Chapter 168: True Letting Go
After Yama finished speaking, I saw that my expression was a little confused in the mirror, and I asked myself why, why did I think of him in the first place? But then, I reacted, "Why did I think of him?" Because there is no one else around me! β
I tried to convince Yama like this, to convince myself, but Yama's words knocked me back againβ
"yes, why don't you take it with you?"
The heart jumped suddenly, and then I felt that my lips trembled a little, and I couldn't refute it.
In my heart, Yama's voice came again-
"Zhou Yi, you're just scared, you don't love Tang Gongru."
I shuddered, subconsciously hugged myself, and asked Yama, "I'm afraid...... What am I afraid of! What am I afraid of! What does it have to do with being afraid and liking Tang Gongru! β
At the end, I almost roared, but the louder I was, the more empty my heart seemed to be.
Because I know what Yama is talking about fear, but in my heart, I keep telling myself that it's not fear, it's letting go.
I thought it was a lay-up, but Yama told meβ
"Girl, that's not putting it down. It doesn't take much effort to really let go. It's as if you spread your hands and let go of something that you have been holding for a long time, and when you really let go, you are only relaxed, but when you see him again, it is not easy......"
"Enough! Don't say any more! β
I covered my ears, but the voice came out of my heart: "Then you answer me, why don't you take Xie Qian?" β
I grabbed my scalp and shouted, "Because I don't want to drag him down!" β
Yama sneered: "I have a conscience. β
I looked up in a pant because the "fear" had not subsided, and I saw my frightened face in the mirror, and I tried to change the subject-
"You seem to know a lot about me, and even Xie Qian knows it."
Yama Luo turned the topic back to me again: "Of course I understand, because I can read all your thoughts and memories, otherwise, how can I know that you are afraid." β
A sudden stir struck my spine, and at this moment I longed to cut out a heart and not listen to his words again.
"Oh? I don't believe you would do this, because you are not only afraid of facing Lin Zeyuan's feelings, but also afraid of death. β
It's really torture to have such a guy around.
After Yama finished speaking, I finally chose to give up resistance: "Do you still want anything?" β
I wanted to gag Yama's mouth with something to make him shut up quickly, but what I didn't want was that he saidβ
"Naturally, the sooner you get something, the better, but you also want to use things to hold my seven inches, I might as well tell you, in fact, the sooner you get such things, the sooner I can go back to the underworld, at that time, I can find out where Shen Xuanhe is, and at the same time, I will give you all the wealth I have accumulated now."
If you don't want it, you can transfer your wealth to the reincarnated Shen Xuanhe.
This is a matter of time for you, but for me it is only a matter of time, I go back to the underworld early, and it doesn't have much impact on the underworld later, I just give you advice to help you, and ...... It's so interesting that I don't want to go back! But if Shen Xuanhe has changed two lives, then he really can't find it, so don't think it's for me to take risks, I'm just hitchhiking at best. β
Yan Luo's words are so beautiful, I ate me to death, I pursed my lips and nodded, "Got it, Zhou Yi brand hitchhiker, never overturn." β
I jumped out of bed, my body still shaking with fear, but I also forced myself to cheer up my spirit and confidence.
Believe you can do it!
And if you can't...... If you can't...... It's good.
I don't have to come back and face that fear.
"Girl, listen to the old man's advice, and suffer less and lose less. You are just afraid that you will be hurt by him again by accepting Lin Zeyuan's feelings, so you turn around and want to throw yourself into Tang Gongru's arms, he cares for you, but he has no ability to protect you, and now looking at it, your biggest heart thorn has been reincarnated several times, and it is time for you to turn back! β
After Yan Luo finished speaking, his voice disappeared completely, I didn't reply a word, I didn't think a word, I just looked at the door, empty my thoughts, for a long time, Yan Luo didn't say anything before I moved outside, and I just went outside, I saw Lin Zeyuan walking towards me with a roll of parchment in his hand, I stepped back, subconsciously wanted to close the door, but my steps were stiff, my body was stiff, and finally I clenched my fists and looked up at him standing in front of me-
"What's the matter?"
I asked, telling myself in my heart, take it easy, Zhou Yi, you are not escaping, you are not afraid, you are just letting go, you have to relax. But the more I said that, the more uncomfortable it became, just like the lines in the movie I said before-
Sometimes, the more you try to verify that you have forgotten someone, the more you remember it.
"Someone put this in front of the door and wrote it for you. I've checked it, it's not dangerous, do you want to see it? β
Lin Zeyuan was tall but not burly, he said, bowing his head slightly and raising his eyes, after the light passed, his pupils and hair tips were covered with a layer of golden velvet, which looked extremely gentle.
I only glanced at the symbol in the corner to know that it was a tomb map, grabbed it, and took two steps back, "I know who sent it." β
After speaking, holding the soft parchment roll, struggling and tangled thinking about whether I should find Xie Qian or Lin Zeyuan, suddenly my mouth opened uncontrollably, and my tongue spoke uncontrollably-
"A friend asked me to go to the tomb on this parchment scroll to get something, along?"
After speaking, his mouth was closed, and his chin was raised slightly uncontrollably to look at Lin Zeyuan, that posture, that tone, it was completely like the best time for our relationship.
In front of me, the always indifferent but beautiful black eyes were stunned for half a second, and then nodded, and the curvature of the thin lips slightly curled bloomed on the poker face that had been cold for a long time.
"Girl, His Royal Highness can only help you get here, no thanks!"
After he finished speaking, I knew that he had done it just now, but ...... But looking at Lin Zeyuan's black pupils that flashed again, he actually ...... I don't blame Yama much, but I don't want to look at it anymore becauseβ
That's the bottomless abyss and whirlpool!
"I ...... Let's get ready to go in a moment. β
Grabbing the parchment roll, I turned my head and entered the house, after closing the door, but there was nothing to prepare at all, just calming down, and only after finding the calm self before I walked out of the door, and then I was stunned, because Lin Zeyuan was still in the corridor in front of the door, half-leaning against the wall, looking at the lights in the corridor, the look of being slightly distracted, but the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, it was really ...... The bewitching dignitaries are flustered.