Chapter 105: Out of Sight
I rolled down the escalator, reaching out to grab something, but I didn't catch anything, and the exclamations of Wu Yanan and Song Meng were in my ears.
Immediately afterward, I seemed to roll to the bottom, and I didn't know where my head hit, and there was a sharp pain, and my eyes went dark, and I didn't know anything.
I don't know how long it took, but I slowly opened my eyes, and my vision was blurry, and I could only smell the smell of disinfectant in the air.
Suddenly, something loomed over my head, and darkness fell in front of my eyes.
In the darkness, Jiang Cheng's hoarse voice came.
"Yao'er, how are you feeling?"
Hearing Jiang Cheng's voice, I tried to open my eyes to look at him, but I couldn't see anything clearly.
Suddenly uneasy in my heart, I stretched out my hand and shook it in the air, trying to grab Jiang Cheng.
"Ah Cheng, where are you?"
I grabbed it for a long time, but I didn't catch anything, and I don't know if my hand was injured when I rolled down the stairs, and when I moved, I felt a heart-piercing pain.
"Yao'er, can't you see me? I'm right here. ”
Listening to Jiang Cheng's trembling voice, my heart was buried with great fear.
"Don't scare me, I didn't see anything."
"Open your eyes and see, I'm here."
I tried to keep my eyes open until my eyes were sore, and I couldn't see anything, and my vision was still blurry.
I was so scared that I cried out and said the truth I didn't want to admit, "I'm not going to be blind, am I?" ”
At this moment, various assumptions came to my mind.
If I'm really blind, what should Jiang Cheng and I do, will he divorce me?
Jiang Cheng held my hand and comforted: "No, don't worry, I'll go to the doctor right away to see you." ”
I held Jiang Cheng's hand tightly to prevent him from leaving, and said with tears in my eyes, "Don't go." ”
"I'm not leaving, I'm going to the doctor and I'll be back right away."
No matter what Jiang Cheng says, I just won't let go of him. Because I was afraid that as soon as I let go, I would never see him again.
"Okay, I'm not leaving, you lie down and don't move, there are still injuries on your body."
Hearing Jiang Cheng say that he would not leave, my heart calmed down, and then I felt a sharp pain in my body hit me one after another, and my whole body felt as if it had been run over by a car.
Jiang Cheng didn't know who to call, and a few minutes later, I heard a group of people suddenly coming to the ward.
"Jiang Shao." A man said.
"Let's see what's going on with his eyes, why can't they see?"
After Jiang Cheng finished speaking, someone soon came to my bedside and opened my eyelids.
After a while, he let go of his hand and said respectfully: "Jiang Shao, it seems that there is no problem in this way, and the specific inspection will be done." ”
As soon as I said that I would have a test, I was very resistant, afraid that my eyes would never see again.
Jiang Cheng sensed my resistance and said softly, "Yao'er, don't be afraid, let's go for an examination and see what's going on?" ”
I bit my lip and tears streamed down the corners of my eyes, "What if, what if I'm really blind?" ”
"Even if you are really blind, I will raise you for the rest of your life."
If I heard that, I'd be glad I did. But at this moment, in addition to fear, there is also bitterness in my heart.
In the end, under Jiang Cheng's persuasion, I agreed to go for an examination.
After a set of examinations, I refused Jiang Cheng's offer to send me back to my room first, insisting on listening to the doctor's results.
"How?" Jiang Cheng said in a deep voice.
I pricked up my ears to make sure I didn't miss a word.
"Madame suffered a severe brain injury when she fell down the stairs, and the bruise compressed the nerve in her eye, which caused her blindness."
"When will it be restored?" I asked nervously.
"This ......," the doctor hesitated.
My heart sank, and I said in a trembling voice, "I'm not going to be okay anymore, am I?" ”
"It's not that it can't be good, this will take time."
"How long will it take?" Jiang Cheng Dao.
The doctor sighed and said, "If you're lucky, the congestion has disappeared in the past few days, and it will naturally be fine." ”
"What if you're unlucky?" I asked.
"If you're unlucky, it can take years or decades to recover."
My mind thundered, and I didn't know anything but the doctor's words, not even when I was back in the ward.
I don't know how long it took, I turned my stiff neck and said hoarsely into the air, "Jiang Cheng, let's get a divorce." ”
As soon as I finished saying this, I felt a heart-rending pain in my heart, so painful that I couldn't breathe, and it hurt so much that I wanted to cry.
Jiang Cheng didn't speak, and just when I almost thought he was not there, he said slowly: "What do you want to eat, I'll ask Sister-in-law Zhang to bring it to you in a while." ”
"I'm serious." I said word by word.
"Yao'er, don't make trouble." Jiang Cheng said helplessly.
"I'm sleepy, so I'll sleep first."
With that, I pulled the quilt over myself and closed my eyes suddenly.
I'm afraid that if I go on again, I'll change my mind.
Marrying Jiang Cheng, even if it was just a fake marriage at first, I don't feel worthy of him, not to mention that I'm blind now.
Whether I can recover is still unknown, and my existence will be a problem for Jiang Cheng.
Even if he says now that he will support me for a lifetime, but a lifetime is still long, and our relationship will be worn out sooner or later.
So it's better to let go now, and leave the best memories of each other in our respective hearts.
A few minutes later, I heard a string of footsteps, followed by the sound of the door closing.
After realizing that Jiang Cheng had left, the tears that I had been holding back remained, and after a while, my pillow was wet.
In the afternoon, Wu Yanan and Song Meng came, and they cried as soon as they saw me.
I heard the crying, and the tears that had just gone down came up again.
"Don't cry, when you cry, it makes me want to cry too. The doctor said I couldn't cry and that it wasn't good for my eyes. ”
"Ruoyao, don't worry, the person who pushed you downstairs has been arrested, and the president has avenged you." Wu Yanan snorted and said.
"Who pushed me?" I asked.
At the time, I just felt like someone was pushing me, but I really don't know who it was.
"Zhao Yuling's mother!" Wu Yanan gritted his teeth and said.
It turned out to be Li Feng, I was surprised.
"Are you sure?"
"Sure, the president has already gone to the monitoring just now, and found that it was she who pushed you, and now you have been arrested."
There was a surge of complexity in my heart, it turned out that Jiang Cheng had left just now to do this.
"Sister Ruoyao, it's all my fault, if I had stopped you at that time, you wouldn't have fallen."
I noticed a warm liquid falling on my hand, and my eyes were moist.
"It's not your fault, I didn't even react to the urgency of the matter at that time."
Wu Yanan and Song Meng have been with me, and I have told them several times to go to work and leave me alone, but they will not leave.
Until Wu Yanan inadvertently said: "The president gave her a holiday." ”
I only knew that they came with Jiang Cheng's acquiescence, and it is no wonder that Jiang Cheng has never appeared since they came.
I lay on the bed, listening to Wu Yanan and Song Meng chattering, and my heart didn't seem to be as sad as in the morning.
But it didn't last long, because in the evening, my parents came.
"Mom and Dad, why are you here?"
I looked up at the source of the footsteps and pretended to be normal, I didn't want my parents to know that I couldn't see, so as not to worry them.
"What else do you say?" My mother complained: "You didn't tell the family if you fell and injured yourself, if it wasn't for Zhao Yuling coming to the house at night and letting your father let her mother go, we don't know what happened." ”
"She's gone home?" I raised my voice and asked, "Mom and Dad, you shouldn't promise her anything, right?" ”
"No, don't get excited. Your dad wanted to say yes at first, but I didn't see it right. If Ah Cheng's son-in-law arrests your aunt, it must be because she has made some mistakes, so I stopped your father and didn't let him agree. ”
"Yao'er, what's going on? Xiaoling said that her mother was wronged by you. My dad hesitated.
"Uncle, don't listen to Zhao Yuling, her mother deliberately pushed Ruoyao down the stairs, if it weren't for Ruoyao's life, she would have died." Wu Yanan said anxiously.
"That's right, uncle and aunt, she made Sister Ruoyao can't see it, and she wants you to let her go, dreaming!"
Hearing Song Meng's words, it was too late for me to stop her.
"You said my Xiao Yao can't see it?" My mom asked in a trembling voice.
"Yes...... It's ......" Song Meng stammered back.
"Xiao Yao, open your eyes and look at Mom."
Listening to my mother's cry, I reached out and touched it randomly, and finally touched a pair of old hands.
My heart trembled, and I smiled and said, "Mom, I'm fine, don't cry." ”
"And said it's okay, you can't see it, how can you tell your parents about such a big thing?" My mom was crying so hard that she couldn't breathe.
"Sister Ruoyao, I'm sorry." Although I couldn't see it, I could also feel Song Meng's uneasiness.
"It's okay."
I didn't expect to hide this from my parents for long, and Song Meng also cared about me.
"Mom and Dad, I'm really fine, the doctor said it would be fine in a few days. By the way, what happened to Lucy Zhao later? "I was afraid that my parents would continue to ask, so I quickly changed the topic.
My mom stopped crying and said angrily, "When she saw that I promised to let her mom go, she slammed the door and left." Li Shuqing, I warn you, Li Feng has hurt Xiao Yao so badly, if you dare to agree to let her go, I won't be done with you. ”
My dad choked up and said, "If you don't say it, I won't agree, she hurt Xiao Yao, and now everything is what she deserves." ”
"By the way, Xiao Yao, you're hungry, Mom made you chicken soup."
After a squirming sound, the air was filled with a strong smell of chicken soup, which masked the original smell of disinfectant water.
"Xiao Yao, mom feeds you."
A warm smell came from my lips, and I opened my mouth, and the delicious chicken broth slid into my mouth and into my throat.
I didn't want to cry, but I don't know if the chicken soup was too delicious, or if my eyes were too sour, and the tears were dripping down my face.
After drinking the chicken soup, I drove Wu Yanan and Song Meng away, let them go back to rest, and also rejected my mother's proposal to stay and take care of me.
My mom gave me a lot of instructions before she reluctantly left with my dad.
As soon as they left, I was the only one left in the huge hospital room, and fear and anxiety took over again.
But after a while, this fear and uneasiness was replaced by the urge to urinate.
Maybe I drank too much chicken soup just now, and my stomach swelled so much that I wanted to go to the toilet.
I put on my slippers and made my way down the wall. At a distance of a few steps in ordinary times, it seems to me that I am separated by thousands of mountains and rivers at this moment, and I can't walk no matter how I go.
Feeling my stomach getting bigger and bigger, I suddenly became anxious and sped up.
But I didn't know what I kicked and I tripped and fell to the ground.