Chapter 603: The Water of Lethe River Can Be Forgotten (13)
Be11e's eyes crossed her heart, her voice was more gentle, not like a young woman, at this moment, she regarded herself as Qi Ran's sister and Qi Ran's mother.
"No, you won't lose her, she's always waiting for you."
Qi Ran's voice choked up, with a deep dazedness, "But I'll hurt her, Be11e, I've hurt her before......"
"I used to think that I could live like a normal person. I now realize how selfish I am. The people I love will only be hurt because of me. ”
"She's so young, she's so innocent, so beautiful that I'm ashamed of myself, how can I bear to let her be with someone like me? You know, no matter how perfect and normal I look, in reality, I'm not like them, I'm just a psychopath. ”
"How can I be worthy of her if I hate myself like this?"
For the first time in so many years, Qi Ran admitted his illness.
He had been hiding his deep fears with his cold exterior, preventing anyone from noticing his anomaly.
But in fact, being sick is being sick, and no matter how much he hides it, he can't hide this fact.
"No, you're wrong, I told you early on that you're the same as everyone else. It's just that people are inherently different, just like the stars. You look up and see that there are so many stars in the sky, and each one seems to be the same, but in fact each one is different, and you don't have to compare yourself with other people, because you are shining your own light. ”
"Didn't you tell me you loved her and she loved you? Aren't you very happy when she confesses to you? ”
Be11e can still remember that Qi Ran's eyes lit up when he said this to her in the video at that time, proud and proud, unlike him in the past, but like a child who got candy.
At that time, she thought that he could finally let go of the past and start a new life.
Even when she went back to country A to see him, she didn't think there was much wrong with him.
It wasn't until she saw him appear in country S that she was really surprised, but she didn't expect that in just a few months, his state was even worse.
She patted Qi Ran's tense back, still gently reassuring him, "I think, she must be an angelic girl, if I can, I really want to meet her." Didn't you also say that you were going to take her here to see the stars? I've been waiting for that day. ”
"Qi Ran, believe in yourself, and believe in her ......"
Qi Ran's eyes appeared in front of her eyes again, and Mu Tang's eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and when she looked at him, her eyes were always as bright as stars.
His eyelashes twitched a few times, and he slowly raised his head to look at the sky.
The stars on the dark blue canopy are shining brightly, so bright that people can look at them as if they have seen eternal splendor.
This is the most beautiful village in the world, and it is also known as the best place to see the stars, and being here is like being in a fairy tale world under the stars.
Qi Ran has indeed thought about bringing Mu Tang here countless times.
She's going to love it.
The light under her eyes trembled, and the corners of Qi Ran's eyes couldn't help but moisten, "She is indeed my angel......"
Qi Ran knows that many people don't understand why he fell in love with Mu Tang, only he knows, because she makes him feel warm, because she is his sunshine.
Love may be like that, there are never so many reasons to talk about.
It was as fate would have it, maybe she was the rib that God had taken out of his body.
With her, he's complete!