Chapter Eighty-Three: Providence Makes People
"And then?"
"I came to a cave with the sound of the voice, and listening to the terrible shouts, I hid in fear in the corner of the cave entrance, poked my head out and looked in, and this look was a memory that I can never erase in this life."
"At first, I just saw a tiger with its head down and didn't know what it was chewing, and when the tiger turned sideways, I realized that it was biting a person in its mouth."
"Yaoyao, do you know what the tragic situation was at that time?"
Speaking of the key point, Luo Xiaofang couldn't help but grab Yue Shengyao's arm, and her black pupils were filled with tears.
Hearing the familiar story, Yuesheng Yao couldn't help but chuckle in her heart, why is what Fangfang said so similar to what she did when she was young?
Hey, Fang Fang shouldn't be an eyewitness!
No, their family is not in the same province or city, and it is unlikely that they will meet what she has done.
"If you're afraid, don't say it, good!" Hugging Luo Xiaofang, who was trembling, Yuesheng Yao lowered her head and comforted, but her eyes were a little weird.
"No, this is a knot in my heart, even if I am afraid, I will say it."
"The cave was full of blood, and the tiger was biting the man's thigh, and I saw through the grass that the man was looking out of the cave with his eyes wide open, and although his eyes were not focused, I could deeply feel his strong desire to survive."
"I was only 10 years old at the time, and I was so scared that I was about to turn around and go back to the village to call for someone, but I accidentally stepped on a dead branch, so that I startled the tiger who was eating people."
"When I heard the roar, I was so frightened that my legs kept shaking, and I couldn't walk, so I squatted down and curled up, and the tiger didn't hear anything unusual, so I turned back and gnawed on the bones."
"Click...... Click......"
"One after another, in the dead of night, the voice would appear in my mind, reminding me over and over again."
Every time I think about these things, my head hurts, I thought that this matter would disappear with time, but today I saw the soaked corpse in formalin, and the long-term memories came to my heart.
"It's over, it's all over!"
Feeling Luo Xiaofang's trembling body, Yuesheng Yao patted her shoulder and comforted her gently.
"Yaoyao, I can't get by! The things that remain in your memory may be forgotten for a while, but when you see something familiar, you can't help but come back to your mind. ”
"For example, when I saw the toddler soaked in formalin, and when I saw the hand floating in the water, I remembered the hand of the man in the cave asking for help, they were like nightmares, and when they woke up, they were fine, and when they dreamed again at night, they would come again."
"My eyes are full of blood, and the red is everywhere, I can't forget it!"
When some words are spoken, they do not form a shadow in the bottom of the heart, and the fear that has accumulated in the heart dissipates a lot.
"Then why did you choose medicine?" Feeling that Luo Xiaofang's frightened emotions had been alleviated, Yuesheng asked puzzledly.
If you are so afraid of corpses, why do you want to practice medicine?
People who study medicine are afraid of corpses, which is equivalent to pilots' myopia, which is a big problem.
"I was angry when I talked about it, I chose administrative management at the beginning, but my volunteer was changed by my family!"
Hearing Yue Shengyao's question, Luo Xiaofang suddenly laughed angrily and said angrily.
"Ah...... And this kind of thing! ”
Yuesheng Yao asked in disbelief with her mouth open.
"Rare! Since my family works in the hospital, it is only natural that I will work in the hospital in the future. ”
Luo Xiaofang sneered, not knowing whether to laugh at herself or at her parents who arranged her life.
"Uh...... Don't they know that you are afraid of corpses? ”
Regarding Luo Xiaofang's accusation, Yuesheng Yao didn't know how to comfort her, after all, her godfather and godmother respected her wishes very much and never forced her to do things she didn't like.
"Yes, I told them, but they said it doesn't matter, just get used to it!" Luo Xiaofang's eyes stared indifferently at the leaves hanging overhead, and her voice was cold and clear.
They think she is mentally ill, thinking that she will fight poison with poison, and it will be good to see more corpses!
It's a fantasy......
"Are you going to change majors?" Looking at Luo Xiaofang's wordless loneliness and sadness, Yuesheng Yao asked tentatively.
If you don't like an industry, you may get some changes from more contact, but if you are very afraid of the industry, you won't necessarily get changes even if you have regular contact.
"Don't turn around, since they let me learn, then learn! I don't care, try not to look at it! ”
Luo Xiaofang shook her head very deeply, and her tone was very firm.
She doesn't care about anything herself, and her parents' decision can't be resisted, so let's accept it!
"Don't talk about unhappy things, since we don't have to go to class today, let's go out shopping!" I didn't know how to enlighten her, so I had to let her divert her attention.
I heard that girls like to go shopping because shopping will make you feel better.
"I'm not in the mood, don't go!"
Luo Xiaofang shook her head lightly, indicating that she was not very interested.
"Going to the snack street for food?"
"No appetite, don't go!"
Oops, I don't plan to eat my favorite food, this heart disease is a bit serious!
"And go back to sleeping in the dorm?"
"My mind is too chaotic to sleep!"
"Why don't you go to the library and read a book?"
"Library?"
"Yes, it's quiet, and the students are all reading and studying, which will definitely make you rejuvenated."
Hearing Luo Xiaofang's reply, Yuesheng Yao replied excitedly.
It's good to be interested, but can a bad mood really make people abandon all the things they like and drive themselves to touch something they never touch?
I think Fangfang doesn't like to read books the most, but today she gave up the food and bed she liked in the past and threw herself into the ocean of knowledge, which is really eye-opening!
"Let's go to the library!"
Whether you read a book or not, when you put all your mind into the book, you will not be affected by the troubles of the outside world.
"Let's go, you don't have the strength in your legs now, can you walk by yourself?" Fangfang had been leaning on her shoulder just now, and her shoulder was a little numb.
"Yes!"
After resting for so long, it will be relieved a little.
Besides, she is so cowardly, she will be scared all the time?
Hey, I don't know who just yelled and almost cried.
The warm sunlight slanted on them, and their very different personalities became friends.
The warm breeze blows the willows, and winter is just around the corner, but the weather in Kyoto is as reassuring as ever.
Human Anatomy, Pathology, Pharmacology, Medicine and Surgery, Gynecology, Pediatrics, Neurology!
Acupuncture and massage, Chinese medicine identification, a thousand gold prescriptions!
English, Computer, Medicine & Law, Career Guidance!
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In the first month of school, the days were so chic that they were haunting, and sure enough, the good days were limited.
Every day, I was tired of running to the classroom, dormitory and cafeteria, and my eyes were tired.
The Chinese and Western medicine industry is a profession that has just emerged in recent years, which combines traditional Chinese medicine and Western medicine, takes the essence of the two, and discards the dross of the two.
Medicine is already obscure, not to mention that they are still studying two courses at the same time and blending this, which is really tiring!
Yue Sheng Yao looked at the mannequin with dull eyes, carefully distinguishing the eight veins of the Qi Jing and the texture of the skin.
There are conflicts between Chinese medicine and Western medicine in some places, and what her godfather taught her is the introductory knowledge of Chinese medicine, such as dialectical treatment, and did not tell her how to diagnose and treat diseases with Western medicine.
As a result, she, like her classmates, is zero-based, and it is difficult to understand what the teacher says in class.
I miss the first days of school!