62. There is no way to take care of yourself
"The horse is seriously injured, and the hand bones and leg bones are almost broken, so it is reluctant to walk normally and carry heavy objects.
He also answered truthfully, but his pale words pierced her heart like a sharp knife.
"I see."
Seeing that she was wet, he turned around and said, "The horse can't wake up for a while, so the princess should go and change her clothes first." ”
"Thank you."
Wan Yue lay beside An Youjue's bedside, in the past, he would not let her take it aside and ignore it himself, first, grievances came to his heart, "I haven't hurt anyone!" I don't understand why they want to hurt me. Why are they lying to me? ”
The tone with questioning is more like roaring, the right and wrong in this world are twists and turns, no one can tell, and there is no right and wrong.
An Youju lay quietly and did not wake up for a long time.
There is a division between good and evil, and no one will do good all his life, and no one will do evil all his life.
Everything has a cause and effect, and when there is no creed that binds oneself, one becomes dirty.
"In the past, I didn't harm others but sought self-protection, and there was nothing to protect, but now, I can't be so cowardly!"
Once upon a time? Past? It's really ridiculous to say~
She wants to help Gao Yang get rid of her fateful ending, and Gao Yang doesn't trust her.
She wanted to protect Yuan Shu, but Yuan Shu turned his back and deceived her.
She never cared, never cared about her feelings, but she could give up her life to protect her and protect what she wanted to protect.
What is the rationale for this?
"I don't live for others in this life, I have to live for myself, survive for the sake of my life, and do whatever I want, because I don't have anything, and I have to fight for everything I want."
She always takes other people's goals as her goal, rarely thinks about herself and considers the people around her, especially An Youju in front of her, she owes him too much, and for the rest of her life, stay by his side and be an ordinary couple.
"I'm sorry, you've lost so much for me, and I'll be with you until you recover."
Caressing his face, his fingertips running down his eyebrows, slowly sliding down, his face was very cold, his face was very ugly, and he whispered in his ear, "Because I am your wife." ”
A kiss fell on his cheek, and tears ran down his cheek.
Although she knew the end of this country, she would never know if this time would be the last time he would be in danger, and she would never know what her life would be like without him when she was in danger, and she didn't dare to think about it.
He should have had a more glorious life, but everything stopped here, his future life will not be as admired by everyone as he once was, I don't know if he can accept the pain of falling from a height, but no matter what becomes of her in the future, she will not abandon her!
She has only been here for more than half a year, but she seems to have finished her life.
This year's rainy season was a little later than usual, so I had enough energy to work hard, it was October, and there was such a torrential rain.
Fate sometimes plays tricks on people like this, when what you want is not satisfied, you will desperately get it, and when it is lost, you will regret everything you have done, she does not regret her decision to save Yuan Shu, what she regrets is that she should not have caused so many people to die!
Now An Youju is lying there quietly, he doesn't speak, many times he has very few words, he shouldn't be a person who is good at expressing himself, everything should be done before he confides.
He slept for three days, except for changing his clothes once on the night he was sent, and taking care of him almost unclothed, and Sang Zhe was the same, although they couldn't do anything, they could still watch him and watch him wake up first.
The first half of his life should have few days of quiet rest, running around all year round, or stationed at the border, his body is full of obvious scars, which are all testimonies of his heroism, and they will also follow the pain of a lifetime.
General Megatron, the fame of the god of war of the Qi Kingdom, where is it so easy to obtain, it is all accumulated by him with a scar and a sword wound,
If she could, she would give everything she had in exchange for his pain tonight! Because that's what she's supposed to bear!
She sent someone to deliver a message to Anfu, saying that she would not go back in the next few days, so that they could rest assured, and only Wen Bo was the only one who really cared about her.
"You're awake..."Wan Yue was a little speechless excitedly, and called out to Sang Zhe at the door, "Sang Zhe go and call Master Huan." A look of concern, even more alarmed.
"Where am I?" Looking at the unfamiliar room, as well as the gray bandages wrapped around his body, the evening joy around him was still familiar to him.
"We are in the mansion of Prince Huan, and he saved you." As he prepared to get up, as if he was about to sit up, Wanyue put a pillow behind his back and made him half-lean on the bed.
"I seem to have slept for a long time." He tried to rub his eyes with his hands, but found that his hands were wrapped like two pig's trotters, and he couldn't move.
"Yes, you've been asleep for a long time, but it's okay now."
"I seem to have had a dream, in which I married the princess, and you kissed me..."
Wanyue's cheeks flushed, why did he know when he was asleep, and black lines slowly oozed from his forehead.
"It's true that you're married!"
Sang Zhe came to the house with Huan Yu, and Wanyue secretly prayed that they didn't hear what he said just now.
Huan Yu's expression was as plain as water, and he said softly, "Xiao Ke will take the pulse of the horse first." ”
Gently put three fingers on An Youjue's wrist, and Wanyue and Sang Zhe who were present seemed to be holding their breath, waiting for her to speak,
"Just take care of it, and it's fine."
Hearing the news that An Youju was safe, they could breathe a sigh of relief and let go of their nervousness, "Thank you, I will repay my son's kindness in the future." ”
"I'm a princess's minister, why bother to say thank you." The corners of his mouth smiled, if there was nothing, and he didn't look sincere, "The days when the horse is recuperating from injuries can live in Xiao Ke's house with peace of mind, and it must be complete, and he will never slack off." ”
"Thank you."
In addition to better expressing her gratitude, she didn't know what to say at this time, only kept saying thank you.
"I'll order someone to decoct the medicine."
"I'm tired."
"How do you feel? Is the wound painful? "The weather is getting colder, and I pulled up An Youju's quilt,
"It's alright, Fushang...?" As soon as he wanted to speak, Wan Yue smiled and said, "Don't worry, I have already asked people to pass the word, and I didn't inform the house of your injury, I just said that we won't go back, and the second mother and sister-in-law in the house will be fine."
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"What about the princess's mansion?"
"The princess's mansion is taken care of. Everything is in order, if anyone comes to stir up trouble, there is Huachen to rely on! Don't worry, I will arrange the affairs of the second house, you just need to be responsible for concentrating on recuperation! Looking at his ignorant expression, Wan Yue couldn't bear it in her heart, "I'm a fake princess, maybe Your Majesty will dispose of me when he thinks about it, are you still willing to be with me?" ”
"Determined not to change!" This is the first time in his life that he is so determined to do one thing!
"Thank you."
"You and I husband and wife, no need to say thank you." An Youju held his hand in Wanyue's hand, even if it was bandaged and full of bandages, he held his hand tightly, "I said that I would protect you, protect this Qi country, and protect our home." ”
His words are promises, and promises will be fulfilled, and his words will be done.
"Before, His Majesty ordered me to spy on you, including this marriage to spy on you, but now you know, you are still willing to be my wife." There was a light in his eyes, with a little expectation, but also a little trepidation, highlighting the evil things and disks before, because he knew that even if he didn't say it, she should know everything.
"Ha~ It's an honor." Wan Yue would hold his heavily bandaged hand, and despite the gentle movements, she could still feel the response, "What honors me is not that I am a so-called royal princess, but that I have a husband who can defend my family and protect me. ”
An Youju was already famous in this weak crown year, and he was really a young hero, attracting the attention of young women everywhere, and now he also included.
"I will not live up to you."
He looked at her with even more determination, he had lost something before, but now nothing mattered compared to her.
Wanyue's cheeks were slightly red, and she looked at his gaze with a little shyness, "When you are healed, we will have sex together, and make up for the candles owed to the cave room." ”
For a moment, his heart was filled with joy.
The person he loved was also slowly walking towards him, and when he held her hand, it was no longer simply a tight grip, but a backshake!
She can't get what she wants, and what she wants to do is powerless, looking at the stupid An Youju, since he is willing to pay for her life, then he can no longer ignore his existence, Wan Yue can't tell whether the throbbing feeling in her heart at this moment is out of gratitude or sincerity,
The country is like a dream, but it is just a prosperity...
She has already felt the vigorous, and now she just wants to return to the bland, the bland is true, a person's life is just three meals and four seasons, I just wish to eat a vegetable and a meal smoothly and happily, coarse tea and light rice, two people can also be happy.
When his injuries are better, he will take him away from these disturbances, this is never a place that belongs to her, she is always idle, if she is allowed to spend her life in the courtyard of the deep house like An Jia Erniang, she might as well die in the palace that night, if there is no freedom, all this, including the hope of this life, would rather not
poured a glass of water for An Youjue, Wan Ting approached in a curling manner, fed him the water to drink, and whispered, "By the way, someone from the family reported that the sister-in-law was born, and there is an extra young master in the house." ”
"Really? That's great! There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and the joy in the corner of his eyes and eyebrows could not be concealed.
"I brought a gift to me." According to the number of etiquette that should be there, I ordered a bunch from the princess's mansion
Wan Yue's voice was still flat, staring at An Youju suspiciously, "Do you look happy?" ”