159. Qiong pot song and moon dance
The person who walked in front of her was her husband An Youju, who was now as high-spirited as before, and his heroic appearance always appeared in front of him that day, holding a sword in his hand, striding forward, one person was better than a thousand troops, followed by hundreds of silver-armored soldiers, strict military discipline, and his face did not change.
At that time, she still called him General An, and remembered that she really shouted, just shouted! She stood still, she was afraid that he was an undercover agent sent by His Majesty, afraid that he would know that it would be difficult for him to be exposed, Gao Yang sent him to catch Wanyue back, thinking that her original appearance should be a stubborn expression,
At this moment, no one could stop her from catching up with An Youjue, but he was too fast for Gao Wanyue to catch up, so he stood in place again and shouted at him, "General An." ”
Sure enough, he turned around. Seeing Gao Wanyue behind her, leaving a large distance, An Youju came to her side, "Am I walking too fast?" ”
Wanyue's brain was blank for a while and nodded aggrievedly, but the words he said softly were engraved in Gao Wanyue's heart, and she had been following her steps beside her, not daring to go too fast, she smiled calmly, from the bottom of her heart, happy mood, no one knows, and no one can share.
After Bliss, Gao Wanyue only felt ashamed, she buried everything in her heart at the beginning, and she didn't tell him anything, but he was aware of it, for her to hide from Gao Yang, she didn't report it to him, she was planning carefully in secret, and she transferred troops privately, and she was reckless, and his crazy actions would make him what he is now.
At the gate of the palace, only the general was left in the wind, and he still remembered that An Youju, who had confronted him that day, was like a solid barrier behind the woman leaving, he drew his sword and stood in place, his sharp eyes scanned everyone, and he didn't dare to step forward and hold a sword for her! I don't know if it's appropriate to go against Your Majesty.
In order to protect his family and defend the country, he once rode a horse and held a silver spear in his hand to dominate the army, and now the sword in his hand is only for her to pick up and protect her blade!
"It's a pity..."Shook his head helplessly, turned to leave, in order to protect them, it is a capital crime to bring troops and let the suspect go! He had questioned him with dissatisfaction and hoped that he would turn back, but he had never seen this General Megatron so stubborn!
He is trying his best to persuade An Youju, in the hearts of the Northern Qi soldiers, is a god-like existence, majestic, majestic and majestic enough for them to look up to a lifetime, invincible everywhere they go, invincible, these legends have always been praised,
I didn't want to be confused by a woman, and I thought he was just confused for a while, and wanted to cover up this matter for him, but he didn't move like a loose one, and he didn't mean to back down, but facts speak louder than words, and in front of him, he became his subordinate, ascending and falling, and he still didn't change his face.
He knew what he was doing now, and from the moment she came back, he found that he was different from before, and his warm and meticulous care had also become a no
A child with a sense of security is like a child who needs to be cared for, he still thinks that he will be the happiest man, and now Gao Wanyue is more like a little bird and a little woman.
She has felt too many grievances, but she can't help her, he wants to protect her, for her safety, for her wishes, let her do what she wants to do,
In fact, he shouldn't doubt her heart, just when he only had a few thousand remnants left to defend Xuancheng alone, she risked her life to come to him, and made up her mind to live and die with him, he knew her heart.
Now she smiled, smiled comfortably, he had watched her, compromised with fate again and again, watched her leave the lonely figure and wander alone in the palace, he knew that she was reluctant, in this deep palace for a lifetime.
She met and looked at his gentleness, all because of the heart belonging, so one thing is for sure, Gao Wanyue's heart is peaceful.
This room is very small, and it is a whole shop, and it is difficult for her to imagine the environment here when she thinks that so many soldiers are coming out of this kang, "Come, sit." ”
An Youju also took a stool and put it there, she walked over and sat down, looking at the surroundings, there was a pot of white flowers on the windowsill, which was very incommensurate with the scene in this room, this was not the pot of flowers that Huan Yu gave her, in her eyes it had always been a very ironic flower.
"Tulip flowers? Did you raise it? Gao Wanyue asked.
An Youju nodded, looking at him in disbelief, he would have such a skill, it was not easy to feed this pot in her impression, which had been frozen to half death, when he brought it back before, he was thrown in the yard by himself, thinking about the winter ice and snow, let him fend for himself, but he didn't expect such a tenacious vitality.
This flower is very thin-lived, originally only bloomed in late spring and early summer, its flower language: withering means the end of the flower season, with the meaning of the end. In fact, it is a sad flower, can it also have a faint sadness in his heart?
Gao Wanyue looked at it stunned, An Youju walked over and played with the petals, "Her snow-white appearance is very beautiful, just like you." ”
Wanyue turned the whole pot of flowers to observe it carefully, remembering that she didn't really pay attention to it before, but thought it was a very ordinary potted flower, white flowers, pale yellow stamens, green and fresh leaves, if it bloomed on the roadside in the summer, it should be blooming all over the mountains in the fields, but in this early spring it is more like a special existence.
"The whole body is white, and it is so beautiful that it is spotless, just like you, Wanwan!" The rare pure whiteness in the world, in this troubled world, no one is so pure, in his heart, the high night and love are the representatives of holiness, the most beautiful existence, so his heart can no longer tolerate other women.
Gao Wanyue stretched out her hand and muttered to herself, "Tu Hua Hua." "Touch this delicate flower with your fingertips dyed bright red with dancôme, for fear that if you are not careful, you will destroy the flower and destroy this flower that can win the admiration of An Youju.
Gao Wanyue chuckled, in ancient times, the blossoming of the flowers represented the passing of a woman's youth, which also means
is the end of a relationship, and they Peng Xin has been for a long time, and they are still the same as you and me, which is very incommensurate with this flower.
"Laughing at what?" An Youju saw her laughing, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously rose and laughed.
Love to Tu, the most brilliant, the most prosperous and unforgettable love in life is about to be lost, open to Tu, everything should be over, at this moment, An Youju, has already understood her past, and everything that Yuan Yu has ever had will be deeply in her heart, no longer mentioned, if you meet on the battlefield in the future, she will not show mercy!
I once thought that it was the best day of her life when she came to Northern Qi, all the bright smiles were left in this palace, and her joy, her laughter, her anger, and her sorrow were all shared with him.
At that time, Yuan Yu was more like a guiding light when she was lost, laughing and not speaking, leading her to the abyss, falling deeper and deeper and unable to extricate herself, and now thinking back to him, it is a lingering nightmare in her heart!
"It's very beautiful, but it's a pity that you can't support anything, but you, there is still this craft, I am really surprised, this pot of flowers also has a name: Shaohua Jisheng."
The flowers bloom to the end, and then naturally the flowers wither, everything is over, and the meaning of blooming to the flowers is that the flowers have withered, everything is over, and now everything is really over, she will no longer have any unrealistic illusions, everything is just her own wishful thinking, for those cold-blooded people, of course, more vicious than him, will make him feel the horror, let him repent of the crimes he has committed.
In these long years, I gradually understood a truth, that is, mine will not leave after all, always by my side, others can't snatch it away, and it can't be taken away, it's not mine, it's destined to be a passerby, and I can't keep it no matter how hard I stay.
And she is to Yuan Shu, after all, she is a passerby, Yuan Shu is also a passerby to her, since they are all passers-by, why do you want to meet each other, and you will miss it, and every time he turns around first and abandons this relationship that should not exist, no matter how much I want to get close to you, he will still leave, and she can only accept this fact,
Both times died at his hands, Gao Wanyue believes in what reincarnation, does not believe in the cause and effect of the world, but the evildoer must have due punishment, when she turned into an illusory figure wandering the world, I heard that the evildoer will go to hell to suffer after death, and repeatedly experience the sins of his life, infinite cycle, until this deep sin has been forgiven before entering reincarnation, and this is my fault in the self or Yuanyi?
In this karmic reincarnation, why is it yourself who receives retribution in the world? Tasting such pain over and over again, this bitter and unpleasant drug has always lingered in Gao Wanyue's mind, but there is still an obsession in his heart, and he must take revenge.
Even if he pays a tragic price, he can't let him get away, since it is painful, then this pain is to be borne by two people together, she doesn't know how long time has passed, but in this long and boundless years, she has slowly become accustomed to it, and she can't hold it
If you can't grasp something, then abandon it, since no one cherishes it, it's better to sprinkle it into the sky like sand in your hand.
Give up someone I love you, and you will reap your true love, just like now her most beloved husband stands behind her, and you can feel the warmth and tenderness in his eyes, as well as a strong love, which she cannot see from anywhere else.
What did you do for him? Nothing has his own willfulness, he can only exchange for his pain, so Gao Wanyue has to use all her strength and use her own hands to change everything now, only the power in her hands is the existence of the truth in this world.
Just like in the long river of history, it is often the winners who write history, and as the losing side will always sink into the water and will never be mentioned, the world will only sing the praises of the winners, and those who lose will always be ignored and not mentioned, victory or defeat is only in a thought, as long as you are ruthless enough, you will definitely succeed, Gao Wanyue herself thinks so.
The river cannot be broken, and the bright moon shines on it. The mountain peaks cannot be pulled up, and the breeze caresses them.
In the twenty years of Rong Ma, there has never been a calculation about himself, and he has thought about when he should return, but he has had a long talk with His Majesty, and he only hated to meet late...
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