, no matter what the truth of the matter looks like, at least she knows very well that she should like me.
"But I really haven't completely recovered from the harm Yun Ling brought me, I can't delay you like this."
I sighed in a low voice, it's not that I don't want to believe what Xiaoya said, it's just that many things can't be solved by believing or not believing it myself.
What I didn't tell Xiaoya was that when I saw Xiaoya, I couldn't help but think of Yun Ling.
I have been with that woman for too long, even if she has done something so sorry for me, I still have a faint nostalgia for Yun Ling.
I know very well that I really didn't come out of those memories, and I still can't let go of Yun Ling.
"Didn't everyone say that you have to use a new relationship to dilute the wounds left by the old relationship, you believe me, I will definitely be able to help you do it."
Xiaoya, this girl is really a little big-hearted, even if she heard me say this, she still didn't react at all.
Xiao Ya just thought about herself, in her opinion, the more I remembered Yun Ling, the more Xiao Ya felt that I was a person who could be entrusted for life.
As long as she can squeeze Yun Ling out of my heart, sooner or later she will be able to get the happy life she wants.
Xiao Ya believes in her own ability, and coupled with her understanding of my research during this time, Xiao Ya can say without any boasting that she will definitely be able to do it.
"But I'm not ready......
I'm still a little hesitant, not to mention whether Xiaoya can help me do it, at least I'm really not ready.
I don't know if I'm shirking it or what, but all in all, I still don't want Xiaoya to be dangling in front of me all the time for the time being.
Xiaoya should have her own life, and I should also give myself some space.
Maybe I should have moved on from the past, but at least not now.