The most bitter thing in the world, the bitterness is not when it is not time to gather and disperse;

The most difficult thing in the world is to look back on the death of love.

I know that I have lost my soul in the years when the past was like smoke, blurred my eyes, and forgotten the past, so I turned into a scattered soul wandering in this world, floating in the vast world with a broken heart, but I didn't know that I had drawn the ground for myself.

My past has been hurt a bit, so no matter what the circumstances, in the deepest part of my heart it is difficult for me to really trust a person, deep down in my heart, I can never forget the feeling of heartache at that time, that bowl of poison was really bitter, she still remembers that taste,

Although you don't see anything wrong with it on the surface, in reality you often feel uneasy and have a hard time getting a good night's sleep.

But she still didn't have a long memory to like Yuan Xuan, who was the same indifferent person, lost in his tough gaze, and in that gaze was dark but not disoriented, deep but chaotic and confused, I want to keep looking like this, even if there is no result, I will never see the light coming from his eyes, and I want to keep pursuing.

She was really stupid, knowing that there was no result, but she still tried her best, loved, and tried her best. Then, in exchange for the now vague memory.

The reason why she makes people lose is that in the final analysis, she is unwilling to let go of herself, and only by trying to let go of the past can she feel the sunshine in her current self.

An Youju is like the sun shining on her heart in this winter, and it is also the only place of warmth.

A woman that everyone remembers but doesn't remember, when it comes to the eldest princess, everyone knows that the eldest princess of Leyang was once powerful and won the emperor's heart, but now she is unknown and can no longer hear from her, and the last thing she learned is that the eldest princess is married to General Megatron.

Since then, the general has rarely appeared in front of people, and he has not heard a word about them, the world only remembers the name of the eldest princess, but not her Gao Wanyue, if she walks on the street, what is the difference between her and ordinary people?

"Shall we go back?" He stretched out his hand, ready to take her away, "I'll carry you." ”

Gao Wanyue was happy for a while, but she still didn't refuse, she sprained her foot on the rugged mountain road, and she could only let him carry him down the mountain, and the sudden increase in height made her scared, worried, and hugged him tightly,

He seemed to notice something strange about her, could she be afraid of heights? The corners of his mouth seemed to be smiling, and he said softly, "Don't be afraid. "She doesn't have to be too strong, just trust him when she's wet, it's also very tiring to stop everything on herself, and she will eventually be bent over by this burden!

"Young Boy, do you think we're going to go on like this forever?" After many years, she became an old lady, he became an old husband, and they would also travel through the mountains and rivers, and when she couldn't walk, would he carry her down the mountain like this, and the two would never be separated.

"Yes." Walking the steep steps on her back, she was extra careful with every step, for fear that one of them would fall unsteadily and fall on her

, but do you know that it is not standing at the top that is the most beautiful scenery, the most beautiful thing about the journey is the scenery along the road,

Maybe when you're old, you can look back at what you're doing now and find out how ridiculous it is, at that time, only going through the rest of your life safely and securely is the most looking forward to, but when you're young, don't you just have to give it a go, the weather in Yecheng is too gloomy,

Can't see the bright future, waiting in the endless dark night, is the most painful thing, she doesn't want to wait, so let go, nothing can live up to the time,

I wish this kind of time could be a little longer, a little longer, but it was much easier to go down the mountain than to go up the mountain, and he carried her all the way back to the princess's mansion.

"Eldest Princess, what's wrong with you?" An Youju put her down, and Duanma greeted her and helped her, watching her limp away,

"Out of the way, twist it, and you'll be fine tomorrow." Although she leaned on Duanma's body, she still felt some pain in her feet,

Sitting on the bed, Duanma brought medicinal wine and rubbed it on her feet little by little, she just felt warm, An Youju stood aside like a child who had made a mistake,

"Eldest princess, Anfu sent an invitation, saying that the full moon wine of the little prince tomorrow is invited to attend." Duanma looked at Gao Wanyue when she spoke, and also observed An Youjue's expression from time to time.

Gao Wanyue's eyes drooped, what should come will always come, this matter cannot be avoided, because it is always his home, this can never be erased, home is different for everyone, no matter how bad it is, it is also home, it is a destination, a sustenance.

"Got it, let's go prepare for the ceremony, remember to prepare more." A smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "Young Baby, we have to arrive early tomorrow to help the family, how about it?" ”

"Okay." He was as happy as a child, and he couldn't help himself, "Thank you, Wanwan." ”

"You and I are husband and wife, why are you so polite." She couldn't hide her smile, seeing him happy, she would laugh unconsciously,

"Pony, the princess doesn't have enough bandages, can you help the slave get some back?" She was still helping Wanyue rub the medicinal wine, but she usually wouldn't open her mouth like this, did she want to break him away?

Wan Yue also looked at him with an aggrieved face, "Okay, I'll go back when I go." ”

"Duanma, but what do you have to tell me?"

"The eldest princess is really Bingxue smart, the slave maid just said in front of the two of you that Anfu sent an invitation just now to let you make a decision, let the concubine know that the slave maid did not tell you about this matter privately." She also took a little medicinal wine from the bottle, and the strong smell permeated the whole room, lingering for a long time.

Rubbing her hands together, from her toes up to her ankles repeatedly, "And your answer just now is very good, you know in your heart that even if you don't like it there, it is also the home of the colt, and it will never change, and there are few mothers-in-law and daughters-in-law in this world who can be of the same mind as their daughters-in-law."

!”

"Hahaha, it's the same everywhere, it's not about time." The problem of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law exists everywhere not only now, but also in ancient times, it is really sad to think about it, thousands of years have passed, this problem has not been solved,

"Huh?" I didn't understand what she was saying, so I asked softly,

"It's nothing, I'm just sighing, thank you Duanma for always thinking about me." Duanma is even more thoughtful about current affairs for her, and is also teaching her to grow up little by little, more like a senior, ear to face guidance.

"The slave and maid will prepare for you thoughtfully, but you should be careful tomorrow, even if you are reluctant to show it when you arrive at Anfu, because the concubine will feel sad when she sees it, which man does not want to marry a wife and come back to take care of the housework and serve his in-laws, who would want the house to be restless every day?"

"The so-called Qi family, that's the truth!" She stopped what she was doing, cleaned her hands in the basin, washed her hands, and untied the bandage on her neck, the wound had begun to slowly heal and scab, and she still needed to be well nourished.

"Righteousness-self-cultivation-Qi family-governing the country-leveling the world, it seems that I haven't done anything!" She shook her head helplessly, these things have always been her dream to do, and she hasn't done anything of this.

First of all, my own mentality is not correct, I can't look at anything with a normal heart, look at people with colored glasses, and listen to other people's opinions as my own opinions, but it is not advisable to only listen to the results of history and not look at the process at all.

can't be as ruthless as a jackal, tiger and leopard, really forget himself, leave behind his weak side, and really be a bad person, so he is nondescript, which creates his indecision.

"It will take some time for the wound on your neck to heal, and you can't go to the full moon wine with gauze tied tomorrow." Looking at the injuries on her fair skin, her plan was really dangerous.

"I have my own way." It's just a small injury, but it's too nervous, such an injury doesn't need to be bandaged at all, and after taking the death, I really want to recover quickly, but it will take some time for the flesh to be injured.

Huan Mansion.

Huan Yu sat idly in front of the courtyard in a light purple dress and looked at Huan Kite who was playing in the snow, she and the maid were building snowmen while having a snowball fight, and the sound of laughter filled the entire courtyard, "Brother, come quickly." ”

Huan Kite beckoned Huan Yu to go over while playing, but he kept standing there, without the slightest intention of wanting to go over, he couldn't let go of his body and did this meaningless thing with her.

How beautiful this moment was, looking at the emptiness around him, a little lonely, that person also likes snow, I don't know if it snowed there or not, a pigeon landed under the porch, he clapped his hands at it, and it landed on his arm,

Pulled out a piece of paper from the small bamboo tube on his leg, a row of dense small words, basically saying don't let him do meaningless things, don't act rashly, and withdraw as soon as possible if his identity is exposed.

Fold the note, fold it in half, hide it in his arms, smile meaningfully, he didn't know how to reply, that person never believed in reality, now he is a little sober, the night harrier may really be gone, that person is just Gao Wanyue,

And Yuan Yu always cuts the fishing net when he is about to close the net, when she used to like Yuan Shu, she abandoned her with her own hands, and now Gao Wanyue has also experienced it, he doesn't seem to know what sincerity is, he has been capricious and playing tricks,

Sadness always quietly took root in his heart, and looking at the lively and cheerful atmosphere in front of him, he felt so strange and out of place, and he didn't want to fit in.

With self-pity as the garment and sadness as the skin, immersed in their own gray world.

A person huddled in a corner, shrouded in darkness, swallowed by loneliness, has been using the difficult life as an excuse, tears are rolling in his eyes, not that he doesn't want to cheer up, it's not that he doesn't want to work hard, it's just that he's afraid of everything outside,

But just when he was willing to fall, the appearance of a woman brought him light, and the darkness was full of darkness in the dark and bottomless deep eyes, but she looked so lively, shrouded in brilliance, free and easy in the sun, and also infected herself, getting rid of the haze,

"Brother, let's play with the kite." Huan Kite's hands were red from the cold, and he hugged his arm, "Together, with Kite." "Trying to be coquettish with him,

Thinking that no one could stop his sister's coquettishness, he reluctantly agreed, "Okay, good." ”

"My lord has your invitation." A housekeeper handed over the invitation and left, he opened the envelope, looked at it and looked embarrassed, this is undoubtedly a hot potato,

"What's wrong, brother?" Seeing that he was kind and kind, now he frowned, a little worried, and wanted to see what was written on the invitation, but he closed it in time and put it in his arms.

"It's not in the way, it's just some officialdom entertainment, you go play, I won't accompany you." Kite pouted and looked reluctant, but Huan Yu had already returned to the study, and the figure gradually disappeared.

"Miss, shall we continue to build a snowman?"

(End of chapter)